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Zephir
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2 weeks ago, I turned 23. I thought I'd try to lose my virginity at last and just caved so I tried to contact an escort. I followed the correct procedure but after seeing my selfie and ID for screening, she replied "I'm sorry, anon. I just can't do it". I felt like shit after. I understand she's entitled to not service me but I just remembered how ugly I was. I've been focusing on making money ever since I was a teenager and I feel like I'm getting more and more desperate even though I am fairly successful. So I did try to offer an insta "model" $10k to spend the weekend with me (her contact was given to me by someone who paid her in the past) and she pretty much went with the "I'm sorry, I just can't do it" too. I feel so ugly, I don't blame them for nor do I hate them for it, I just feel like shit and wanted to vent.
I know someone is going to say "why don't you get surgery to fix your flaws if you have so much money?" But trust me, there are no surgeries to fix my main flaws. I've visited 3 different maxillofacial/plastic surgerons and all of them agreed on it. Sigh. Anyway rant over
I know someone is going to say "why don't you get surgery to fix your flaws if you have so much money?" But trust me, there are no surgeries to fix my main flaws. I've visited 3 different maxillofacial/plastic surgerons and all of them agreed on it. Sigh. Anyway rant over