iblamemyself!
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i’m 14. there’s this guy in my class that everyone says looks like me. we’ve got the same skin tone, same hair, similar eyes, even the same voice sometimes. only difference is i’m taller. like an inch or two. side by side we could be cousins or something.
he’s high mtn, scraching htn. solid bone structure, but he’s not a chad. just that clean, safe look girls like at this age. nothing extreme, but just enough angles and definition to hit. same tier as me, maybe just a lil bit above like 0,10 More.
but still, he gets everything. girls move to him like it’s instinct. one week he’s texting this girl, the next week it’s her friend. they all act like he’s the main character. they laugh at his mid jokes, stare at him during lessons, follow him the second they see his name. he doesn’t even try. he just exists and they follow.
me? nothing. i’m taller. i’ve got more presence, better style. but no one moves to me. no one checks. i get left on delivered, ignored, forgotten. i’m the background character to someone who’s supposed to be my copy. Meanwhile this nga come to school with same skinny jeans or shorts everyday, and he is slaying htbs every week.
and the worst part? he pulled my sister. dm’d her on some “you’re different” type shit. she believed it. she caught feelings. he dropped her like every other girl, didn’t even explain. left her crying in her room, not eating for two days.
and now every time i look at him, i see that fake smile. and every time people say “you kinda look like him,” it feels like an insult. we’re not the same.
he gets girls. i get compared to the guy who broke my sister.
i couldnt care less about her, she is doing pretty much the same while playing the victim but still, this guy is pissing me off. And I can’t do nothing about it.
he’s high mtn, scraching htn. solid bone structure, but he’s not a chad. just that clean, safe look girls like at this age. nothing extreme, but just enough angles and definition to hit. same tier as me, maybe just a lil bit above like 0,10 More.
but still, he gets everything. girls move to him like it’s instinct. one week he’s texting this girl, the next week it’s her friend. they all act like he’s the main character. they laugh at his mid jokes, stare at him during lessons, follow him the second they see his name. he doesn’t even try. he just exists and they follow.
me? nothing. i’m taller. i’ve got more presence, better style. but no one moves to me. no one checks. i get left on delivered, ignored, forgotten. i’m the background character to someone who’s supposed to be my copy. Meanwhile this nga come to school with same skinny jeans or shorts everyday, and he is slaying htbs every week.
and the worst part? he pulled my sister. dm’d her on some “you’re different” type shit. she believed it. she caught feelings. he dropped her like every other girl, didn’t even explain. left her crying in her room, not eating for two days.
and now every time i look at him, i see that fake smile. and every time people say “you kinda look like him,” it feels like an insult. we’re not the same.
he gets girls. i get compared to the guy who broke my sister.
i couldnt care less about her, she is doing pretty much the same while playing the victim but still, this guy is pissing me off. And I can’t do nothing about it.
