I'm the most submissive weak beta soy cuck to ever exist

[sibience]

I may as well just be a feminist at this point...

Like I would literally do anything a girl tells me to just for a chance to get to eat her out. And before she gives me a blowjob, I would literally eat her for like an hour.

I can't fucking believe I am made like this, like I get pleasure out of this shit. This is what my genetics determined for me to be attracted to. I can't believe I would submit to a roastie and let her sit on my face even though she has had 94874389964789489749789489485 COCKS IN HER MOUTH AND VAGINA AND SO I WOULD BASICALLY BE SUCKING COCK AND I DONT KNOW WHY I GET SO TURNED ON BY THAT EVEN THOUGH I AM HOMOPHOBIC AND STRAIGHT. And then afterwards I would regret it so bad and be SO disgusted with myself and RINSE MY MOUTH WITH DETERGENT AND BLEACH EVERYDAY FOR THE REST OF MY MISERABLE LIFE. Like I am glad this has never happened to me bc I am an involuntary celibate handholdless kissless virgin but like I can't believe that I would do such soy beta things without hesitation if I had eevn the slightest chance.

 

[alriodai]

I AM HOMOPHOBIC AND STRAIGHT

internalized homophobia

but nah on a more srs note OP this is what excessive porn consumption do to u

 

[sibience]

internalized homophobia

but nah on a more srs note OP this is what excessive porn consumption do to u

Not really, I remember when I was younger like 11 years old and still I would have these type of soy fantasies... It is genetics

 

[Anchor_Ship]

Aww you little soy boy

 

[sibience]

Aww you little soy boy

If the only way I can get sex is if an old roastie 35 year old girl treats me like a baby (which it probably is the only way), I would let her put a pacifier in my mouth and have her put diapers on me and let her feed me baby food.

 

[Anchor_Ship]

If the only way I can get sex is if an old roastie 35 year old girl treats me like a baby (which it probably is the only way), I would let her put a pacifier in my mouth and have her put diapers on me and let her feed me baby food.

Fuucckk man even I'm not that much of a submissive fag, probs the most beta shit was letting this girl put my hands behind my back while covering my mouth during sex

 

[Growth Plate]

internalized homophobia

but nah on a more srs note OP this is what excessive porn consumption do to u

genes bro

I fapped all of puberty to porn yet I never understand how guys enjoy eating pussy

 

[Br0sk1]

Sounds like you've internalized an abused dog mindset.

 

[sibience]

Sounds like you've internalized an abused dog mindset.

I wish I was abused but no one cares about me

 

[Deleted member 4231]

I may as well just be a feminist at this point...

Like I would literally do anything a girl tells me to just for a chance to get to eat her out. And before she gives me a blowjob, I would literally eat her for like an hour.

I can't fucking believe I am made like this, like I get pleasure out of this shit. This is what my genetics determined for me to be attracted to. I can't believe I would submit to a roastie and let her sit on my face even though she has had 94874389964789489749789489485 COCKS IN HER MOUTH AND VAGINA AND SO I WOULD BASICALLY BE SUCKING COCK AND I DONT KNOW WHY I GET SO TURNED ON BY THAT EVEN THOUGH I AM HOMOPHOBIC AND STRAIGHT. And then afterwards I would regret it so bad and be SO disgusted with myself and RINSE MY MOUTH WITH DETERGENT AND BLEACH EVERYDAY FOR THE REST OF MY MISERABLE LIFE. Like I am glad this has never happened to me bc I am an involuntary celibate handholdless kissless virgin but like I can't believe that I would do such soy beta things without hesitation if I had eevn the slightest chance.

ur just starved, your breeding engine is on overdrive and you want to feel fulfilled

improve your health/looks and everything will fall into place eventually

also. ur weird fantasies about being an abuse victim mutt is only viable for the short term, women who are into this kind of dominant position can never truly be happy and will eventually seek to either degrade you further and/or pack their bags, it will cause you further detriment so don't sully your dignity. Its good that you see fault in it

 

[sibience]

ur just starved, your breeding engine is on overdrive and you want to feel fulfilled

improve your health/looks and everything will fall into place eventually

also. ur weird fantasies about being an abuse victim mutt is only viable for the short term, women who are into this kind of dominant position can never truly be happy and will eventually seek to either degrade you further and/or pack their bags, it will cause you further detriment so don't sully your dignity. Its good that you see fault in it

Thanks, I agree that the first right step is acceptance because I don't want to end up more miserable than I already am.