Claymoreboy0118
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I've always been that guy who looked at one of "those" girls and thought I could fix her. I don't have an interior feeling of superiority or anything of the sort, it just happens. It's been a really shitty coincidence that every girl I've developed feelings for just so happened to be a whore. I know what they've done, I know what type of person they are, but it just lures me in more and more. I feel like that makes more disgusting than they are. I know I'll end up heartbroken but I chase anyway. The truth is, I don’t care about a girl’s past. I don’t care what she’s done or who she’s been with, if it means for once I wouldn’t have to be alone. Does that make me a cuck? I hope not. I'm not as mentally strong as I would like to be honest. I’m so tired of pretending that I'm fine with that. I’m too touch starved to care about the specifics. I just wish I could hold a girl and have her hold me back without having to pay for it
