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futureashtray
your oneitis < caylee cowan
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I was forced to go on a “family vacation” by my mom and it was basically a waterpark resort for my little siblings. after that we stayed over at a family friend’s house
they have a Stacy daughter, she has a Margot Robbie tier hyoid and perfect body/face. She’s a mestiza, and literally oneitisfuel.
but as usual I’m am nothing to her 100%, in a fucking subhuman. And I have to watch over my autistic brother all day so he doesn’t cause problems to anyone in the family friend’s house
I’ve been stuck in a room so the my grandpa for the last 3 days watching him. I wish I never went to that stupid fucking vacation
I’ve cried multiple times these past few days because of that
and then my mom acts like we’re doing nothing nd shiet which pisses me off so much but I can’t do anything about it. And my dad is staying over at a millionaire’s house over some stupid event where he can scratch his fucking balls and do whatever he wants.
I’m mad at both of my fucking parents they don’t do shit.
And that stacy daughter brings over her stacy friends since she is NTmaxxed so it’s even more suicuel because they all 100% see me as a stupid ugly loser
I’m so ugly, I’ve been getting suicidal thoughts nd shiet now also
While I was stuck in the room watching over my autistic brother I was on the bed and he was also on the bed but he was jumping on the bed and I wished he jumped and landed on my neck so I could just die
I wish I was attractive, with a tall stature of 6”2+ and 8x6
Im a loser and no one likes me, im a low nt fucking loser who gambles and wanks off all day
over for me dude, fucking over
as of right now I’m outside in their small ass patio watching over my autistic brother since I felt bad that he had to be stuck in a room with us and not be free
I can hear the stacy daughter and her friends all have fun and laugh nd shiet while I’m here watching over my fucking brother. I have no friends to laugh with or anything. All my friends bullied me or stopped talking to me. People talk behind my back, bully me, make fun of me, humiliate me. Why me man. Why did god have to do this to me.
a couple days ago I made threads of me blaming my fucking brother but now to think of it, it’s my parents fucking fault
I don’t want to eat anything. I don’t want anything
i want to be happy
they have a Stacy daughter, she has a Margot Robbie tier hyoid and perfect body/face. She’s a mestiza, and literally oneitisfuel.
but as usual I’m am nothing to her 100%, in a fucking subhuman. And I have to watch over my autistic brother all day so he doesn’t cause problems to anyone in the family friend’s house
I’ve been stuck in a room so the my grandpa for the last 3 days watching him. I wish I never went to that stupid fucking vacation
I’ve cried multiple times these past few days because of that
and then my mom acts like we’re doing nothing nd shiet which pisses me off so much but I can’t do anything about it. And my dad is staying over at a millionaire’s house over some stupid event where he can scratch his fucking balls and do whatever he wants.
I’m mad at both of my fucking parents they don’t do shit.
And that stacy daughter brings over her stacy friends since she is NTmaxxed so it’s even more suicuel because they all 100% see me as a stupid ugly loser
I’m so ugly, I’ve been getting suicidal thoughts nd shiet now also
While I was stuck in the room watching over my autistic brother I was on the bed and he was also on the bed but he was jumping on the bed and I wished he jumped and landed on my neck so I could just die
I wish I was attractive, with a tall stature of 6”2+ and 8x6
Im a loser and no one likes me, im a low nt fucking loser who gambles and wanks off all day
over for me dude, fucking over
as of right now I’m outside in their small ass patio watching over my autistic brother since I felt bad that he had to be stuck in a room with us and not be free
I can hear the stacy daughter and her friends all have fun and laugh nd shiet while I’m here watching over my fucking brother. I have no friends to laugh with or anything. All my friends bullied me or stopped talking to me. People talk behind my back, bully me, make fun of me, humiliate me. Why me man. Why did god have to do this to me.
a couple days ago I made threads of me blaming my fucking brother but now to think of it, it’s my parents fucking fault
I don’t want to eat anything. I don’t want anything
i want to be happy
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