I'm scared to try.

[Donald]

I talk here from time to time and have read some of the BOTB threads.

I have been rated in the past privately by some people and have had ratings ranging from MMTN-LHTN.

I turn 18 soon and plan on hopping on gear at some point but I'm unsure how to get it at a reasonable price and hide it from my parents (my dad manages my finances.)

I am just scared to start idk man.

 

[aas_cender]

There are very easy forums to access which review sites in your country. Takeout cash and say you're going to eat. Thats the easy part. Hardest part is dosing and choosing the right one.
100% wait until 20yo. It's retarded to monkey around with hormones at 18. One thing people dont talk about is stunted dick growth. Wait until 20 then hop on 300 test and HCG. then do a few var cycles. consider if this is something you want to do for life or if it might be a fad. It is easy to reverse damage, so idk man. you do you but you need to keep them in a fridge.
You could just do orals - being careful as liver toxic - so run var for 6 weeks at 20-40mg /day then make sure pct hits right, and you feel good again. then keep going until youre where you want to be.