nxri
Bitchless 6'1 MTN (6.65 angularity, 6.2 harmony)
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It doesn't even matter. I'm objectively in the top 5-20% of males, and yet it doesn't even matter. No girl that I've ever liked has ever returned that feeling to me. It didn't matter how muscular I was, how tall I was, none of the indicators mattered. My brain is genuinely starved of oxytocin and every day I want to implode. I'm genuinely so done with this cruel reality, where even though I'm better than all these other men around me, I've never found love. I want someone to hold me and to sense that validation that my role in society is accepted, that warm touch of a woman. Why am I so unsuccessful? I want to be happy with myself and someone else. I have excellent grades, I'm tall, I'm lean, I have good hair, good facial harmony, but im so lonely. Ever since I was a jit the precedent has always been that I'm made a fool of if I end up falling for a girl. I'll probably die alone, with only an image of love in my mind instead of someone there with me, holding my hand. I have female friends, sure, they can tell that I'm not ugly, but they will never want me.
I'm so tired of being the perfect loser
I'm so tired of being the perfect loser