Im so mentally ill, yes im aware of it 😛😛😛

[Jesus_ist_König]

@160cmcurry
After several attempts (about 60 attempts) to make online friends, im giving up. Im getting lied to, used by people or ghosted. I dont want them anymore.

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I will make an imaginary friend and talk with that friend all day long. I will eat, pray and live with that person together.
I hope this is the way out of my loneliness. If not then I atleast get a free schizo pill

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I want to start butterly knife as hobby

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I dont know how much longer I can cope with this loneliness. I need to talk more often with my imaginary friend

 

[OlympicSizzler]

Need to see a psychiatrist gang and take your jew meds

 

[Yani]

then I atleast get a free schizo pill

????

I want to start butterly knife as hobby

Cage

 

[onfoenem]

oh brother

 

[mtfmxxng]

How old are you?

 

[Xotus]

that yahood jesus playing wit yo head nigga hail wotan.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Need to see a psychiatrist gang and take your jew meds

i have psychiatrist and psychologist. My psychologist told me to make friends online, yet no one likes my shitty personality. And yes im taking my meds. But bro im rationally imagining a person, its not schizo

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

How old are you?

17 soon

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

????

Cage

 

[mtfmxxng]

17 soon

Stop being so desperate, goddammit, you still have time.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

oh brother

This might sound weird but bro please answer honest and no joking please.
Is it mentally ill to have imaginary friends? Even though I know that i imagine them and that they are not real real?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Stop being so desperate, goddammit, you still have time.

wdym?

 

[mtfmxxng]

wdym?

You're trying too hard.

 

[ibonesmashmyramus]

@160cmcurry
After several attempts (about 60 attempts) to make online friends, im giving up. Im getting lied to, used by people or ghosted. I dont want them anymore.

Please visit wikiHow directly

I will make an imaginary friend and talk with that friend all day long. I will eat, pray and live with that person together.
I hope this is the way out of my loneliness. If not then I atleast get a free schizo pill

Holy Shit its getting worse

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You're trying too hard.

Sorry that i need to try hard to make fucking friends, yes i also wish i was a chad that wouldnt need to make any effort.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Holy Shit its getting worse

But now for real, is having imaginary friends that weird? Its just i cant make friends and the more rational thing to do is have imaginary friends who wont leave you. Is that very mentally ill? I imagine them, i know that they are not real.

 

[King.epstein]

@160cmcurry
After several attempts (about 60 attempts) to make online friends, im giving up. Im getting lied to, used by people or ghosted. I dont want them anymore.

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I will make an imaginary friend and talk with that friend all day long. I will eat, pray and live with that person together.
I hope this is the way out of my loneliness. If not then I atleast get a free schizo pill

True, the loneliness is a huge problem

 

[primal141]

@160cmcurry
After several attempts (about 60 attempts) to make online friends, im giving up. Im getting lied to, used by people or ghosted. I dont want them anymore.

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I will make an imaginary friend and talk with that friend all day long. I will eat, pray and live with that person together.
I hope this is the way out of my loneliness. If not then I atleast get a free schizo pill

ive seen an ton of your post you dont seem that bad lol. i mean if you want whats your tiktok?

 

[sick kunt31]

Stop being so desperate, goddammit, you still have time.

not really he should have at least 1 million dollars by 17

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

True, the loneliness is a huge problem

Is what im doing considerd as stupid or mentally ill?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

ive seen an ton of your post you dont seem that bad lol. i mean if you want whats your tiktok?

Im bad socially, was that an indirect, I could try to be ur friend?
Im sorry i dont have social media.
I have discord, .org and whatsapp and spotify

 

[kranerman23123]

@160cmcurry
After several attempts (about 60 attempts) to make online friends, im giving up. Im getting lied to, used by people or ghosted. I dont want them anymore.

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I will make an imaginary friend and talk with that friend all day long. I will eat, pray and live with that person together.
I hope this is the way out of my loneliness. If not then I atleast get a free schizo pill

Online friends arent real friends and they often do weird freaky flakey stuff at the end of the day they do not care about you or your life and can forget you exist with a button

 

[King.epstein]

Is what im doing considerd as stupid or mentally ill?

Idk, if it works its good I can’t make friends anywhere too maybe I’ll try the imaginary friend thing too

 

[mtfmxxng]

Sorry that i need to try hard to make fucking friends, yes i also wish i was a chad that wouldnt need to make any effort.

Relax man. Take it easy.

Online friends arent real friends and they often do weird freaky flakey stuff at the end of the day they do not care about you or your life and can forget you exist with a button

yeah

 

[primal141]

lol sure whats your discord? also why dont you have tiktok or any social media? it migth help socially

Im bad socially, was that an indirect, I could try to be ur friend?
Im sorry i dont have social media.
I have discord, .org and whatsapp and spotify

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Online friends arent real friends and they often do weird freaky flakey stuff at the end of the day they do not care about you or your life and can forget you exist with a button

I agree, yet I think its pretty hard to not make any friends. Even online. I talked to some1, he was kind but then he said that he needet to get to school or smth, only to then see him write with others (i could see him writing in other chats) and discord showed that he was playing games and stuff. I cant make real friends. They leave me everytime and my social battery only lasts for 30 minutes, thats why my psychologist suggested online friends regarding the social problem. Having real friends would damage my already low reputation i have. I dont know what to do. I will have to wait till friday and tell my psychologist. I talk to my psychologist about all the things i want to inject and all the surgeries i want to do. But i havent injected yet. My imaginary friend wants me to start inject things, she is pushing me and blaming me for not doing. I need to do it .

cant wait for the dnr

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

lol sure whats your discord? also why dont you have tiktok or any social media? it migth help socially

I dont know man I dont want to damage my .org reputation, you will see me as more weird and stuff. maybe later i will give my discord. I dont have tiktok since it makes me addicted a lot. If i see a uranium 235 edit, then i want to eat it, it made me do stupid shit, all the edits. I dont want to turn into curlyheadjames, who as far as i know eated shit whilst filming himself

 

[primal141]

I dont know man I dont want to damage my .org reputation, you will see me as more weird and stuff. maybe later i will give my discord. I dont have tiktok since it makes me addicted a lot. If i see a uranium 235 edit, then i want to eat it, it made me do stupid shit, all the edits. I dont want to turn into curlyheadjames, who as far as i know eated shit whilst filming himself

fair enough i suppose

 

[kranerman23123]

I agree, yet I think its pretty hard to not make any friends. Even online. I talked to some1, he was kind but then he said that he needet to get to school or smth, only to then see him write with others (i could see him writing in other chats) and discord showed that he was playing games and stuff. I cant make real friends. They leave me everytime and my social battery only lasts for 30 minutes, thats why my psychologist suggested online friends regarding the social problem. Having real friends would damage my already low reputation i have. I dont know what to do. I will have to wait till friday and tell my psychologist. I talk to my psychologist about all the things i want to inject and all the surgeries i want to do. But i havent injected yet. My imaginary friend wants me to start inject things, she is pushing me and blaming me for not doing. I need to do it .

cant wait for the dnr

Imaginary friend? Being crazy isn't cool people with genuine psychosis do horrible things. My friend with psychosis threatened to kill his mom and threatened to shoot one of us and we excommunicated him from our friend group. He is deathly convinced that he has seen alternative realms and is privvy to some sort of metaphysical information Noone else has access to and the government knows it. He thinks skinwalkers exist and he thinks when he hears shuffles in the woods that it's marines with camouflage stalking him. Psychosis is not cool or fun and it's not something to larp about it's sad and pathetic and weak minded

 

[mtfmxxng]

I agree, yet I think its pretty hard to not make any friends. Even online. I talked to some1, he was kind but then he said that he needet to get to school or smth, only to then see him write with others (i could see him writing in other chats) and discord showed that he was playing games and stuff. I cant make real friends. They leave me everytime and my social battery only lasts for 30 minutes, thats why my psychologist suggested online friends regarding the social problem. Having real friends would damage my already low reputation i have. I dont know what to do. I will have to wait till friday and tell my psychologist. I talk to my psychologist about all the things i want to inject and all the surgeries i want to do. But i havent injected yet. My imaginary friend wants me to start inject things, she is pushing me and blaming me for not doing. I need to do it .

cant wait for the dnr

30 minutes of irl interaction is still better than this. You are 16. You are still (presumably) in school. Your chances of finding friends are pretty much the highest right now. Just stop giving a fuck. You are already so fucked, cut yourself some slack. You're gonna find SOMEONE. If you approach people at school and it doesn't work out, you'll at least know that you tried and you won't beat yourself up over it later. Cut that schitzo crap.

 

[Number1Greycel]

Atleast imaginary friends won’t ditch you or maybe they will

@160cmcurry
After several attempts (about 60 attempts) to make online friends, im giving up. Im getting lied to, used by people or ghosted. I dont want them anymore.

Please visit wikiHow directly

I will make an imaginary friend and talk with that friend all day long. I will eat, pray and live with that person together.
I hope this is the way out of my loneliness. If not then I atleast get a free schizo pill

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Imaginary friend? Being crazy isn't cool people with genuine psychosis do horrible things. My friend with psychosis threatened to kill his mom and threatened to shoot one of us and we excommunicated him from our friend group. He is deathly convinced that he has seen alternative realms and is privvy to some sort of metaphysical information Noone else has access to and the government knows it. He thinks skinwalkers exist and he thinks when he hears shuffles in the woods that it's marines with camouflage stalking him. Psychosis is not cool or fun and it's not something to larp about it's sad and pathetic and weak minded

Okay okay first of all. My english is not the best so for the sake of this conversation, bare with my english.

I dont understand ur message? Why are u critisizing me? I didnt fucking wake up with the mind of "hm the sky is blue haha why dont i just start to have imaginary friends". I dont have any friends, i never had. I want a way out of this loneliness and no, meeting ppl irl drains me and i dont really enjoy it, yet i dont want to feel lonely. Im not imagining friends for fun i want to feel "not weird" for once. I dont want to fucking analize every word i want to say so that i dont get blocked or despised.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

30 minutes of irl interaction is still better than this. You are 16. You are still (presumably) in school. Your chances of finding friends are pretty much the highest right now. Just stop giving a fuck. You are already so fucked, cut yourself some slack. You're gonna find SOMEONE. If you approach people at school and it doesn't work out, you'll at least know that you tried and you won't beat yourself up over it later. Cut that schitzo crap.

I talk to ppl in class and tomorrow we have a trip with the class to somewhere but i dont want to go. In june the class flies in another country for 1 week i think but i already said to my teacher i wont come. Its to much. The ppl dont let me reload my social battery. My storage is 100 kb whilst their is 1000 gb

 

[ibonesmashmyramus]

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But now for real, is having imaginary friends that weird? Its just i cant make friends and the more rational thing to do is have imaginary friends who wont leave you. Is that very mentally ill? I imagine them, i know that they are not real.

That’s insane

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Atleast imaginary friends won’t ditch you or maybe they will

I hope not

 

[mtfmxxng]

Okay okay first of all. My english is not the best so for the sake of this conversation, bare with my english.

I dont understand ur message? Why are u critisizing me? I didnt fucking wake up with the mind of "hm the sky is blue haha why dont i just start to have imaginary friends". I dont have any friends, i never had. I want a way out of this loneliness and no, meeting ppl irl drains me and i dont really enjoy it, yet i dont want to feel lonely. Im not imagining friends for fun i want to feel "not weird" for once. I dont want to fucking analize every word i want to say so that i dont get blocked or despised.

You're digging a deeper hole for yourself. The more you do this crazy shit, the harder it will be for you. If you're that conversation starved, we can link up on discord. English is not my first language too, so don't worry.
But man, come on, that's just insanity. You don't want to be that.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

That’s insane

Fuck u iLOVEyou the sentence "thats insane" can be interpreted as "yes very cool" or "thats very mentally ill" which one is it?

 

[mtfmxxng]

I talk to ppl in class and tomorrow we have a trip with the class to somewhere but i dont want to go. In june the class flies in another country for 1 week i think but i already said to my teacher i wont come. Its to much. The ppl dont let me reload my social battery. My storage is 100 kb whilst their is 1000 gb

Utilize these 100kb to the fullest then, I'm sure your capacity for social interaction will grow with time and practice

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Utilize these 100kb to the fullest then, I'm sure your capacity for social interaction will grow with time and practice

I enjoy talking with my friend . I like it, a lot. I dont wanna stop. It doesnt drain me that type of talking.

 

[ibonesmashmyramus]

Fuck u iLOVEyou the sentence "thats insane" can be interpreted as "yes very cool" or "thats very mentally ill" which one is it?

Both kinda

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Both kinda

Social analizing final boss

 

[mtfmxxng]

I enjoy talking with my friend . I like it, a lot. I dont wanna stop. It doesnt drain me that type of talking.

And I'm really loving lying on the sofa right now. It feels very good. But what I want right now it to have a huge butt, not muscle atrophy, so I'm gonna do some hip thrusts, because otherwise nothing will change. If I don't give the reason for my muscles to grow (that is them not being able to withstand the load), nothing will change.
If you keep to what's comfortable and don't supplement it with the uncomfortable, your body, your brain, has literally no reason to change. Because why would it, if it's already comfortable.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

And I'm really loving lying on the sofa right now. It feels very good. But what I want right now it to have a huge butt, not muscle atrophy, so I'm gonna do some hip thrusts, because otherwise nothing will change. If I don't give the reason for my muscles to grow (that is them not being able to withstand the load), nothing will change.
If you keep to what's comfortable and don't supplement it with the uncomfortable, your body, your brain, has literally no reason to change. Because why would it, if it's already comfortable.

1. why do u want to grow ur ass, r u a girl???
2. This applies to physical activity, since social activity spikes my cortisol a lot. I breath fast and heavily i cant.

 

[mtfmxxng]

1. why do u want to grow ur ass, r u a girl???
2. This applies to physical activity, since social activity spikes my cortisol a lot. I breath fast and heavily i cant.

1. read my username.
2. This applies to social activity as well. You just have to dose it appropriately, so that you don't completely crash out. Like, star saying hi and thanks to cashiers and stuff, to your classmates. Start slow, take it easy, expand your comfort zone.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

1. read my username.
2. This applies to social activity as well. You just have to dose it approprietly, so that you don't completely crash out. Like, star saying hi and thanks to cashiers and stuff, to your classmates. Start slow, take it easy, expand your comfort zone.

I dont get the meaning of ur username. U made me curious what does it mean??? Ahh are u a guy thats wants to be a femboy?? or wants to be a girl? To answer this question just tell me, where u born with a dick or not?
2. Määäääääääääääähhhhhhhhhhhh maybe i will say to my psychologist but i dont know. I talk to my classmates bro. a lot. In class but it drains me. In maths me and 2 others talked about jews and other things. But I dont hang out with anyone or am together in the breaks with any1. No one knows me or meets me. The last time i met some1 was 5 months ago

 

[mtfmxxng]

I dont get the meaning of ur username. U made me curious what does it mean??? Ahh are u a guy thats wants to be a femboy?? or wants to be a girl? To answer this question just tell me, where u born with a dick or not?
2. Määäääääääääääähhhhhhhhhhhh maybe i will say to my psychologist but i dont know. I talk to my classmates bro. a lot. In class but it drains me. In maths me and 2 others talked about jews and other things. But I dont hang out with anyone or am together in the breaks with any1. No one knows me or meets me. The last time i met some1 was 5 months ago

Hit them up and make plans to go for a walk or something. You never know, maybe they'd agree. Then bam, you have a new friend. And then you meet their friends and maybe become their friends.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Hit them up and make plans to go for a walk or something. You never know, maybe they'd agree. Then bam, you have a new friend. And then you meet their friends and maybe become their friends.

r u a girl or a boy??? what are you????

 

[mtfmxxng]

r u a girl or a boy??? what are you????

Girls aren't allowed here.