Panchitosbroncs
Life at 5'5 isn't bad when u wanna be dominated
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I TALK ABOUT HOMOSEXUALITY HERE, SO DON'T ACT SURPRISED OR REPLY WITH "MUH FAGGG MOOODSSSS"
I UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M RISKING, BUT I CAN'T HOLD IT ANYMORE
It's not like "hey, I'm kinda chopped man". I feel something a bit more complicated that I wanted to vent about because I have almost nobody to tell this to.I UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M RISKING, BUT I CAN'T HOLD IT ANYMORE
I've been feeling lonely these last 4 months, actually, not just feeling; I am lonely and that made me feel undesired by everyone. I even got called ugly by a lot of people lately. Anyway, the issue is I've been trying to feel loved by acting gay and shit, but even when someone is open to the idea of me being their "partner", I just can't make it happen. I'm not really a bottom, but it's the only way I can feel loved by someone and still feel disgusted because I'm not gay or bottom; I'm just pretending.
Now, about my manlet build.
I am 5'5, my dick is 5.3 in (a good day because it's normally 5 in) and my frame is genuinely horrible.
Every time I look at my wide feet or small fairy hands, I remember the fact that I'm everything but a man and there's no cope for that. My mental health is also fucked, so I can't just "personalitymax" because my personality is far worse than my appearance, and my appearance is horrendous.
My economy is shit as well; I can't even dream of getting surgery or blasting shit because I can barely afford food and you must be thinking "muuhh find a job", but fun fact, I live in Ecuador, so there's no job for anyone and even worse for a teen.
To Mods, I understand I might be breaking the rules by "gay posting", but I hope you understand why I'm posting this here. Now, if y'all have to ban me, I will accept it, but please don't delete this thread.

