I'm surrounded by retards.

[fr0st]

I'm not smart by any means however holy shit dude I had to visit a gathering the other day and I was just bullshitting with someone and I used the word "soliloquy" and they all said "Bro come on don't use that nerd shit around here"....like dude what the fuck I'm not some sesquipedalian who purposefully uses a large vocabulary to looks smart I just said it offhand what the fuck am I supposed to do say huzz and fine shyt I was trying to talk about Edgar allen poe and they all sighed and gave me a clear indicator to leave so I just left the group its so over for me bros,

 

[roider122]

U dont look enough to say that

 

[fr0st]

U dont look enough to say that

mf what

 

[voluptuousness]

I'm 18 and I've been trying to stop my fapping addiction for the past 2 years. It's my only addiction apart from the usual things like social media, caffeine and music, but that's probably just because i've been an athlete since I was a child playing in the highest basketball division since I was about 11. So fortunatly alcohol, drugs, nicotine, gaming and binge-eating never really became part of my life. I feel like I have no controll over it, everybody knows me as that one disciplined guy, running before school, training around 6 hours a day. But as cringe and gay as it sounds, I have no discipline when it comes to fapping. I fap only when I relapse wich is about 3 times a week.

It's actually kinda logical when you realise that I probably have ASPD (sociopathy). I grew up with alot of trauma, and I show a lot of signs like: Being a pathological liar, being extremely impulsive and reckless, having a problem with authority, being obsessive, missing part of the emotional spectrum, having anger issues, and loads more.

Sociopaths have a big problem with addiction, just like me they can't controll it. But recently I finally found a way: hurting myself. Everytime I relapsed, I just cut myself. I actually started beating the addiction and making alot of progress. But I had a problem, people started noticing the cuts, especially girls who gave me head as I have most of them on my tighs, so I had to stop doing it. If I get any more, people are gonna start ringing alarm bells. Because right now I just blame our puppy.

So I need new ways to punish myself that aren't obvious to other people. It needs to be physical but nothing gay or kinky so nothing near my penis, etc. It's important to know that I do still live with my parents as i'm still in highschool, and because I never have the house to myself it's best to do it at night when they're sleeping.

Also to be clear I always thought self-harm was the most stupid thing I ever heard, like why the fuck would you. But in this case it's different, it's litteraly the only way to beat this addiction wich as we all know is ruining a big part of my life.

 

[davidlaidisme67]

I'm not smart by any means however holy shit dude I had to visit a gathering the other day and I was just bullshitting with someone and I used the word "soliloquy" and they all said "Bro come on don't use that nerd shit around here"....like dude what the fuck I'm not some sesquipedalian who purposefully uses a large vocabulary to looks smart I just said it offhand what the fuck am I supposed to do say huzz and fine shyt I was trying to talk about Edgar allen poe and they all sighed and gave me a clear indicator to leave so I just left the group its so over for me bros,

Well that’s cause normies love mediocrity. They love when you’re just average, if you’re using big words they might start to feel inferiority and antagonize you cause of it. That’s why I fucking hate normies

 

[fr0st]

I'm 18 and I've been trying to stop my fapping addiction for the past 2 years. It's my only addiction apart from the usual things like social media, caffeine and music, but that's probably just because i've been an athlete since I was a child playing in the highest basketball division since I was about 11. So fortunatly alcohol, drugs, nicotine, gaming and binge-eating never really became part of my life. I feel like I have no controll over it, everybody knows me as that one disciplined guy, running before school, training around 6 hours a day. But as cringe and gay as it sounds, I have no discipline when it comes to fapping. I fap only when I relapse wich is about 3 times a week.

It's actually kinda logical when you realise that I probably have ASPD (sociopathy). I grew up with alot of trauma, and I show a lot of signs like: Being a pathological liar, being extremely impulsive and reckless, having a problem with authority, being obsessive, missing part of the emotional spectrum, having anger issues, and loads more.

Sociopaths have a big problem with addiction, just like me they can't controll it. But recently I finally found a way: hurting myself. Everytime I relapsed, I just cut myself. I actually started beating the addiction and making alot of progress. But I had a problem, people started noticing the cuts, especially girls who gave me head as I have most of them on my tighs, so I had to stop doing it. If I get any more, people are gonna start ringing alarm bells. Because right now I just blame our puppy.

So I need new ways to punish myself that aren't obvious to other people. It needs to be physical but nothing gay or kinky so nothing near my penis, etc. It's important to know that I do still live with my parents as i'm still in highschool, and because I never have the house to myself it's best to do it at night when they're sleeping.

Also to be clear I always thought self-harm was the most stupid thing I ever heard, like why the fuck would you. But in this case it's different, it's litteraly the only way to beat this addiction wich as we all know is ruining a big part of my life.

Thanks for sharing man.

 

[roider122]

mf what

Didnt Read single word sorry

 

[fr0st]

Well that’s cause normies love mediocrity. They love when you’re just average, if you’re using big words they might start to feel inferiority and antagonize you cause of it. That’s why I fucking hate normies

The thing is i dont even think im smarter than them they probably just thought i was autistic and wanted an excuse to get me outta there

 

[LKSMAXPerson]

same. i speak in almost fairytale terms like I shall and I may. its just sounds normal to me

 

[fr0st]

Didnt Read single word sorry

Sorry ill post bbc gets white aryan girlfriend threads like everyone else.

 

[voluptuousness]

Thanks for sharing man.

 

[roider122]

Sorry ill post bbc gets white aryan girlfriend threads like everyone else.

Thanks for your servis

 

[davidlaidisme67]

The thing is i dont even think im smarter than them they probably just thought i was autistic and wanted an excuse to get me outta there

Lol meanwhile they would say to themselves wow I’m such a good person I never discriminated against anyone

 

[fr0st]

same. i speak in almost fairytale terms like I shall and I may. its just sounds normal to me

Grimm maxxing.

 

[VV62]

You are hanging out with the wrong group man some people don't want to hear about edgar allen poe and that's fine but try to hang out with the people who are interested in the same topics as you

 

[LKSMAXPerson]

You are hanging out with the wrong group man some people don't want to hear about edgar allen poe and that's fine but try to hang out with the people who are interested in the same topics as you

true. different people different hobbies etc

 

[voluptuousness]

You are hanging out with the wrong group man some people don't want to hear about edgar allen poe and that's fine but try to hang out with the people who are interested in the same topics as you

wow thanks einstein

 

[fr0st]

You are hanging out with the wrong group man some people don't want to hear about edgar allen poe and that's fine but try to hang out with the people who are interested in the same topics as you

I'm in an affluent family and this was a kind of high-end event so I expected the other kids to be somewhat learned but I forgot rich kids went from snobby uptight intellectuals to brain-rotted wiggers.

 

[afroheadluke]

 

[WELOVELOOKS]

i kinda agree wiht him who tf says that shit

 

[fr0st]

I'm in an affluent family and this was a kind of high-end event so I expected the other kids to be somewhat learned but I forgot rich kids went from snobby uptight intellectuals to brain-rotted wiggers.

shieeet man fuck allat nerd shit les talk bout dat new kai cenat stream.

 

[fr0st]

i kinda agree wiht him who tf says that shit

Me or the other guy?

 

[fr0st]

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Alright buddy one more peep and im tossing you around like those kids who bullied you.

 

[afroheadluke]

Alright buddy one more peep and im tossing you around like those kids who bullied you.

asshole