im short and completely delusional

[Gajjo]

bare minimum htn tho? that might not be achievable for me

Bro you can still pull as ltn. My friend is ltn 180cms tall, bloated face just a regular dude and he pulls so many girls. It’s not only about looks (sure looks play a massive factor but still it’s doable). He’s 16 and easly pulls 19 year old girls lol

 

[720]

Bro you can still pull as ltn. My friend is ltn 180cms tall, bloated face just a regular dude and he pulls so many girls. It’s not only about looks (sure looks play a massive factor but still it’s doable). He’s 16 and easly pulls 19 year old girls lol

try ltn 168.5 cm tho...

 

[RJ_ascends]

Shit man I won’t go to ur city or town then

Yep bro my neighborhood is cooked. I feel short even tho im 191cm barefoot. well like maybe im still above average in my town but i only notice the tall people

 

[Dolorous]

Since the day I was born I have been looked down on by my peers. I have always been a kind person. I have always been full of love. It’s easy for me to make friends and I get along with anyone. I try my hardest to make people feel comfortable around me, but for some reason they never do. Despite everything I do, nobody goes out of their way to make me feel valued. Nobody has ever truly loved me.

I assumed that my peers would no longer look down on me as we got older. I assumed that I would be a late bloomer. That’s what I’ve been told by doctors, my parents, and the internet. It doesn’t matter that I look 2 years less developed than my peers, it’ll all be the same once we’re older. I’ll finally reach 5’9. I’ll finally be a healthy weight. I’ll finally get rid of this acne. I’ll finally be normal. I just have to be patient.

We’re at that point now.

I’m 5’6.5 and it will be that way forever. I’m 105 pounds. I tried my hardest to gain weight. I ate when I didn’t want to. I ate when it hurt. I ate when it made me throw up. Not a single pound was put on. My recent bone age scan has revealed that my growth plates are fully closed. I won’t grow anymore, despite the fact that my bone age was 1.5 years behind when I was 11, that both my grandpas grew until they were 20, that my dad is 5’9, that my mom is 5’4, that I tried my hardest. I’ll forever be far below average. All I wanted was to be average.

The idea that I was a late bloomer has always been my coping mechanism. Being the smallest in your grade by a significant margin is tough, so I always told myself I’d grow to be as good as them. Watching your friends put on muscle while you struggle to put on enough weight to hide your ribcage is tough, so I always told myself I’d grow to be as good as them. Watching your friends gain bone mass in their face while you remain recessed is tough, so I always told myself I’d grow bones just as good as theirs. Losing your teeth 4 years late, starting puberty 2 years late, never becoming attractive, getting horrible acne late. All for what? I’m behind my peers but it’s okay because one day I’ll be as good as them. I’ll be acceptable. When we’re older none of this will matter because we’ll be the same.

I’m finished growing. I was never a late bloomer. The reason why I was underdeveloped is because of my childhood. I recently talked with my mother inquiring about where everything went wrong, holding back tears the entire time. I knew that I was growing normally until I turned 2, so I asked her, “I grew normally until 2 right, so what happened?” She answered, “You stopped eating so much, you started eating like a bird. You still eat like a bird.” From ages 2-13, I had no concept of growth. I only knew what I was told: my family has a history of late bloomers, my dad is average height and so is my mom, so I’ll end up just like them. Thus, I didn’t eat much. My parents allowed me to pick at my food, only eat a quarter of my plate, and skip meals. I was 68 pounds at age 13. At 13, I finally decided to do my own research. I learned that the amount that you ate had a significant impact on how much you would grow.
Consequently, I started eating as much as I could. I ate when it hurt, when I didn’t want to, I looked into calorie dense meals, I tried everything to gain weight. Even through all of my efforts, my total growth spurt was only 9 inches. That is a completely normal amount for a total growth spurt. It is the growth spurt I was meant to have. The only problem was, I started 2 inches shorter than I should have. My parents failing to nourish me from ages 2-13 had given me a total height loss of 2 inches. Because of those 2 inches, I will forever be looked down upon by my peers. Because of those 2 inches, I will never feel normal. I will never find love in this horrible generation, I will never be the person I want to be.

The worst feeling of all: none of it is my fault.

It is my parents fault, and the final nail in the coffin is that I was given the opportunity to go on an HGH cycle at 12 years old to help me achieve my genetic potential, but my parents said no. It was almost like they were trying to hold me back. These parents that tell me to accept and love myself don’t realize that this isn’t the 1970s anymore. People today are vicious. I will forever be seen as less of a person for being underweight, short, and ugly. It could have all been avoided had they helped me grow right. And they knew the whole time. Both of them are doctors. They knew the effects of malnourishing a child, but they didn’t care enough to help me.

I want to kill myself.

I want this pain to end. I want to start over. I wish I had all of this knowledge at a young age. I wish I could have raised myself. I hate these parents. These parents who are so focused on acceptance and love that do not realize their hypocrisy. What good is it if I accept myself and no one else does? What good is it to be alone forever?

Looksmaxxing is my final hope. At 17 and 7 months, I’ve never felt love. I want to feel love. For a short loser like me, looksmaxxing is the last way for me to be accepted by anyone. I will become perfect. I will squeeze any remaining potential from my body. I will become everything I’ve wanted to be. I do not care if it is delusional.

I will not stop until I am better than everyone who I wanted to be. I do not want to be average anymore. I want to be the best.

I will be the best.

You know what I find very funny? You just wrote an entire fucking library of Alexandria's worth of text and somehow got this many non-greycel reps. I think for that you can be grateful.

@720 if you haven't read through the height guides in the Best of the Best section, that would be an excellent starting point.

 

[RJ_ascends]

Bro you can still pull as ltn. My friend is ltn 180cms tall, bloated face just a regular dude and he pulls so many girls. It’s not only about looks (sure looks play a massive factor but still it’s doable). He’s 16 and easly pulls 19 year old girls lol

Nigga wtf u live in such a easy place to pull

 

[Gajjo]

Nigga wtf u live in such a easy place to pull

You approach it wrong probably. That dude has confidence of a 1000 males and balls of steel. He can say whatever shit I want him to to a girl lol

 

[RJ_ascends]

Honestly just get lifts it’s not that deep - complain about being short that’s the easiest alternative some high shoes and some lifts done

What is the maximum lift u use? i use 1inch insole in total it add 2.3inch i think

 

[720]

You know what I find very funny? You just wrote an entire fucking library of Alexandria's worth of text and somehow got this many non-greycel reps. I think for that you can be grateful.

@720 if you haven't read through the height guides in the Best of the Best section, that would be an excellent starting point.

yeah i know but my growth plates r closed so those won't help

only thing I can do now is straighten out my skeleton as much as possible

5'7 is the goal

 

[Gajjo]

try ltn 168.5 cm tho...

Ok you’re cooked sorry bro

 

[RJ_ascends]

You approach it wrong probably. That dude has confidence of a 1000 males and balls of steel. He can say whatever shit I want him to to a girl lol

Ive only tried pulling once and it worked but i had to break up later.
Maybe ill try again when im older because i dont want a relationship right now

 

[Rick_bozo]

Mirin effort
But sadly dnr

 

[RJ_ascends]

Ok you’re cooked sorry bro

bruh he should just get leg legthening

 

[720]

bruh he should just get leg legthening

i don't have 200k laying around

 

[Gajjo]

bruh he should just get leg legthening

Yeah for 150k dollars

 

[davdon123678]

What is the maximum lift u use? i use 1inch insole in total it add 2.3inch i think

Shoes usually an 1.25 inches I will use a 1 inch lift tbh - but I’m 182cm no lifts so I’m just being greedy jfl

 

[Gajjo]

i don't have 200k laying around

Get into nature and politics man be our second Ted K

 

[RJ_ascends]

Shoes usually an 1.25 inches I will use a 1 inch lift tbh - but I’m 182cm no lifts so I’m just being greedy jfl

Can I fraud like 6'6 if I wear 2.3 inch total (1.3 inch sneaker and 1 inch insole) or will it be too noticeable
Im barefoot 6'3 btw and i measured with hair compressed

 

[RJ_ascends]

Get into nature and politics man be our second Ted K

Bruh he should just rope atp

 

[davdon123678]

Can I fraud like 6'6 if I wear 2.3 inch total (1.3 inch sneaker and 1 inch insole) or will it be too noticeable
Im barefoot 6'3 btw and i measured with hair compressed

All imma say is give it a try on a night out honestly foids will swarm
Pair it with some shoulda pads too

 

[RJ_ascends]

All imma say is give it a try on a night out honestly foids will swarm
Pair it with some shoulda pads too

Bro there's some crazy slayers in my school that height mog me to death
i got tough competition. also wouldn't shoulder pads be exposed easily

 

[davdon123678]

Bro there's some crazy slayers in my school that height mog me to death
i got tough competition. also wouldn't shoulder pads be exposed easily

Well you can get t shirts with shoulder pads in built, just leave a hoodie on plus if you’re 6”6 no chance they touching your shoulders
Also where the fuck are you from if you’re getting height mogged at 191

 

[RJ_ascends]

Well you can get t shirts with shoulder pads in built, just leave a hoodie on plus if you’re 6”6 no chance they touching your shoulders
Also where the fuck are you from if you’re getting height mogged at 191

its a wealthy majority white neighborhood in america. a lot of northern european ancestry where i live too jfl
luckily it's just my neighborhood tho, if i go to other places i dont feel that short anymore

 

[Dolorous]

yeah i know but my growth plates r closed so those won't help

only thing I can do now is straighten out my skeleton as much as possible

5'7 is the goal

How old did you say you were? I didn't bother reading the original post.

There is a thread in Best of the Best which goes over a method for height growth with closed plates. If you are extremely devoted, you may try it.

 

[davdon123678]

its a wealthy majority white neighborhood in america. a lot of northern european ancestry where i live too jfl
luckily it's just my neighborhood tho, if i go to other places i dont feel that short anymore

No you have no need to feel short tf jfl
Trust me on a night out you’d be fine just don’t go with anyone taller than you my only tip

 

[720]

How old did you say you were? I didn't bother reading the original post.

There is a thread in Best of the Best which goes over a method for height growth with closed plates. If you are extremely devoted, you may try it.

17 and 7 months w a bone age of 18 and 1 month. ill check that one out though thank you.

 

[RJ_ascends]

No you have no need to feel short tf jfl
Trust me on a night out you’d be fine just don’t go with anyone taller than you my only tip

Fk bro my friend group is around same height / taller than me
alr well once school starts hopefully the boosters help me a bit

 

[RJ_ascends]

How old did you say you were? I didn't bother reading the original post.

There is a thread in Best of the Best which goes over a method for height growth with closed plates. If you are extremely devoted, you may try it.

you cant grow with closed plates, unless you get surgery

 

[ClayBeingGray]

Since the day I was born I have been looked down on by my peers. I have always been a kind person. I have always been full of love. It’s easy for me to make friends and I get along with anyone. I try my hardest to make people feel comfortable around me, but for some reason they never do. Despite everything I do, nobody goes out of their way to make me feel valued. Nobody has ever truly loved me.

I assumed that my peers would no longer look down on me as we got older. I assumed that I would be a late bloomer. That’s what I’ve been told by doctors, my parents, and the internet. It doesn’t matter that I look 2 years less developed than my peers, it’ll all be the same once we’re older. I’ll finally reach 5’9. I’ll finally be a healthy weight. I’ll finally get rid of this acne. I’ll finally be normal. I just have to be patient.

We’re at that point now.

I’m 5’6.5 and it will be that way forever. I’m 105 pounds. I tried my hardest to gain weight. I ate when I didn’t want to. I ate when it hurt. I ate when it made me throw up. Not a single pound was put on. My recent bone age scan has revealed that my growth plates are fully closed. I won’t grow anymore, despite the fact that my bone age was 1.5 years behind when I was 11, that both my grandpas grew until they were 20, that my dad is 5’9, that my mom is 5’4, that I tried my hardest. I’ll forever be far below average. All I wanted was to be average.

The idea that I was a late bloomer has always been my coping mechanism. Being the smallest in your grade by a significant margin is tough, so I always told myself I’d grow to be as good as them. Watching your friends put on muscle while you struggle to put on enough weight to hide your ribcage is tough, so I always told myself I’d grow to be as good as them. Watching your friends gain bone mass in their face while you remain recessed is tough, so I always told myself I’d grow bones just as good as theirs. Losing your teeth 4 years late, starting puberty 2 years late, never becoming attractive, getting horrible acne late. All for what? I’m behind my peers but it’s okay because one day I’ll be as good as them. I’ll be acceptable. When we’re older none of this will matter because we’ll be the same.

I’m finished growing. I was never a late bloomer. The reason why I was underdeveloped is because of my childhood. I recently talked with my mother inquiring about where everything went wrong, holding back tears the entire time. I knew that I was growing normally until I turned 2, so I asked her, “I grew normally until 2 right, so what happened?” She answered, “You stopped eating so much, you started eating like a bird. You still eat like a bird.” From ages 2-13, I had no concept of growth. I only knew what I was told: my family has a history of late bloomers, my dad is average height and so is my mom, so I’ll end up just like them. Thus, I didn’t eat much. My parents allowed me to pick at my food, only eat a quarter of my plate, and skip meals. I was 68 pounds at age 13. At 13, I finally decided to do my own research. I learned that the amount that you ate had a significant impact on how much you would grow.
Consequently, I started eating as much as I could. I ate when it hurt, when I didn’t want to, I looked into calorie dense meals, I tried everything to gain weight. Even through all of my efforts, my total growth spurt was only 9 inches. That is a completely normal amount for a total growth spurt. It is the growth spurt I was meant to have. The only problem was, I started 2 inches shorter than I should have. My parents failing to nourish me from ages 2-13 had given me a total height loss of 2 inches. Because of those 2 inches, I will forever be looked down upon by my peers. Because of those 2 inches, I will never feel normal. I will never find love in this horrible generation, I will never be the person I want to be.

The worst feeling of all: none of it is my fault.

It is my parents fault, and the final nail in the coffin is that I was given the opportunity to go on an HGH cycle at 12 years old to help me achieve my genetic potential, but my parents said no. It was almost like they were trying to hold me back. These parents that tell me to accept and love myself don’t realize that this isn’t the 1970s anymore. People today are vicious. I will forever be seen as less of a person for being underweight, short, and ugly. It could have all been avoided had they helped me grow right. And they knew the whole time. Both of them are doctors. They knew the effects of malnourishing a child, but they didn’t care enough to help me.

I want to kill myself.

I want this pain to end. I want to start over. I wish I had all of this knowledge at a young age. I wish I could have raised myself. I hate these parents. These parents who are so focused on acceptance and love that do not realize their hypocrisy. What good is it if I accept myself and no one else does? What good is it to be alone forever?

Looksmaxxing is my final hope. At 17 and 7 months, I’ve never felt love. I want to feel love. For a short loser like me, looksmaxxing is the last way for me to be accepted by anyone. I will become perfect. I will squeeze any remaining potential from my body. I will become everything I’ve wanted to be. I do not care if it is delusional.

I will not stop until I am better than everyone who I wanted to be. I do not want to be average anymore. I want to be the best.

I will be the best.

5'4 mom
dont expect too much

 

[RJ_ascends]

5'4 mom
dont expect too much

My mom is also around 5'4 nigga

 

[720]

5'4 mom
dont expect too much

i expected to be average, like everyone else in my family.

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

Since the day I was born I have been looked down on by my peers. I have always been a kind person. I have always been full of love. It’s easy for me to make friends and I get along with anyone. I try my hardest to make people feel comfortable around me, but for some reason they never do. Despite everything I do, nobody goes out of their way to make me feel valued. Nobody has ever truly loved me.

I assumed that my peers would no longer look down on me as we got older. I assumed that I would be a late bloomer. That’s what I’ve been told by doctors, my parents, and the internet. It doesn’t matter that I look 2 years less developed than my peers, it’ll all be the same once we’re older. I’ll finally reach 5’9. I’ll finally be a healthy weight. I’ll finally get rid of this acne. I’ll finally be normal. I just have to be patient.

We’re at that point now.

I’m 5’6.5 and it will be that way forever. I’m 105 pounds. I tried my hardest to gain weight. I ate when I didn’t want to. I ate when it hurt. I ate when it made me throw up. Not a single pound was put on. My recent bone age scan has revealed that my growth plates are fully closed. I won’t grow anymore, despite the fact that my bone age was 1.5 years behind when I was 11, that both my grandpas grew until they were 20, that my dad is 5’9, that my mom is 5’4, that I tried my hardest. I’ll forever be far below average. All I wanted was to be average.

The idea that I was a late bloomer has always been my coping mechanism. Being the smallest in your grade by a significant margin is tough, so I always told myself I’d grow to be as good as them. Watching your friends put on muscle while you struggle to put on enough weight to hide your ribcage is tough, so I always told myself I’d grow to be as good as them. Watching your friends gain bone mass in their face while you remain recessed is tough, so I always told myself I’d grow bones just as good as theirs. Losing your teeth 4 years late, starting puberty 2 years late, never becoming attractive, getting horrible acne late. All for what? I’m behind my peers but it’s okay because one day I’ll be as good as them. I’ll be acceptable. When we’re older none of this will matter because we’ll be the same.

I’m finished growing. I was never a late bloomer. The reason why I was underdeveloped is because of my childhood. I recently talked with my mother inquiring about where everything went wrong, holding back tears the entire time. I knew that I was growing normally until I turned 2, so I asked her, “I grew normally until 2 right, so what happened?” She answered, “You stopped eating so much, you started eating like a bird. You still eat like a bird.” From ages 2-13, I had no concept of growth. I only knew what I was told: my family has a history of late bloomers, my dad is average height and so is my mom, so I’ll end up just like them. Thus, I didn’t eat much. My parents allowed me to pick at my food, only eat a quarter of my plate, and skip meals. I was 68 pounds at age 13. At 13, I finally decided to do my own research. I learned that the amount that you ate had a significant impact on how much you would grow.
Consequently, I started eating as much as I could. I ate when it hurt, when I didn’t want to, I looked into calorie dense meals, I tried everything to gain weight. Even through all of my efforts, my total growth spurt was only 9 inches. That is a completely normal amount for a total growth spurt. It is the growth spurt I was meant to have. The only problem was, I started 2 inches shorter than I should have. My parents failing to nourish me from ages 2-13 had given me a total height loss of 2 inches. Because of those 2 inches, I will forever be looked down upon by my peers. Because of those 2 inches, I will never feel normal. I will never find love in this horrible generation, I will never be the person I want to be.

The worst feeling of all: none of it is my fault.

It is my parents fault, and the final nail in the coffin is that I was given the opportunity to go on an HGH cycle at 12 years old to help me achieve my genetic potential, but my parents said no. It was almost like they were trying to hold me back. These parents that tell me to accept and love myself don’t realize that this isn’t the 1970s anymore. People today are vicious. I will forever be seen as less of a person for being underweight, short, and ugly. It could have all been avoided had they helped me grow right. And they knew the whole time. Both of them are doctors. They knew the effects of malnourishing a child, but they didn’t care enough to help me.

I want to kill myself.

I want this pain to end. I want to start over. I wish I had all of this knowledge at a young age. I wish I could have raised myself. I hate these parents. These parents who are so focused on acceptance and love that do not realize their hypocrisy. What good is it if I accept myself and no one else does? What good is it to be alone forever?

Looksmaxxing is my final hope. At 17 and 7 months, I’ve never felt love. I want to feel love. For a short loser like me, looksmaxxing is the last way for me to be accepted by anyone. I will become perfect. I will squeeze any remaining potential from my body. I will become everything I’ve wanted to be. I do not care if it is delusional.

I will not stop until I am better than everyone who I wanted to be. I do not want to be average anymore. I want to be the best.

I will be the best.

 

[720]

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