I'm so hungry today

[Deleted member 22124]

Watched a bunch of mukbangs, Gordon Ramsay recipes and obesity docs. Mouth watering. 57 hours into my fast.

If I fail at everything in life then I might actually become a fatmaxxer like @defezman one day. It is rather tempting to stuff yourself like that ngl.

Like, the reason we want to stay lean is purely because of social reasons, right? If I was the only person on Earth then I'd gladly eat all the food and not give two fucks about it. But because WE LIVE IN A SOCIETY we have to present ourselves in the best possible way so as to not get shat on. Even celebrities gets made fun of if the gain a little bit of weight.

Ok, there's health and wellness benefits to being lean as well, but I just mean, if you were totally alone in the world then it probably wouldn't bother you if you died of a heart attack because life would seem so meaningless. I would also break into the pharmacy and take all the drugs, but this is just a fantasy.

 

[Deleted member 21182]

If u lived alone in the world all the good foods would go off date less than 1 year in and you’d be living off of canned trash

 

[Dog]

just kill yourself?

 

[Bojack]

Continue the course boyo. Do not eat food for 6 months

 

[Deleted member 22124]

just kill yourself?

I'm not planning to. I just mean if everything goes to shit and I want to go ER then I might just cope with food for a while. It's catastrophizing at its finest, but that's just my nature; to overthink everything.

 

[Deleted member 22124]

If u lived alone in the world all the good foods would go off date less than 1 year in and you’d be living off of canned trash

There'd still be plenty of chocolate, candy, cookies, dry milk and stuff that you could cook with. I'm sure there's like luxury soups that are like $100 a can that even I would find delicious (who doesn't even like soup that much).

 

[Dog]

I'm not planning to. I just mean if everything goes to shit and I want to go ER then I might just cope with food for a while. It's catastrophizing at its finest, but that's just my nature; to overthink everything.

 

[Deleted member 22124]

I'll check this out later. I'm practicing my hobby rn.

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Watched from the timestamp. This is possibly powerful stuff! I might get back into meditation and try to open my third eye. Idk if I can ever move on and be happy after being hurt by humans, but I mean I guess I could try.

 

[DarkLoner94]

Am Hungry as well.

 

[Pei]

If u lived alone in the world all the good foods would go off date less than 1 year in and you’d be living off of canned trash

Pig out as much as possible than overdose on drugs to suicide when the food goes bad