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I was at a stadium on friday and I sat alone, staring down everyone the entire time. there was a group of girls in front of me.. I noticed some of them kept staring at me, one was turning her head a few times to look at me.
I don't know if it's because they liked my face or because I look low trust and psycho or because I have a small skull, but I did indeed get immense validation
meanwhile I just sat there staring at all of them with zero emotion, zero expressions while eating my food
after I was done, I stood up and walked around the stadium like I owned the entire place.
I stared down everyone and purposely bumped into people
I stared down every single person I could see, lats flared out, chest out, hunter eyes looking like they wanted to kill, I walked like I owned the place. I was fuming and I don't know why. If anyone would have even stared me back I would have gone up to them and knocked them out in one single swipe no questions asked *no joke*
I admit, I am a very violent man. I can become very violent and paralyze anyone that looks at me the wrong way. sometimes out of nowhere I snap. I become on edge.
if anyone would've looked at me the wrong way and pissed me off, I would've crippled them for life
everyone was very submissive to me, looking away immediately. they were shitting their pants, I looked like I was about to kill anyone on sight.
I kept feeling like a dark triad mogging machine till I reached the exit door
I then went to the nearest bus stop and took the bus (and feeling superior in the bus too)
I got out of the bus 30 minutes before my apartment
just to walk those 30 minutes in hope of seeing girls/guys and stare them down and see if they will give me validation
every time I am out in public.. I get so fucking many stares, it's fucking insane. old people, children, girls, boys.. THEY JUST STARE.
but I don't know if it's because I look like a criminal or mentally ill or angry or handsome. I will never know.
EITHER WAY..
I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING UNMOGGABLE KING WHEN I AM OUTSIDE

I don't know if it's because they liked my face or because I look low trust and psycho or because I have a small skull, but I did indeed get immense validation
meanwhile I just sat there staring at all of them with zero emotion, zero expressions while eating my food

after I was done, I stood up and walked around the stadium like I owned the entire place.

I stared down everyone and purposely bumped into people
I stared down every single person I could see, lats flared out, chest out, hunter eyes looking like they wanted to kill, I walked like I owned the place. I was fuming and I don't know why. If anyone would have even stared me back I would have gone up to them and knocked them out in one single swipe no questions asked *no joke*

I admit, I am a very violent man. I can become very violent and paralyze anyone that looks at me the wrong way. sometimes out of nowhere I snap. I become on edge.
if anyone would've looked at me the wrong way and pissed me off, I would've crippled them for life
everyone was very submissive to me, looking away immediately. they were shitting their pants, I looked like I was about to kill anyone on sight.


I kept feeling like a dark triad mogging machine till I reached the exit door
I then went to the nearest bus stop and took the bus (and feeling superior in the bus too)
I got out of the bus 30 minutes before my apartment
just to walk those 30 minutes in hope of seeing girls/guys and stare them down and see if they will give me validation
every time I am out in public.. I get so fucking many stares, it's fucking insane. old people, children, girls, boys.. THEY JUST STARE.
but I don't know if it's because I look like a criminal or mentally ill or angry or handsome. I will never know.
EITHER WAY..
I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING UNMOGGABLE KING WHEN I AM OUTSIDE

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