I'm so fucking lonely

[Deleted member 29250]

How do you KHHVs cope? I want to fucking kill myself. I once again got a tiny taste of what it feels like to be loved and it was stripped from me almost immediately.

This isn't life, not one worth living anyway. There's just something seriously repulsive about me as a person and it's not muh looks.

I will go to my doctor in a few days and get him to prescribe me jew pills and if they don't work I seriously think i'll rope. I really am on the verge of insanity now. I can't even sleep or eat which fucks up my gymcelling which makes me even worse.

I want a gf that loves me. I don't care about muh slaying. That is all I want. It really isn't that much to ask for but it would mean the world to me.

 

[Deleted member 29274]

greycel moment

 

[Deleted member 29456]

greycel moment

 

[Deleted member 29250]

greycel moment

Had an account in 2019 but I forgot pass years ago. You're not on my level, graycel subhuman.

 

[cytoplasm]

What jewpills, anti-depressants? Only made me fat tbh

 

[AspiringMogger]

How do you KHHVs cope? I want to fucking kill myself. I once again got a tiny taste of what it feels like to be loved and it was stripped from me almost immediately.
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This isn't life, not one worth living anyway. There's just something seriously repulsive about me as a person and it's not muh looks.

I will go to my doctor in a few days and get him to prescribe me jew pills and if they don't work I seriously think i'll rope. I really am on the verge of insanity now. I can't even sleep or eat which fucks up my gymcelling which makes me even worse.

I want a gf that loves me. I don't care about muh slaying. That is all I want. It really isn't that much to ask for but it would mean the world to me.

Another brootal curry pill

Indians have infinite smv

looksmax.org

Your problem is you aren’t Indian

 

[incel194012940]

most KHHV could easily loose it if they tried

I am KHHV and ugly but females sometimes approach me on the street, which make me run away

probably mental illness tbh ssri should work for you

 

[Deleted member 24940]

I once again got a tiny taste of what it feels like to be loved and it was stripped from me almost immediately

Fakecel gtfo

 

[Deleted member 29250]

most KHHV could easily loose it if they tried

I am KHHV and ugly but females sometimes approach me on the street, which make me run away

probably mental illness tbh ssri should work for you

I lost KHH naturally but V was to prostitutes. Still it just made me want the real thing more. I want a gf. I don't even care too much about the sex part. I just want someone that loves me.
The pain is becoming too great to deal with.
If jew pills don't numb me to it, my only option will be to visit Gandy.

 

[Deleted member 23115]

I lost KHH naturally but V was to prostitutes. Still it just made me want the real thing more. I want a gf. I don't even care too much about the sex part. I just want someone that loves me.
The pain is becoming too great to deal with.
If jew pills don't numb me to it, my only option will be to visit Gandy.

and i was about to fuck a hooker

 

[Deleted member 29250]

and i was about to fuck a hooker

It was a good cope when I started in 2020. But it gets old fast. Maybe my depression got worse but now I don't even care about sex which I think is the reason why the last girl I went on a date with lost interest because it was obvious idc about it and she had to be the man trying to get it out of me jfl. I'm just such an emotionally starved subhuman.

You NEED to be NT - my brutal rejection

Basically about a month ago I got approached by a femoid at college. She told me that she had to spend time building up the courage to approach me. From then onwards she initiated everything. She asked me out on 3 dates, told me that all her friends were jealous that she got to me first, told...

looksmax.org

 

[Deleted member 23115]

It was a good cope when I started in 2020. But it gets old fast. Maybe my depression got worse but now I don't even care about sex which I think is the reason why the last girl I went on a date with lost interest because it was obvious idc about it and she had to be the man trying to get it out of me jfl. I'm just such an emotionally starved subhuman.

You NEED to be NT - my brutal rejection

Basically about a month ago I got approached by a femoid at college. She told me that she had to spend time building up the courage to approach me. From then onwards she initiated everything. She asked me out on 3 dates, told me that all her friends were jealous that she got to me first, told...

looksmax.org

ok fakecel

 

[Deleted member 29250]

ok fakecel

I'm a 22 year old failed normie. Basically the same as an incel

 

[Deleted member 24940]

It was a good cope when I started in 2020. But it gets old fast. Maybe my depression got worse but now I don't even care about sex which I think is the reason why the last girl I went on a date with lost interest because it was obvious idc about it and she had to be the man trying to get it out of me jfl. I'm just such an emotionally starved subhuman.

You NEED to be NT - my brutal rejection

Basically about a month ago I got approached by a femoid at college. She told me that she had to spend time building up the courage to approach me. From then onwards she initiated everything. She asked me out on 3 dates, told me that all her friends were jealous that she got to me first, told...

looksmax.org

If you don't care about sex then date an asexual

 

[Deleted member 24940]

It was a good cope when I started in 2020. But it gets old fast. Maybe my depression got worse but now I don't even care about sex which I think is the reason why the last girl I went on a date with lost interest because it was obvious idc about it and she had to be the man trying to get it out of me jfl. I'm just such an emotionally starved subhuman.

You NEED to be NT - my brutal rejection

Basically about a month ago I got approached by a femoid at college. She told me that she had to spend time building up the courage to approach me. From then onwards she initiated everything. She asked me out on 3 dates, told me that all her friends were jealous that she got to me first, told...

looksmax.org

Story sounds fake btw

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

How do you KHHVs cope? I want to fucking kill myself. I once again got a tiny taste of what it feels like to be loved and it was stripped from me almost immediately.
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This isn't life, not one worth living anyway. There's just something seriously repulsive about me as a person and it's not muh looks.

I will go to my doctor in a few days and get him to prescribe me jew pills and if they don't work I seriously think i'll rope. I really am on the verge of insanity now. I can't even sleep or eat which fucks up my gymcelling which makes me even worse.

I want a gf that loves me. I don't care about muh slaying. That is all I want. It really isn't that much to ask for but it would mean the world to me.

You have it easy. Everything in life has been rigged against me. Everything has been engineered against me. Everything in the world is set up in a way for me to fail.

Looks, brain chemistry and luck. I had hope of an everyday existence, but it has slowly dwindled over the years. I realised that everyone is out to get me. I have always been treated like cockroach shit everywhere I go for reasons outside my control. I am part of the ugly underclass in society. I'm subhuman on the in and outside. My subhumanity is interconnected though. My ugly FACE and ugly personality feed off one another to become uglier and uglier and uglier. I'm just so fucking ugly. I'm so subhuman. I'm so retarded. I have no conceivable talents. I'm the biggest loser there's ever been. It's so over.

 

[St.TikTokcel]

How do you KHHVs cope? I want to fucking kill myself. I once again got a tiny taste of what it feels like to be loved and it was stripped from me almost immediately.
View attachment 2196533

This isn't life, not one worth living anyway. There's just something seriously repulsive about me as a person and it's not muh looks.

I will go to my doctor in a few days and get him to prescribe me jew pills and if they don't work I seriously think i'll rope. I really am on the verge of insanity now. I can't even sleep or eat which fucks up my gymcelling which makes me even worse.

I want a gf that loves me. I don't care about muh slaying. That is all I want. It really isn't that much to ask for but it would mean the world to me.

If you really whine about being KHHV then it's over for you JFL.

 

[DefinitelyNT]

You get used to it. I remember hugging a girl after a date because I wanted to see what it felt like, and it was empty, even though she was into me. Now I just tell myself every physical interaction with a woman is vapid so they're not worth pursuing, which has been a decent cope ngl.

 

[Gonthar]

I want a gf that loves me. I don't care about muh slaying. That is all I want. It really isn't that much to ask for but it would mean the world to me.

 

[Deleted member 29250]

If you really whine about being KHHV then it's over for you JFL.

I'm not KHHV

 

[Deleted member 29250]

I'm not KHHV

But that's more than enough a reason to be miserable

 

[Deleted member 29250]

You have it easy. Everything in life has been rigged against me. Everything has been engineered against me. Everything in the world is set up in a way for me to fail.

Looks, brain chemistry and luck. I had hope of an everyday existence, but it has slowly dwindled over the years. I realised that everyone is out to get me. I have always been treated like cockroach shit everywhere I go for reasons outside my control. I am part of the ugly underclass in society. I'm subhuman on the in and outside. My subhumanity is interconnected though. My ugly FACE and ugly personality feed off one another to become uglier and uglier and uglier. I'm just so fucking ugly. I'm so subhuman. I'm so retarded. I have no conceivable talents. I'm the biggest loser there's ever been. It's so over.

I relate to that bro. Trust me. I'm a piece of shit too. Worthless and I have nothing going for me.

 

[ambiguous]

How do you KHHVs cope? I want to fucking kill myself. I once again got a tiny taste of what it feels like to be loved and it was stripped from me almost immediately.

we don't. we howl in pain every day. 28 years of this deprivation

 

[Deleted member 24278]

I'm a semi failed normie too I understand

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Honestly youre faggot trying to get jew pills

 

[Deleted member 29250]

Honestly youre faggot trying to get jew pills

Why?

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Why?

You really think this will solve your problems its normal to be depressed when you are incel because you see the world for what it is without distraction of friends try to cope with religion just dont take kikepills it makes you a normiedroid

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

How do you KHHVs cope? I want to fucking kill myself. I once again got a tiny taste of what it feels like to be loved and it was stripped from me almost immediately.
View attachment 2196533

This isn't life, not one worth living anyway. There's just something seriously repulsive about me as a person and it's not muh looks.

I will go to my doctor in a few days and get him to prescribe me jew pills and if they don't work I seriously think i'll rope. I really am on the verge of insanity now. I can't even sleep or eat which fucks up my gymcelling which makes me even worse.

I want a gf that loves me. I don't care about muh slaying. That is all I want. It really isn't that much to ask for but it would mean the world to me.

I thought you were cokecel?

 

[Deleted member 29250]

I thought you were cokecel?

Coca-cola-cel

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Coca-cola-cel

I only have Pepsi.

 

[Deleted member 29250]

You really think this will solve your problems its normal to be depressed when you are incel because you see the world for what it is without distraction of friends try to cope with religion just dont take kikepills it makes you a normiedroid

I'm not delusional enough to be religious yet. I just want something that will make me numb to everything. I want to be able to sleep without worrying about what will or won't happen.

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I'm not delusional enough to be religious yet. I just want something that will make me numb to everything. I want to be able to sleep without worrying about what will or won't happen.

Sorry cant relate yes im incel but idc about anything because everything is impossible

 

[Deleted member 29250]

Sorry cant relate yes im incel but idc about anything because everything is impossible

I'm a very emotional person.

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I'm a very emotional person.

Thats unfortunate
To feel is to suffer

 

[Deleted member 27052]

If you have at least a few distinct sexual fetishes, you can take solace in the fact that masturbating to pornography that specifically caters to those sexual fetishes will bring you to orgasms far more intense and satisfying than sex with a woman ever will. I've had sex in the past, but I achieved the greatest sexual pleasure all by myself, after hours upon hours spent masturbating to fetish pornography of various sorts. In other words, while you are missing out on a certain kind of pleasure, you are not necessarily missing out on the best pleasure. As long as your hands, genitalia, and internet are functional, you have access to joys, pleasures, and delights that no amount of IRL sex will ever be able to even remotely deliver.

If, however, you don't fap to fetish porn, then indeed - no cope for you!

 

[Ozsaraal]

This might sound gay but

Do you have any friends that are guys I believe loneliness is caused by lack of friendship as in non sexual friendship

If you have no friends and if your not hanging out with the boys that causes loneliness more than a lack of females imo

Foids should just be seen as a hole to fuck or a cum rag

 

[Deleted member 29250]

If you have at least a few distinct sexual fetishes, you can take solace in the fact that masturbating to pornography that specifically caters to those sexual fetishes will bring you to orgasms far more intense and satisfying than sex with a woman ever will. I've had sex in the past, but I achieved the greatest sexual pleasure all by myself, after hours upon hours spent masturbating to fetish pornography of various sorts. In other words, while you are missing out on a certain kind of pleasure, you are not necessarily missing out on the best pleasure. As long as your hands, genitalia, and internet are functional, you have access to joys, pleasures, and delights that no amount of IRL sex will ever be able to even remotely deliver.

If, however, you don't fap to fetish porn, then indeed - no cope for you!

I don't even care much about sex though. I'm at the point where I just want a gf who will love me, who I can spend time with, talk to, sleep with, hug etc.

I don't care too much about sexual shit because it's empty if I do it inside my hand or a hooker/hookup.

 

[Deleted member 29250]

This might sound gay but

Do you have any friends that are guys I believe loneliness is caused by lack of friendship as in non sexual friendship

If you have no friends and if your not hanging out with the boys that causes loneliness more than a lack of females imo

Foids should just be seen as a hole to fuck or a cum rag

I do have friends but I don't feel close to them. It feels more like i'm just there. And once I leave them I feel super alone again. I do have many acquaintances now but I don't feel like I have really any true friends. But I don't blame them either. I'm a boring, suicidal, hopeless incel sperg.

 

[Ozsaraal]

I don't even care much about sex though. I'm at the point where I just want a gf who will love me, who I can spend time with, talk to, sleep with, hug etc.

I don't care too much about sexual shit because it's empty if I do it inside my hand or a hooker/hookup.

You might think you want it but when you get it you might find it cringe after years of loneliness and self emotional suffering you will have become battle hardened to the point were your too hardcore to callous to find love a affection anything other than too cringe

You'll be crawling in your skin when a girl loves you or hugs you

Thing is bro you could be too hardened and not realise it and biting off more than you can chew

I myself am an autistic retard failed low chadlite or htn and when I do experience female love it's to cringe


Like putting a poor ghetto person in a rich neighbourhood they will think it's just pathetic if you get what I'm saying

 

[Deleted member 27052]

I don't even care much about sex though. I'm at the point where I just want a gf who will love me, who I can spend time with, talk to, sleep with, hug etc.

I don't care too much about sexual shit because it's empty if I do it inside my hand or a hooker/hookup.

The substance that helped me the most is ketamine, because ketamine allows you to reevaluate various aspects of your life without however falling into a "heavy" trip as regular psychedelics sometimes elicit. I smoke weed every day and do K every week (should probably tone it down, tbh), and this keeps me going strong despite the fact that I haven't been romantically involved in two years. So if you're looking for fucking up your brain with chemicals, then I'd recommend ketamine instead of SSRIs. The thing is, don't just do ketamine when partying with friends at a nightclub, but alone in your room with nothing to be preoccupied with other than your own thoughts and maybe a Nature Documentary somewhere in the background.

 

[Ozsaraal]

I do have friends but I don't feel close to them. It feels more like i'm just there. And once I leave them I feel super alone again. I do have many acquaintances now but I don't feel like I have really any true friends. But I don't blame them either. I'm a boring, suicidal, hopeless incel sperg.

Imo opinion the anyoing thing about normie friends is that the interactions are all social in a low sentience way

It's much funner to do things with friends as in activities, like sports even a drag race fighting partying etc camaraderie esprit de corps,

there's nothing I hate more than hanging with friends but it's only all social

Your probably not boring bro it's just the interactions your in are set up to fail which is how a lot of normies hang out unfortunately

I'm boring as fuck aswell when the interaction is only social and all nt small talk

 

[Deleted member 29250]

You might think you want it but when you get it you might find it cringe after years of loneliness and self emotional suffering you will have become battle hardened to the point were your too hardcore to callous to find love a affection anything other than too cringe

You'll be crawling in your skin when a girl loves you or hugs you

Thing is bro you could be too hardened and not realise it and biting off more than you can chew

I myself am an autistic retard failed low chadlite or htn and when I do experience female love it's to cringe


Like putting a poor ghetto person in a rich neighbourhood they will think it's just pathetic if you get what I'm saying

I hoped for that bro. I hoped to become a battle-hardened incel that is immune to wanting to feel desired, but it didn't work.
4 and a half years ago I got rejected brutally for the first time by a girl who asked me out and it took me 3 years to full get over her.
A month ago a new girl approached me and then proceeded to reject me and i'm pretty sure i'm feeling almost the exact same emotions as I did back then.

We hugged and made out a lot and honestly that's what I desire the most, much more than sex. Just being close to a woman like that. I got a small taste of what it's like to feel loved and it was stripped away from me in almost an instant and now i'm back to being a rotting subhuman just waiting to die.

The substance that helped me the most is ketamine, because ketamine allows you to reevaluate various aspects of your life without however falling into a "heavy" trip as regular psychedelics sometimes elicit. I smoke weed every day and do K every week (should probably tone it down, tbh), and this keeps me going strong despite the fact that I haven't been romantically involved in two years. So if you're looking for fucking up your brain with chemicals, then I'd recommend ketamine instead of SSRIs. The thing is, don't just do ketamine when partying with friends at a nightclub, but alone in your room with nothing to be preoccupied with other than your own thoughts and maybe a Nature Documentary somewhere in the background.

What's ketamine like compared to weed? Because I get bad side-effects even from weed, makes me anxious and nukes my dopamine for the next few days after I take it sometimes.
I react to bad to drugs like that. Even phenibut fucks me up for almost a week after I take it.

 

[Deleted member 29250]

Imo opinion the anyoing thing about normie friends is that the interactions are all social in a low sentience way

It's much funner to do things with friends as in activities, like sports even a drag race fighting partying etc camaraderie esprit de corps,

there's nothing I hate more than hanging with friends but it's only all social

Your probably not boring bro it's just the interactions your in are set up to fail which is how a lot of normies hang out unfortunately

I'm boring as fuck aswell when the interaction is only social and all nt small talk

well i'm definitely not fun as a depressed rotter. But yes, a lot of it has to do with us not having the same interests. I don't watch the same anime and tv shows and play the same games as them. But i'm also not as witty when it comes to coming up with stuff to say on the spot.
As an anxious, depressed incel, I naturally have less going on in my life so I will naturally have less to talk about.
A lot of my time alone is spent just browsing through the same forums and watching shitty youtube vids. But that's how I cope.

 

[rl⠀]

You wouldnt feel like this if you looked like taylor lautner

 

[Deleted member 29250]

You wouldnt feel like this if you looked like taylor lautner

Why him lol

 

[Deleted member 27052]

What's ketamine like compared to weed? Because I get bad side-effects even from weed, makes me anxious and nukes my dopamine for the next few days after I take it sometimes.

Weed gives me horrible anxiety too, but I still smoke it every day as a masturbation aid, because I prioritize my orgasms above all else.

Ketamine gives you a different experience altogether. Think about it this way: while weed increases blood flow to your amygdalae, which is why you get the anxiety, ketamine actually disrupts your connection to the brain's fear centers, which is why at lower doses it can feel quite similar to alcohol, minus the hangover. Assuming you get the pure stuff, not mixed with anything else (it's best to cook it yourself from a sealed vial, which is very easy, believe me, every 80 IQ retard can do that), you just snort a little -- less than cocaine -- and then either keep doing whatever it is you were doing before, or lie down in bed and stare blankly at the television screen while thinking deep thoughts. It's said that the best activity to do while on ketamine is "nothing."

Sure, it's not exactly like alcohol, and even K can sometimes bring up unpleasant sensations (but these are unlike weed, because again, on K you deactivate the amygdalae. Also, weed makes time go slower, while K sometimes makes it go faster: on weed, 2 hours can feel like 6, while on K, 60 minutes can feel like 30), but whatever side effects it may give you, they will certainly be milder than SSRIs. Also, the trip itself only lasts an hour or so, while the insights stay with you.

 

[Ozsaraal]

I hoped for that bro. I hoped to become a battle-hardened incel that is immune to wanting to feel desired, but it didn't work.
4 and a half years ago I got rejected brutally for the first time by a girl who asked me out and it took me 3 years to full get over her.
A month ago a new girl approached me and then proceeded to reject me and i'm pretty sure i'm feeling almost the exact same emotions as I did back then.

We hugged and made out a lot and honestly that's what I desire the most, much more than sex. Just being close to a woman like that. I got a small taste of what it's like to feel loved and it was stripped away from me in almost an instant and now i'm back to being a rotting subhuman just waiting to die.

Similar thing happened to me this girl a stacy gave me full chad treatment we made out and fucked every night for a week but within a week she left and it was all stripped away from me and I realized how shit my life was prior to that and now it's shit again

And I was angry at how the world says to be cool no Chalant calm collected low inhib and confident etc

Cause I was like well for fuck sakes if I got a bit more of that longer than a week I would be aswell no wonder these cunts are so low inhib and confident I would be to if I was fucking pussy like that once a fortnight

 

[Deleted member 19865]

How do you KHHVs cope? I want to fucking kill myself. I once again got a tiny taste of what it feels like to be loved and it was stripped from me almost immediately.
View attachment 2196533

This isn't life, not one worth living anyway. There's just something seriously repulsive about me as a person and it's not muh looks.

I will go to my doctor in a few days and get him to prescribe me jew pills and if they don't work I seriously think i'll rope. I really am on the verge of insanity now. I can't even sleep or eat which fucks up my gymcelling which makes me even worse.

I want a gf that loves me. I don't care about muh slaying. That is all I want. It really isn't that much to ask for but it would mean the world to me.

Join us at .is.

 

[Deleted member 13158]

most KHHV could easily loose it if they tried

I am KHHV and ugly but females sometimes approach me on the street, which make me run away

probably mental illness tbh ssri should work for you

If ur get approached ur attractive

 

[Deleted member 13158]

You get used to it. I remember hugging a girl after a date because I wanted to see what it felt like, and it was empty, even though she was into me. Now I just tell myself every physical interaction with a woman is vapid so they're not worth pursuing, which has been a decent cope ngl.

Felt empty likely cus coomer brain and you weren’t attracted to her