tgun564636
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Most of u probably will dnr but it’s fine. This is genuinely the only place where I can dump all my thoughts lol. I thought I was happy but I’m not. Diet has been fucked, no friends, and life in general I’ve just had bad thing after bad thing happen that pisses me off. I wish I could move to a place where other people weren’t and it was just me. Every time I speak to someone, I fear they are just judging me based off my looks, and I fucking hate other people. I can’t go 6 days without goyslop anymore and completely ruin my weekly calories. I know exactly what I need to do but I still don’t fucking do it. Even now, I’ve seen so many results in my looks and I’m hmtn-lhtn on a good day. That’s the only thing, literally the only reason I haven’t ended it genuinely if I was below that I would be cooked. I’ll never truly be happy until I’m hhtn at least. I just wanna ascend now and live life normally again. The things I would do for that