I’m thinking of taking my life I can’t take it anymore

[RapeAllFemales]

I feel disconnected from time, all these years spent doing looksmaxx... ascending and then descending in continuance what shit life is this? The only thing that could give me some stability are plastic surgery, but im poorcel i should find a way to make so much money, but I have zero mental energies, years of rotting have destroyed me inside. A part of me would like to kill himself, but I still plan to going through dangerous osteotomies that could deform my face completely, so I’ll have a valid reason to kms

 

[sarmatian]

It's never the answer, buddy.
You're strong, don't give up.