Im such a little bitch

[Franco333]

Im a mentally weak bitch who jerks off all day to porn and mentally, i complain about problems i can change but im not fixing, i cant lose weight cuz im a fat ass bitch addicted to sugar and seedoils.
im a bitch
worst thing is
im such a bitch that if u tell me im a bitch ill get mad at you
i dont deserve anything i have
theres an african kid on niger who would make use of the opportunites i have.
and i complain about how my nose is big and i cant get a cute gf
what a bitch right?

 

[Franco333]

im also such a bitch i would never kill myself

 

[liberty]

take a psychedelic and you'll prolly fix all that tbh, it seems like you already know the solution but you're stuck in high-order neurotic mental structures that can easily go away if u experience a psychedelic psychic shift and view your inner mental model thru a bird's eye view and it gets ordered accordingly

 

[CD34]

and i complain about how my nose is big and i cant get a cute gf

Hella based, big nose is a death sentence for overall harmony. Get rhino

 

[trvearyan]

take a psychedelic and you'll prolly fix all that tbh, it seems like you already know the solution but you're stuck in high-order neurotic mental structures that can easily go away if u experience a psychedelic psychic shift and view your inner mental model thru a bird's eye view and it gets ordered accordingly

or you'll end up fucked in the head forever

 

[Franco333]

Hella based, big nose is a death sentence for overall harmony. Get rhino

i will, and my parents are getting it for me, but i still jerk off to the feeling of knowing i will have it someday when i should be doing more productive thing like study math, physics, algebra, or algorithms

 

[liberty]

or you'll end up fucked in the head forever

avoidant anxiety

 

[Franco333]

take a psychedelic and you'll prolly fix all that tbh, it seems like you already know the solution but you're stuck in high-order neurotic mental structures that can easily go away if u experience a psychedelic psychic shift and view your inner mental model thru a bird's eye view and it gets ordered accordingly

i wish i could but im a bitch

 

[CD34]

i will, and my parents are getting it for me, but i still jerk off to the feeling of knowing i will have it someday when i should be doing more productive thing like study math, physics, algebra, or algorithms

I'm in the same situation too. Instead of studying anatomy and repaying my parents for the money they spend on me every day, I'm a moron on this forum all day

 

[liberty]

i wish i could but im a bitch

you can, just order it and take it lol, you're unconsciously trying to keep your current lifestyle with all these life-denying responses to solutions

 

[Franco333]

I'm in the same situation too. Instead of studying anatomy and repaying my parents for the money they spend on me every day, I'm a moron on this forum all day

they had it so much easier back then, phones are literal addiction i cant escape

 

[CD34]

they had it so much easier back then, phones are literal addiction i cant escape

if i didn't have a phone it would be so easy to study, i wouldn't have any other kind of dopamine stimulation. i swear it would be the only thing i could do

 

[Franco333]

you can, just order it and take it lol, you're unconsciously trying to keep your current lifestyle with all these life-denying responses to solutions

what kind would you recommend i take, just out of curiosty cuz im too broke to order that and its probably not easy to find in my country
youre totally right about the second comment tho

 

[Deleted member 143287]

Atleast u realize its you bro. Thats better than most of the losers on here who just blame everyone else except for themselves for being cucks.

Before u can improve u have to be honest w yourself, and youve already done that. Ur ahead of many cucks on this forum

 

[trvearyan]

avoidant anxiety

have you dropped acid before or are you just talking out your ass redditfag?

 

[Franco333]

if i didn't have a phone it would be so easy to study, i wouldn't have any other kind of dopamine stimulation. i swear it would be the only thing i could do

me kinda cuz i study in my computer and its so easy to enter .org and scroll for hours or go on discord with friends and play csgo

 

[liberty]

have you dropped acid before or are you just talking out your ass redditfag?

yes i have and it's nothing special, just gives you a shifted perspective and better pattern recognition and intuition, disables high-order mental structures

i feel very sane on LSD, just with a giant expansion of my inner world

 

[CD34]

play csgo

i was global in 2019 !!

 

[Franco333]

Atleast u realize its you bro. Thats better than most of the losers on here who just blame everyone else except for themselves for being cucks.

Before u can improve u have to be honest w yourself, and youve already done that. Ur ahead of many cucks on this forum

im probably the most self aware person i know and still dont do shit about it, i know im addicted to basically everything made to be addictive in these times(casino, tiktok, alcohol,food,videogames,porn,movids) AND STILL DONT DO SHIT ABOUT IT
cuz i have failed so many times trying to quit my brain just accepted im addicted and cant escape it

 

[liberty]

what kind would you recommend i take, just out of curiosty cuz im too broke to order that and its probably not easy to find in my country
youre totally right about the second comment tho

take shrooms because they're shorter lasting, its not that expensive

you can order it online to most (if not all) countries in the world

 

[Franco333]

i was global in 2019 !!

mogs me i suck at csgo i have like 7k point on premier

 

[CD34]

mogs me i suck at csgo i have like 7k point on premier

Yea i was a fucking nerd back then

 

[Deleted member 143287]

im probably the most self aware person i know and still dont do shit about it, i know im addicted to basically everything made to be addictive in these times(casino, tiktok, alcohol,food,videogames,porn,movids) AND STILL DONT DO SHIT ABOUT IT
cuz i have failed so many times trying to quit my brain just accepted im addicted and cant escape it

Same here, except i think the reason why i just keep cooming nonstop instead of being who i know i could be, is that i dont take anything serious. I feel like i can mog whenever i decide to get serious so i just keep wasting time. I also feel like im scared of my own potential. Maybe im afraid of big change, or maybe theres something in my life currently that im not ready to let go of.

I believe we both just dont want it bad enough rn, but eventually, when it hits us and we finally realize that we need to stop destroying ourselves, we'll get serious. Hopefully, that doesnt happen too late

 

[Franco333]

Same here, except i think the reason why i just keep cooming nonstop instead of being who i know i could be, is that i dont take anything serious. I feel like i can mog whenever i decide to get serious so i just keep wasting time. I also feel like im scared of my own potential. Maybe im afraid of big change, or maybe theres something in my life currently that im not ready to let go of.

I believe we both just dont want it bad enough rn, but eventually, when it hits us and we finally realize that we need to stop destroying ourselves, we'll get serious. Hopefully, that doesnt happen too late

Youre totally right and we are experiencing a really similar situation.
the thing is we lack the sensd of urgency we need to get our shit together and study

 

[Deleted member 143287]

Youre totally right and we are experiencing a really similar situation.
the thing is we lack the sensd of urgency we need to get our shit together and study

Exactly. I was just wondering rn if the sense of urgency will come later with age, maturity, or by being forced out of this state by some external life circumstances. But, after giving it a thought, i think the beginning of creating the sense of urgency is to cut out the distractions. I think we have to make a change willingly, instead of waiting for external factors. For me that would be porn. Porn is kinda like a cope that tricks my brain into thinking everythings alright and my life is where i want it to be.

I bet if i cut out the porn and just sat there, reality would cave in on me and i would naturally get a strong drive to fix my life cuz id realize how shitty and lazy im being and how im nowhere near my goals and im not even close to being the man i know i have inside of me.

We need to cut out the numbing agents/distractions to get the sense of urgency

 

[lurker999]

don't talk about yourself so negatively bro
but yeah it's good that you have a baseline level of self awareness and gratitude
try channel whatever energy you have into your education and improving yourself
if you struggle with your phone just try getting a trap phone that can only call and put your main phone in a shoebox or something only using it when you need it

 

[lurker999]

i will, and my parents are getting it for me, but i still jerk off to the feeling of knowing i will have it someday when i should be doing more productive thing like study math, physics, algebra, or algorithms

get it urself don't waste ur parents money on that unless it's a loan with interest
at least I'd feel bad spending my parents money on something superficial like that

 

[Franco333]

get it urself don't waste ur parents money on that unless it's a loan with interest
at least I'd feel bad spending my parents money on something superficial like that

college is public and free in argentina

 

[lurker999]

college is public and free in argentina

even if u have ur parents spend money to get ur nose done u should still feel indebted to repay it to the best of ur ability both educationally by studying to the best of ur ability and monetarily in the future when you have a job and can take care of them inshallah

 

[Basedman420]

Are you a foid

 

[Franco333]

even if u have ur parents spend money to get ur nose done u should still feel indebted to repay it to the best of ur ability both educationally by studying to the best of ur ability and monetarily in the future when you have a job and can take care of them inshallah

yeah im studying more rn

 

[Franco333]

Are you a foid

nope