SalehSpecter
50 shades of grey
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- Jan 6, 2026
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The amount of rage and envy I feel on daily basis is indescribable
I have two siblings they're both white and pretty well developed due to genetics only
they literally grew on goyslop and still they mog and slay mtbs here and there
They took my mom's side english genetics, the bright eyes and skin and good hair
Then there's me ethnic, shit skin,and dark brown eyes and its all thanks to my dad.
I discovered bp at 13 and before that I spent my whole life feeling like I was treated differently even inside my own home
and the insecurities only grew since discovering it.
avoiding every camera and reflection bc at some point it became unbearable.
I got an enormous amount of bullying from my siblings and my dad and it never stops.
seeing my brothers getting complements and being comfortable with cameras is just so unfair.
even though I really hate this community its basically my only chance at having a decent life, not just at dating or school even within my own family.
I have two siblings they're both white and pretty well developed due to genetics only
they literally grew on goyslop and still they mog and slay mtbs here and there
They took my mom's side english genetics, the bright eyes and skin and good hair
Then there's me ethnic, shit skin,and dark brown eyes and its all thanks to my dad.
I discovered bp at 13 and before that I spent my whole life feeling like I was treated differently even inside my own home
and the insecurities only grew since discovering it.
avoiding every camera and reflection bc at some point it became unbearable.
I got an enormous amount of bullying from my siblings and my dad and it never stops.
seeing my brothers getting complements and being comfortable with cameras is just so unfair.
even though I really hate this community its basically my only chance at having a decent life, not just at dating or school even within my own family.