
darkness97
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I am literally one of the biggest larpers on this entire site. Every post i'm giving out advice like just go for it, and talk to women when I cant even do that in real life. How fucking cringe and hypocritical. I am literally the biggest coward here because i am afraid of women. I'm afraid of taking chances on girls that are actually into me because of the intense doubt i have about myself. I cant even take my own advice if you put a gun to my head. I always invent a reason to cut off a girl, and just say to myself to man up for the next one. then rinse and repeat. I've passed up some smart and beautiful women just because I was afraid.
I would act rude, disinterested, and just asexual around them until they make a move. and when they do, i reject them and punish them for ever taking a chance on me. Dude its so fucking over for me dude. The only sexual encounters i've have been with escorts. And it is never satisfying.
I have about as much accomplished as a 16 year old at 24 because i simply cant get over this. Everything i do, and read is me trying to find some sort of key that will make me not be a pussy. My whole life revolves around idealizing men who do have it in them. When will I ascend? WHEN will i pull myself out of my own hell? i'm trying to be more honest.
DUDE ITS OVER!
I would act rude, disinterested, and just asexual around them until they make a move. and when they do, i reject them and punish them for ever taking a chance on me. Dude its so fucking over for me dude. The only sexual encounters i've have been with escorts. And it is never satisfying.
I have about as much accomplished as a 16 year old at 24 because i simply cant get over this. Everything i do, and read is me trying to find some sort of key that will make me not be a pussy. My whole life revolves around idealizing men who do have it in them. When will I ascend? WHEN will i pull myself out of my own hell? i'm trying to be more honest.
DUDE ITS OVER!