I'm so depressed over my subhuman days.

[Deleted member 30283]

I ain't lying, I always remember or have daily flash backs, back n the days when people treated me shit, and ltbs even ignored me.

I just wish I could go back to my 18yrs old and do things right. Fuck even if you ascended, my subhuman days will always hunte me unless I always keep busy myslef with better memories.

Fuck life, fuck everything.

 

[Deleted member 30283]

I really do hate myslef

 

[ascension]

Same. The fact that I wasted my youth being fat and ugly fucked me up so badly. Makes me unimaginably sad and angry. I had so much potential academically which I fucked up too.

 

[BearBoy]

Another graycel roping soon?

 

[Deleted member 30283]

Same. The fact that I wasted my youth being fat and ugly fucked me up so badly. Makes me unimaginably sad and angry. I had so much potential academically which I fucked up too.

I can relate to you 100%

I'm only 22 now tbh, but the thought of my past really eats me daily. I've have had good upbringing untill I started to get fat and ugly and my life just went downhill after that. I will never forgive myslef for letting this happen to me. Imagine having spent your 18th, 19th, 20th birthday being utter subhuman where no one cared, zero friends, ltbs even were disgusted at my sight and the only person who cared about me is my mom.

I literally lie to people about my past, my recent ex never even belived my past photos when I show her. I don't even know who I am.

 

[JovenCansao]

Another normie brainwashed by social media

 

[Deleted member 30283]

Another graycel roping soon?

I ain't gonna rope as long as my mom is a live, but I have to find way to delete my past, or it will hunt me forever.

 

[Deleted member 30283]

Another normie brainwashed by social media

How am I brainwashed for feeling sorry for younger version of me.