Im scared to go outside

[Jesus_ist_König]

Thanks to some guys from the german sub forum I got introduced into bad videos. I watched some of em and now Im scared to go outside. Like I live in Europe so the chances I get shot are low but im scared, what do I do know?

Like im not scared to die in the sense of dying but scared to die at the false time resulting in me going to hell.

I dont know I feel like not going to outside for the next 10 years.

The thing is the chances of randomly getting shot must be lower than do die in a car crash I guess but im still scared wtf

 

[lnceIs]

 

[unknownincel]

ru christian

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

yeah laugh at me

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

ru christian

Trying

 

[small_solomon]

yeah laugh at me

Don’t mind that nga

 

[small_solomon]

Thanks to some guys from the german sub forum I got introduced into bad videos. I watched some of em and now Im scared to go outside. Like I live in Europe so the chances I get shot are low but im scared, what do I do know?

Like im not scared to die in the sense of dying but scared to die at the false time resulting in me going to hell.

I dont know I feel like not going to outside for the next 10 years.

The thing is the chances of randomly getting shot must be lower than do die in a car crash I guess but im still scared wtf

You gotta watch other videos that are like the exact opposite if that makes sense

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You gotta watch other videos that are like the exact opposite if that makes sense

I cant get them out my head anymore. Like im not like disgusted of what i have seen or scared (obviously it wasnt pleasure full or exiting) im just scared that it happens to me

 

[small_solomon]

I cant get them out my head anymore. Like im not like disgusted of what i have seen or scared (obviously it wasnt pleasure full or exiting) im just scared that it happens to me

How old are you not even tryna insult you just curious

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

How old are you not even tryna insult you just curious

17 but mentally my parents say im 5, id give myself a 13 years old mentally

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

How old are you not even tryna insult you just curious

its just bro, niggas be chilling in a fucking bar in broad daylight and then their live gets ended

 

[small_solomon]

its just bro, niggas be chilling in a fucking bar in broad daylight and then their live gets ended

That’s like pretty low in Europe icl also there’s no point of having this mindset well atleast in my eyes I believe if your going to die like it’s a determined day like no matter what you do the ending will be the same it works cause it makes you realize even if you stay in the house all day it doesn’t make you immune to the dangers of life ykwim?

 

[MoggedSubhuman]

Just reincarnate and don't be born in a muslim country like germany again

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

That’s like pretty low in Europe icl also there’s no point of having this mindset well atleast in my eyes I believe if your going to die like it’s a determined day like no matter what you do the ending will be the same it works cause it makes you realize even if you stay in the house all day it doesn’t make you immune to the dangers of life

ykwim?

yeah but i dont think that way. The funny thing is just a few months ago i was suicidal and would have wished to get killed by some1 but now i enjoy my life ughhh.

its just bro i know ppl in europe that have weapons (they have a license) and they could go ER anytime they want im scared.

I think the solution would just be praying abt it.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Just reincarnate and don't be born in a muslim country like germany again

where were you born

 

[MoggedSubhuman]

where were you born

the muslim country indian colony of Singaporistan


*edited

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

the muslim country indian colony of Singaporistan


*edited

i dont know where that is sounds worse than germany for sure

 

[pslturi]

stay inside.

lock the door.

get under the blanket

and rot on .org.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

stay inside.

lock the door.

get under the blanket

and rot on .org.

What do i do when i go to school fuck bro i hate americans all of their school shooting made me scared now i dont wanna go to school

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

That’s like pretty low in Europe icl also there’s no point of having this mindset well atleast in my eyes I believe if your going to die like it’s a determined day like no matter what you do the ending will be the same it works cause it makes you realize even if you stay in the house all day it doesn’t make you immune to the dangers of life ykwim?

I think its a good thing i watched the videos, im scared not because of death but cuz of me being far of Christ.

If i were close to Christ i wouldnt give a fuck if i died cuz I knew that i wouldnt go to hell

I need to lock in with Christ more @Brava