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I'm trying to come to terms and cope with this. i will turn 18 in 12 days. The clock is ticking tick tok tick tok. Brutal reminder of the age pill. My days of being 13-17 are over and gone in a flash. In 377 days I will turn 19. in 742 days I will be 20 years old. And in 1107 days I'll be 21. In only 4,757 days I will be 31 year old man. This is very brutal indeed. I remember being 13 and thinking 16 or 17 was so old and mature. Now i'm past those ages and it becomes clearer to me everyday. Life is not meant to be long, it's short so people make the most of it. Subconsciously it's the reason people get upset over trivial things, for they know anything could happen. Their life could end today, tomorrow, or next year or beyond. I've already accepted my death before it even happened. I was born a shout in the wind and I will die as a candle going out. I don't know how my shout in this eternal wind will end but I hope I will be remembered. People need to know there was once young boy born in 2003 who was predisposed to fail, yet he overcame his anxiety, ugliness, poverty and became famous before he was 22. People must understand what went down in my lifetime. I don't want my life to be forgotten.

I reflect now about my life , it's ups and downs. And i can say I haven't lived my life to the fullest. From being 5 years old to 16 I didn't take chances and felt as if I had something to loose. Early in highschool I had 15 girls show sexual interest in me, some more blatant than others, yet I never dated them. This has led me to being a virgin as I type this, although I could've lost it at 14, or 15 or 16 multiple times. You don't get a second chance. these girls went on to become extremely high status seniors later on and I'm just the fool who rejected them. I say I was predisposed to loose because of my heavy indoctrination during childhood which instilled a phobia of talking sexually with women. I can say from my childhood until now there is an undeniable difference between my brain and the way I think. Back then I was truly blissful, that's why they say ignorance is bliss because I was truly happy back then nomatter what happened in school I was always happy, excited and hopeful. Now that i'm 18 all I can see in the world is evil and hate. I was already feeling an existential depression before getting blackpilled but now it's been maginified by 10 fold. I truly think it'd be best to tap out of this life and finally be at peace. But I would never do that because I cannot show weakness in my culture. I would shame my family for years to come. I'll just give it my best shot and fight superhard until my natural death and die fighting. When I say give it my best shot I will work, sacrifice and endure. I have nothing to loose and the world to gain. Literally the best option is to keep fighting. No submitting. I don't know what will come in death, mysteriously we all just showed up on this rock floating in space, it's all so crazy to think about it. But optimistically although there's a low chance, I hope we achieve something better after death. We'll most likely return to pre womb state unfortunately, alas I have no idea.
 
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it is over
 
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didn’t read copy pasta but it’s crazy how so many of us feel like our lives are over in our twenties because we are “old”. Even my friends feel this way, normies on the internet feel this way. When I talk to older people they tell me how they never felt like this in their twenties.
 
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it is over
I’m nearly 18 and I feel like I understand everything in life, I feel so old, I will be 30 in 6969 days, I feel like life is so short, I can’t believe I didn’t let her suck me off when I was 14, it’s over man
 
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didn’t read copy pasta but it’s crazy how so many of us feel like our lives are over in our twenties because we are “old”. Even my friends feel this way, normies on the internet feel this way. When I talk to older people they tell me how they never felt like this in their twenties.
20+ year olds are ancient

Don't get me started on women, they're ugly as fuck after 20

It's truly over
 
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Is this something you copied from reddit?
 
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Youth is so unbelievably short, I wish I realized that when I was 14
 
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Youth is so unbelievably short, I wish I realized that when I was 14
i didn't have youth

just an utter spectator while my peers enjoyed all the joys of youth

i bet even u had friends and happiness

i had none of that
 
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i didn't have youth

just an utter spectator while my peers enjoyed all the joys of youth

i bet even u had friends and happiness

i had none of that
I had one friend, but he was a literal autist. We don’t even talk anymore tbh. Other than that I was pretty lonely/ depressed through most of high school. Ethnic failo was strong at my school
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I'm trying to come to terms and cope with this. i will turn 18 in 12 days. The clock is ticking tick tok tick tok. Brutal reminder of the age pill. My days of being 13-17 are over and gone in a flash. In 377 days I will turn 19. in 742 days I will be 20 years old. And in 1107 days I'll be 21. In only 4,757 days I will be 31 year old man. This is very brutal indeed. I remember being 13 and thinking 16 or 17 was so old and mature. Now i'm past those ages and it becomes clearer to me everyday. Life is not meant to be long, it's short so people make the most of it. Subconsciously it's the reason people get upset over trivial things, for they know anything could happen. Their life could end today, tomorrow, or next year or beyond. I've already accepted my death before it even happened. I was born a shout in the wind and I will die as a candle going out. I don't know how my shout in this eternal wind will end but I hope I will be remembered. People need to know there was once young boy born in 2003 who was predisposed to fail, yet he overcame his anxiety, ugliness, poverty and became famous before he was 22. People must understand what went down in my lifetime. I don't want my life to be forgotten.

I reflect now about my life , it's ups and downs. And i can say I haven't lived my life to the fullest. From being 5 years old to 16 I didn't take chances and felt as if I had something to loose. Early in highschool I had 15 girls show sexual interest in me, some more blatant than others, yet I never dated them. This has led me to being a virgin as I type this, although I could've lost it at 14, or 15 or 16 multiple times. You don't get a second chance. these girls went on to become extremely high status seniors later on and I'm just the fool who rejected them. I say I was predisposed to loose because of my heavy indoctrination during childhood which instilled a phobia of talking sexually with women. I can say from my childhood until now there is an undeniable difference between my brain and the way I think. Back then I was truly blissful, that's why they say ignorance is bliss because I was truly happy back then nomatter what happened in school I was always happy, excited and hopeful. Now that i'm 18 all I can see in the world is evil and hate. I was already feeling an existential depression before getting blackpilled but now it's been maginified by 10 fold. I truly think it'd be best to tap out of this life and finally be at peace. But I would never do that because I cannot show weakness in my culture. I would shame my family for years to come. I'll just give it my best shot and fight superhard until my natural death and die fighting. When I say give it my best shot I will work, sacrifice and endure. I have nothing to loose and the world to gain. Literally the best option is to keep fighting. No submitting. I don't know what will come in death, mysteriously we all just showed up on this rock floating in space, it's all so crazy to think about it. But optimistically although there's a low chance, I hope we achieve something better after death. We'll most likely return to pre womb state unfortunately, alas I have no idea.
Now ur 17? Nigga at first it was 19 then 18 now 17. Dn rd cuz it's pointless reading and spending time with smth that might be another larp
 
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Now ur 17? Nigga at first it was 19 then 18 now 17. Dn rd cuz it's pointless reading and spending time with smth that might be another larp
first time?
 
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Now ur 17? Nigga at first it was 19 then 18 now 17. Dn rd cuz it's pointless reading and spending time with smth that might be another larp
i'm whatever age you want me to be, it's the internet

who the fucking fuck cares how old i am

i could be 50 or 13
 
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cute, i remember when i was 18
 
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i'm whatever age you want me to be, it's the internet

who the fucking fuck cares how old i am

i could be 50 or 13
It's not that I care. It's just that it doesnt make sense for you to make a post complaining about being 17/18/19/20 if it's not true. Just dont mention ur age if you want and that you struggling with becoming older.

But anyway I recall u larping about ur mum calling cops on u and hella shit. For sure your posts should be taken with zero seriousness for what I see.
 
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It's not that I care. It's just that it doesnt make sense for you to make a post complaining about being 17/18/19/20 if it's not true. Just dont mention ur age if you want and that you struggling with becoming older.

But anyway I recall u larping about ur mum calling cops on u and hella shit. For sure your posts should be taken with zero seriousness for what I see.
i don't know who you are but im with you
 
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Now ur 17? Nigga at first it was 19 then 18 now 17. Dn rd cuz it's pointless reading and spending time with smth that might be another larp
He indeed can be a weirdo.
 
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@TraumatisedOgre Ngl bro, I get some weirdo vibes from you.
 
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I wanted to believe it was not a copypasta so i read everything
 
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when you turn 25 years old.. its same as 30 years old... Mans peak ends at 25 years old.
 
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You're a strange individual.
he has a white dad and an asian mom
you know who else has a white dad and asian mom?
 
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It's not that I care. It's just that it doesnt make sense for you to make a post complaining about being 17/18/19/20 if it's not true. Just dont mention ur age if you want and that you struggling with becoming older.

But anyway I recall u larping about ur mum calling cops on u and hella shit. For sure your posts should be taken with zero seriousness for what I see.
I'm sorry bro I won't make another post like this again, I worked very hard on it, but since you didn't read it, I won't do it again
 
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Im so old
 
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Didn't read, brutal
 
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I'm trying to come to terms and cope with this. i will turn 18 in 12 days. The clock is ticking tick tok tick tok. Brutal reminder of the age pill. My days of being 13-17 are over and gone in a flash. In 377 days I will turn 19. in 742 days I will be 20 years old. And in 1107 days I'll be 21. In only 4,757 days I will be 31 year old man. This is very brutal indeed. I remember being 13 and thinking 16 or 17 was so old and mature. Now i'm past those ages and it becomes clearer to me everyday. Life is not meant to be long, it's short so people make the most of it. Subconsciously it's the reason people get upset over trivial things, for they know anything could happen. Their life could end today, tomorrow, or next year or beyond. I've already accepted my death before it even happened. I was born a shout in the wind and I will die as a candle going out. I don't know how my shout in this eternal wind will end but I hope I will be remembered. People need to know there was once young boy born in 2003 who was predisposed to fail, yet he overcame his anxiety, ugliness, poverty and became famous before he was 22. People must understand what went down in my lifetime. I don't want my life to be forgotten.

I reflect now about my life , it's ups and downs. And i can say I haven't lived my life to the fullest. From being 5 years old to 16 I didn't take chances and felt as if I had something to loose. Early in highschool I had 15 girls show sexual interest in me, some more blatant than others, yet I never dated them. This has led me to being a virgin as I type this, although I could've lost it at 14, or 15 or 16 multiple times. You don't get a second chance. these girls went on to become extremely high status seniors later on and I'm just the fool who rejected them. I say I was predisposed to loose because of my heavy indoctrination during childhood which instilled a phobia of talking sexually with women. I can say from my childhood until now there is an undeniable difference between my brain and the way I think. Back then I was truly blissful, that's why they say ignorance is bliss because I was truly happy back then nomatter what happened in school I was always happy, excited and hopeful. Now that i'm 18 all I can see in the world is evil and hate. I was already feeling an existential depression before getting blackpilled but now it's been maginified by 10 fold. I truly think it'd be best to tap out of this life and finally be at peace. But I would never do that because I cannot show weakness in my culture. I would shame my family for years to come. I'll just give it my best shot and fight superhard until my natural death and die fighting. When I say give it my best shot I will work, sacrifice and endure. I have nothing to loose and the world to gain. Literally the best option is to keep fighting. No submitting. I don't know what will come in death, mysteriously we all just showed up on this rock floating in space, it's all so crazy to think about it. But optimistically although there's a low chance, I hope we achieve something better after death. We'll most likely return to pre womb state unfortunately, alas I have no idea.
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eva cudmore in that gif tho
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JFL arguing with me about a thread isnt even his.

Putting on ignore tbh ngl and don't PM me anymore traumatised ogre.
Also unfollowed
 
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I'm trying to come to terms and cope with this. i will turn 18 in 12 days. The clock is ticking tick tok tick tok. Brutal reminder of the age pill. My days of being 13-17 are over and gone in a flash. In 377 days I will turn 19. in 742 days I will be 20 years old. And in 1107 days I'll be 21. In only 4,757 days I will be 31 year old man. This is very brutal indeed. I remember being 13 and thinking 16 or 17 was so old and mature. Now i'm past those ages and it becomes clearer to me everyday. Life is not meant to be long, it's short so people make the most of it. Subconsciously it's the reason people get upset over trivial things, for they know anything could happen. Their life could end today, tomorrow, or next year or beyond. I've already accepted my death before it even happened. I was born a shout in the wind and I will die as a candle going out. I don't know how my shout in this eternal wind will end but I hope I will be remembered. People need to know there was once young boy born in 2003 who was predisposed to fail, yet he overcame his anxiety, ugliness, poverty and became famous before he was 22. People must understand what went down in my lifetime. I don't want my life to be forgotten.

I reflect now about my life , it's ups and downs. And i can say I haven't lived my life to the fullest. From being 5 years old to 16 I didn't take chances and felt as if I had something to loose. Early in highschool I had 15 girls show sexual interest in me, some more blatant than others, yet I never dated them. This has led me to being a virgin as I type this, although I could've lost it at 14, or 15 or 16 multiple times. You don't get a second chance. these girls went on to become extremely high status seniors later on and I'm just the fool who rejected them. I say I was predisposed to loose because of my heavy indoctrination during childhood which instilled a phobia of talking sexually with women. I can say from my childhood until now there is an undeniable difference between my brain and the way I think. Back then I was truly blissful, that's why they say ignorance is bliss because I was truly happy back then nomatter what happened in school I was always happy, excited and hopeful. Now that i'm 18 all I can see in the world is evil and hate. I was already feeling an existential depression before getting blackpilled but now it's been maginified by 10 fold. I truly think it'd be best to tap out of this life and finally be at peace. But I would never do that because I cannot show weakness in my culture. I would shame my family for years to come. I'll just give it my best shot and fight superhard until my natural death and die fighting. When I say give it my best shot I will work, sacrifice and endure. I have nothing to loose and the world to gain. Literally the best option is to keep fighting. No submitting. I don't know what will come in death, mysteriously we all just showed up on this rock floating in space, it's all so crazy to think about it. But optimistically although there's a low chance, I hope we achieve something better after death. We'll most likely return to pre womb state unfortunately, alas I have no idea.
Cope
You mog most people here and you’ve had sex
Yawn
 
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didn’t read copy pasta but it’s crazy how so many of us feel like our lives are over in our twenties because we are “old”. Even my friends feel this way, normies on the internet feel this way. When I talk to older people they tell me how they never felt like this in their twenties.
That's because when you are 50 and literally deteriorating being 20 and 30 doesn't sound too bad
 
thing is you never feel your age and you always feel old
i felt same way but now looking back at 18 i felt young

feeling diminshes with age i guess and certain age milestones
 
Bro. I swear to god wtf is wrong with you. You seem mentally unstable tbh.
 
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Now ur 17? Nigga at first it was 19 then 18 now 17. Dn rd cuz it's pointless reading and spending time with smth that might be another larp
at one point i remember him saying he was 28 jfl
 
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I’m nearly 18 and I feel like I understand everything in life, I feel so old, I will be 30 in 6969 days, I feel like life is so short, I can’t believe I didn’t let her suck me off when I was 14, it’s over man
Knowledge, as to understanding everything, is a curse. A burden. And when one dives deeper into the unknown, the curse manifests into "something else."
 
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