I'm so fucking drained all the time now

[NuclearBrainReturns]

My social battery is at like 10% constantly. I can't be bothered to do anything with my friends anymore as it just results in us doing the same old shit or something different but everyone negging eachother if a girl is present.

If I had it my way I would just stay in the fucking house 24/7 but I know that gets you nowhere.

Half of me thinks its to do with being on the internet. I'm so used to being able to talk about whatever the fuck I want at a button click whereas irl there are social rules you have to follow and you have to reply in cookie-cutter fashion to pre-generated topics that are socially acceptable to speak about.

I like my friends but honestly they can be so fucking dull sometimes. But I fucking hate the internet too.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

150mg of Pregabalin. Thank me later

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

150mg of Pregabalin. Thank me later

You think that would fix my issue?

 

[Kroker]

150mg of Pregabalin. Thank me later

+ LSD trips, it will make life a little bit more interesting

 

[hiwasuwor]

Drain Gang forever
"So guess what!"
"What? I don't know..."
Take a knife and drain your life, hahaha
If it's a depot, gotta bite it
If I see weed I gotta light it
If I get feelings, gotta hide it
If it's illegal I don't mind it
I broke my wrist, I gotta ice it
I wanna see you be my sidekick
If I post pics, you gotta like it
If you do this then you're the nicest
To be honest, if it's wrong, I don't want to be right
I don't wanna talk if you're not gonna talk to me nice
To be honest, if it's wrong, I don't want to be right
I don't wanna talk if you're not gonna talk to me nice
Talk to me nice, talk to me nice
I don't wanna talk if you're not gonna talk to me nice
Talk to me nice, talk to me nice
I don't wanna talk if you're not gonna talk to me nice
Two strike is nothing, I three strike it
Can't name the feeling, man, that I get
All this shit, I'm goin' through a crisis
If you do this for me, you're the nicest
You're the nicest, my sleeve pull surprises
How many times I prayed? I pray three, I'm not anxious
Gotta play the game, and it's free, but not painless
I slide D&G, Silver Link, fuck a razor
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh oh (Be nice to me)
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh oh (Be nice to me)
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh oh (Be nice to me)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh (Be nice to me)
Drain Gang!

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

+ LSD trips, it will make life a little bit more interesting

I think if I took LSD I would end up in a nut house tbh

 

[ropemax]

Then stay on your own. Happiness comes in many forms

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

Then stay on your own. Happiness comes in many forms

It's not as easy as that. If you don't keep on top of social circles then you get left out and forgotten about. Especially large ones, seen it plenty of times before within my own groups in the past when people started disappearing.

 

[Kroker]

I think if I took LSD I would end up in a nut house tbh

Set up a trip where your subconscious is where youre trying to fix your life

 

[ropemax]

It's not as easy as that. If you don't keep on top of social circles then you get left out and forgotten about. Especially large ones, seen it plenty of times before within my own groups in the past when people started disappearing.

So you're willing to make yourself miserable in order to not be forgotten and give yourself more chances to be miserable more often

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

So you're willing to make yourself miserable in order to not be forgotten and give yourself more chances to be miserable more often

It's not a case of me making myself miserable its that I am becoming miserable because I have a short social battery.

I am trying my best at the minute to fix my mental health issues and I don't think becoming a ghost to my social circle is going to do me much good though I could be wrong.

Currently weighing up a few options, I've considered going to see a doctor about it but idk if thats a wise decision. When you speak to a psychologist or whatever you still have to lie to them in order to not be put on a watchlist due to uncouth views on reality. Not that my views are dangerous though.

 

[Deleted member 22401]

I'm gonna bleed in the club
I got weed in my lungs
I don't need any love
I can't feel when I'm drunk
I can't breathe, I can't trust
I cannot get enough
Watch my dreams getting crushed
Turn my dreams into dust
Cold outside and I don't know what to wear
If you go right now, I don't know if I would care
I don't get scared but I get nightmares
What's the point of anything if you can't share?
I love cold winds 'cause it tells me where to go
I can't look back and I cannot lose control
Find yourself, find yourself
I'm gonna bleed in the club
I got weed in my lungs
I don't need any love
I can't feel when I'm drunk
I can't breathe, I can't trust
I cannot get enough
Watch my dreams getting crushed
Turn my dreams into dust
Lost my speed, now I'm slowing down
I can't believe that I'm lonely now
100 keys and they owe me now
I cannot feel anything inside
I couldn't breathe when you told me why
I want to sleep, I don't want to die
Admit defeat, give away the crown
If we don't speak, you can't let me down

 

[Hero of the Imperium]

sleep
vitamins
minerals

 

[Deleted member 23558]

150mg of Pregabalin. Thank me later

Lyrica is a boring drug

 

[RAITEIII]

I When you speak to a psychologist or whatever you still have to lie to them in order to not be put on a watchlist due to uncouth views on reality. Not that my views are dangerous though.

 LOOOOOOOOOL

I always said that if I were to speak about the shit going down in my mind and life id end up in a psych ward snd watchlist.

Just go to another country and do whatever u wanna do there and then obtain the meds over the counter from ur own.

Nowdays not even here I can say everything so its over for me. My topics are nuclear levels

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

 LOOOOOOOOOL

I always said that if I were to speak about the shit going down in my mind and life id end up in a psych ward snd watchlist.

Just go to another country and do whatever u wanna do there and then obtain the meds over the counter from ur own.

Nowdays not even here I can say everything so its over for me. My topics are nuclear levels

I got high last night and felt like what it was like to be purely meat, bone, organs and blood with 0 soul trapped inside of a cell going crazy being separated from god. I dont want to ever tell a psych about this.

 

[RAITEIII]

I got high last night and felt like what it was like to be purely meat, bone, organs and blood with 0 soul trapped inside of a cell going crazy being separated from god. I dont want to ever tell a psych about this.

Ive never felt like these with any drug lol. None made me lose my shit lol