I’m slowly losing my mind

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i’m a foreigner in japan i’m 13 years old 14 in 11 days i always fit in everywhere but when i came to japan i always felt like a outsider looking in i was bullied too im a pretty guy but it was most of the time not physical recently i moved to a new school its been a year at least but then i eat like a pig when i use chopsticks so i really got made fun of by 2 girls and when i told the teachers they denied it and now this fat fucking cattle motherfucker also joined in now he didn’t tho it’s only one girl and i’m like a foot taller than her yet it hurts i think im too sensitive i have really violent thoughts and fantasies about my classmates and i get random urges to do horrible things they almost threw some trash at me too they think i don’t know but i always know haha i guess i know what it was like to be mute before sign language yea today we switched seats i had the best seat front corner left no one could see my ltn ethnic fucking face but now i’m directly in the middle and i hate it i stopped eating and im scared to drink anything too i dont take off my mask anymore i need calcium tho i know that and idk how to get it i always try to be “stoic” and let it go or try to not let it bother me but i cant hold back sometimes i threw a fucking racist asian midget off his chair a few months back i should have stomped on his neck too lol maybe this is just the hormones talking so it might go away i want to hurt that fucking whore of a women so bad.
 
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i’m a foreigner in japan i’m 13 years old 14 in 11 days i always fit in everywhere but when i came to japan i always felt like a outsider looking in i was bullied too im a pretty guy but it was most of the time not physical recently i moved to a new school its been a year at least but then i eat like a pig when i use chopsticks so i really got made fun of by 2 girls and when i told the teachers they denied it and now this fat fucking cattle motherfucker also joined in now he didn’t tho it’s only one girl and i’m like a foot taller than her yet it hurts i think im too sensitive i have really violent thoughts and fantasies about my classmates and i get random urges to do horrible things they almost threw some trash at me too they think i don’t know but i always know haha i guess i know what it was like to be mute before sign language yea today we switched seats i had the best seat front corner left no one could see my ltn ethnic fucking face but now i’m directly in the middle and i hate it i stopped eating and im scared to drink anything too i dont take off my mask anymore i need calcium tho i know that and idk how to get it i always try to be “stoic” and let it go or try to not let it bother me but i cant hold back sometimes i threw a fucking racist asian midget off his chair a few months back i should have stomped on his neck too lol maybe this is just the hormones talking so it might go away i want to hurt that fucking whore of a women so bad.
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