Blackout.xl
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There’s few stories where I’m just a background character
In most stories I’m the villain one way or another. Hated and exiled. Distrusted. Everyone else gets to be the hero, even when they do wrong. But I’m spat on and thrown out when I try to do good.
Thats how the game is. Ppl who don’t know me distrust me due to my extremely low trust and low class looks. People who know me end up hating me usually. Ppl who were friends with me end up turning on me. Why? Because I’m a bad person who has no right to exist
It is what it is. I can’t cope around this anymore. I can’t maintain a connection with anybody. Because they just toss me out like a used up toy most of the time. They slowly develop a dislike for me, which culminates In them pulling The trigger and walking away.
Maybe this was just fate, destiny. Idk. There’s nothing good in store for you when you cannot maintain a relationship with anybody regardless of what you do. When the place around you always smells, it’s no longer a time to ask if other ppl stink. Its time to ask if u stink.
This has brought me great sadness since 2018. This is no larp or troll. I don’t want to be a villain, but I’m forced into the role
In most stories I’m the villain one way or another. Hated and exiled. Distrusted. Everyone else gets to be the hero, even when they do wrong. But I’m spat on and thrown out when I try to do good.
Thats how the game is. Ppl who don’t know me distrust me due to my extremely low trust and low class looks. People who know me end up hating me usually. Ppl who were friends with me end up turning on me. Why? Because I’m a bad person who has no right to exist
It is what it is. I can’t cope around this anymore. I can’t maintain a connection with anybody. Because they just toss me out like a used up toy most of the time. They slowly develop a dislike for me, which culminates In them pulling The trigger and walking away.
Maybe this was just fate, destiny. Idk. There’s nothing good in store for you when you cannot maintain a relationship with anybody regardless of what you do. When the place around you always smells, it’s no longer a time to ask if other ppl stink. Its time to ask if u stink.
This has brought me great sadness since 2018. This is no larp or troll. I don’t want to be a villain, but I’m forced into the role
