I'm so lost GTFIH

[CSS]

I just need to vent somewhere and hear other opinions also.
Maybe my standards got higher, but here I am, 19, finishing school, looking to continue working, moving abroad for a chance of a better life.
My problem is boredom and unmotivation. I want more fun things in life. I dont know how I define fun or happines.
I had my time, had a lot of friends, went out a lot, but now Im left with 2 strong friendship that we meet once every 2-3 months.
I look everyone around myself, and think that their life isn't that much more interesting also.
Maybe I'm missing something.
I'm dating this girl that I really like, however she still goes out a lot and thats fine.
but she doesnt bring any fulfillment other than I can dump my love on her.
I'm not the most extroverted person, my communication skills are ass, however I still like to go out on raves and meet a bunch of random people.
idk just save me from myself

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

I just need to vent somewhere and hear other opinions also.
Maybe my standards got higher, but here I am, 19, finishing school, looking to continue working, moving abroad for a chance of a better life.
My problem is boredom and unmotivation. I want more fun things in life. I dont know how I define fun or happines.
I had my time, had a lot of friends, went out a lot, but now Im left with 2 strong friendship that we meet once every 2-3 months.
I look everyone around myself, and think that their life isn't that much more interesting also.
Maybe I'm missing something.
I'm dating this girl that I really like, however she still goes out a lot and thats fine.
but she doesnt bring any fulfillment other than I can dump my love on her.
I'm not the most extroverted person, my communication skills are ass, however I still like to go out on raves and meet a bunch of random people.
idk just save me from myself

 

[CSS]

yes that is my way of coping lol
I was a really controlling person before, wouldnt let my girl anywhere, and now i dont know where i should draw a line
However It doesn't bother me that she goes to ug concerts or go out with friends.
Yes, maybe if she would be a more introvert person I would feel a little bit better. but I look for girls that have life in them hoping that they pour some in me

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

yes that is my way of coping lol
I was a really controlling person before, wouldnt let my girl anywhere, and now i dont know where i should draw a line
However It doesn't bother me that she goes to ug concerts or go out with friends.
Yes, maybe if she would be a more introvert person I would feel a little bit better. but I look for girls that have life in them hoping that they pour some in me

The more she's around other guys without you, the more likely those other guys will try fucking her. Sure, she can resist this one, that one, and even brag about it later. But eventually, a snake will slither through with his brilliant seduction, and she will be powerless. This is something she will never brag about. But it will make her confused to the point of saying, "I think we need to break up."

It's not you, it's her. She made a decision that didn't involve you.

Feminists do not make good lovers for either gender. A feminist is always the victim, even when she's the villain.

 

[CSS]

The more she's around other guys without you, the more likely those other guys will try fucking her. Sure, she can resist this one, that one, and even brag about it later. But eventually, a snake will slither through with his brilliant seduction, and she will be powerless. This is something she will never brag about. But it will make her confused to the point of saying, "I think we need to break up."

It's not you, it's her. She made a decision that didn't involve you.

Feminists do not make good lovers for either gender. A feminist is always the victim, even when she's the villain.

This conversation went a little off road haha.
As I mentioned it doesn’t bother me that she has friends.
My post’s purpose was me saying that I don’t know where to find happiness, nothing feels fulfilling anymore.

 

[PSLbbc]

This conversation went a little off road haha.
As I mentioned it doesn’t bother me that she has friends.
My post’s purpose was me saying that I don’t know where to find happiness, nothing feels fulfilling anymore.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

This conversation went a little off road haha.
As I mentioned it doesn’t bother me that she has friends.
My post’s purpose was me saying that I don’t know where to find happiness, nothing feels fulfilling anymore.

You're on a shitload of SSRIs, huh?

 

[CSS]

You're on a shitload of SSRIs, huh?

Nope, havent even used stimulants in months

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Nope, havent even used stimulants in months

THC? Regardless, there is a reason, but if you're in denial, oh well.

 

[CSS]

THC? Regardless, there is a reason, but if you're in denial, oh well.

Maybe i feel this way because im comimg off of ket addiction idfk

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Maybe i feel this way because im comimg off of ket addiction idfk

that would do it