i’ll never experience love and it’s my fault

[iblamemyself!]

I don’t have social skills. never did. when you grow up ugly, nobody talks to you, nobody includes you, and after a while you just stop trying. i got so used to being ignored that now i don’t even know how to act around people. i overthink every word, every look. i either say too little or too much. there’s no in between.
the best i ever pulled was a htb. we talked for like two weeks. i thought maybe this time something real could happen. but she lost interest, same as everyone else. i could feel it fading every day, her replies getting shorter, her tone colder. and i couldn’t even be mad. i knew it was coming. i’m used to being the one who gets left.
and it’s not even about looking good anymore. i just want someone who actually wants me back. but i know i’m not built for that. i’m too ugly, too awkward, too late to the game. even if i somehow ascended to mtn, it wouldn’t fix what’s already broken inside.
some people get to experience love just by existing. i’ll never be one of them.
I hate how i dont even have real friends so i have to vent to unknown niggas on this site who probably are in same situation but will just laugh at this and tell me to kms
I hate it

 

[Vascul]

yea bro im in the same situation as u except i havent pulled anybody since i cant speak to a woman in the first place, and even when i do its because they started the conversation since they think im autistic. i like this girl and i know we look the same kind of tier but im never going to date her since other boys chase her aswell and i wouldn't ever be able to start a conversation. i always say personality is cope but i know when i say that im coping, and i wish girls only cared about looks and thats all. if you look bad you can get surgery, but theres no surgery for ur autism

 

[iblamemyself!]

yea bro im in the same situation as u except i havent pulled anybody since i cant speak to a woman in the first place, and even when i do its because they started the conversation since they think im autistic. i like this girl and i know we look the same kind of tier but im never going to date her since other boys chase her aswell and i wouldn't ever be able to start a conversation. i always say personality is cope but i know when i say that im coping, and i wish girls only cared about looks and thats all. if you look bad you can get surgery, but theres no surgery for ur autism

Ndness is crazy pill to swallow. I rejected over 6 girls since june and honestly its because i know i cant handle a relationship because of my fucked ip social skills and personality

 

[vanitycel]

yea bro im in the same situation as u except i havent pulled anybody since i cant speak to a woman in the first place, and even when i do its because they started the conversation since they think im autistic. i like this girl and i know we look the same kind of tier but im never going to date her since other boys chase her aswell and i wouldn't ever be able to start a conversation. i always say personality is cope but i know when i say that im coping, and i wish girls only cared about looks and thats all. if you look bad you can get surgery, but theres no surgery for ur autism

If it good Looking enough no Foid will care about your personality. Just Hop on hgh and stuff and do Surgery

 

[Deleted member 213355]

Dnr

 

[Vascul]

If it good Looking enough no Foid will care about your personality. Just Hop on hgh and stuff and do Surgery

they want u to approach them first, especially if they already get so much attention. i swear this girl hates me for whatever reason, i tried to speak to her before and she didnt say anything except for nod or shake her head. thats what put me off speaking to women, she speaks to every other boy and is friends with basically every one of them. all my friends are friends with her except for me. one of her friends is sub3 and has no pros about his appearance.

 

[Alex_notmogging]

Dnr a single word

Advice for u : just think normal like a normal human being

 

[kopeboy]

Ndness is crazy pill to swallow. I rejected over 6 girls since june and honestly its because i know i cant handle a relationship because of my fucked ip social skills and personality

your time will come king

 

[fazehamster]

yea bro im in the same situation as u except i havent pulled anybody since i cant speak to a woman in the first place, and even when i do its because they started the conversation since they think im autistic. i like this girl and i know we look the same kind of tier but im never going to date her since other boys chase her aswell and i wouldn't ever be able to start a conversation. i always say personality is cope but i know when i say that im coping, and i wish girls only cared about looks and thats all. if you look bad you can get surgery, but theres no surgery for ur autism

I suffer same way all girls think I’m autistic and there’s nothing I can do except somehow get my social skills normal I feel like in the younger years I could talk so much more easily

 

[Oliver12]

for me always been hltn-mmtn and honestly i’ve had amazing social skills my whole life, don’t know if it’s genetic but when i did sales for my uncle a little while ago so many people were telling me id be a rockstar if i considered sales. I just have always been super low inhib and good social skills

 

[Outlander]

Username checks out

 

[bibisilover41]

Ndness is crazy pill to swallow. I rejected over 6 girls since june and honestly its because i know i cant handle a relationship because of my fucked ip social skills and personality

rejected 6 girls and complaining about not experiencing love
yes it is your fault

 

[stormulfr]

I don’t have social skills. never did. when you grow up ugly, nobody talks to you, nobody includes you, and after a while you just stop trying. i got so used to being ignored that now i don’t even know how to act around people. i overthink every word, every look. i either say too little or too much. there’s no in between.
the best i ever pulled was a htb. we talked for like two weeks. i thought maybe this time something real could happen. but she lost interest, same as everyone else. i could feel it fading every day, her replies getting shorter, her tone colder. and i couldn’t even be mad. i knew it was coming. i’m used to being the one who gets left.
and it’s not even about looking good anymore. i just want someone who actually wants me back. but i know i’m not built for that. i’m too ugly, too awkward, too late to the game. even if i somehow ascended to mtn, it wouldn’t fix what’s already broken inside.
some people get to experience love just by existing. i’ll never be one of them.
I hate how i dont even have real friends so i have to vent to unknown niggas on this site who probably are in same situation but will just laugh at this and tell me to kms
I hate it

I’m not gonna laugh at this, and I’m not gonna tell you to end it. What you wrote is real as hell, and a lot of people feel it but never say it this clearly.
I’ve experienced love before, and I’m single now and have been for a long time. So I’m not talking from some fantasy position. One thing I learned is this: getting ignored when you’re younger really does mess with how you move socially later. That’s not because you’re broken, it’s because you were conditioned to expect rejection. Anyone would overthink in that situation.
The part where you said you could feel her pulling away day by day? That hurts because it confirms a fear you already had. But that doesn’t mean it was inevitable because of who you are. People lose interest for a million reasons that have nothing to do with your worth, especially in short talking stages.
You’re wrong about one thing though: it’s not “too late” and you’re not uniquely unlovable. Social skills aren’t something you’re born with, they’re something you were denied the chance to practice. That’s a disadvantage, not a life sentence.
Also, love isn’t something some people get “just by existing.” It only looks that way from the outside. A lot of those people are just better at hiding their loneliness or had a head start socially.
I know it feels like something is broken inside you. I’ve felt that too. But broken things don’t feel pain this clearly. People do. And the fact you still want connection instead of giving up completely says more about you than you think.
You’re not weak for venting. You’re not pathetic for wanting to be wanted. And you’re definitely not alone, even if it feels that way right now.