I want to completely change my life. (looksmaxxing + life maxxing) - HELP.

Jus ask gpt theory
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my life is genuinely so pathetic.
 
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ur right. i was the same in math up until precalculus 11 (i got a 67% in precalc 10 and 100% in that precalc 11 btw). so trust me theres hope. yes sleep and weed is probably my biggest issues. i can explain the last couple days for you just to put this in perspective, yesterday (march 13th) woke up 3 am ( i slept at 10) to study for chem mid term. did the mid term in the morning, did school, i had a spare last block, so i bussed to my tutor for physics. otw there i did practice qustions. when i was there we went through my whole package and practice test otw back i was reading an article on economics as i have a socratic seminar today in class. then i had parent teacher interviews last night. i completely lashed out on my chem teacher when he said i didnt study. i went home after (got home around 7:30) then studied for my physics till 12. i then went to bed trying to get at LEAST 5 hours of sleep. i kept waking up throughout the night due to the stress, ive been puking all morning. i even skipped my physics test. i genuinely am not ready. i dont know why. now im just posting about this and im gonna come up with some socratic questions for my seminar later today.
stress also is horrible for memory but im sure u know that , i also have a pretty good-ish memory when it comes to anything thats not school related but in school i just daydream like a fucking retard and im not able to comprehend anything. most brutal part is i have no idea how the fuck im gonna get in my dream university , i wanna go to medicine university and planning on transfering from my shitty highschool next semester(11th grade) to go on a highschool with bio-chemistry , i know jack shit about chemistry ,bio or maths im fucking done for
 
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Dude ethnicity doesn't matter, you are HTN.
Being 5'9 is FINE, like really fine, like not fine but normal, like average height ok ????
lol i have these in my notes

1. A 2013 study in Archives of Sexual Behavior found men 5'9" and under received 40% fewer matches than men 6'0"+

2. Dating app Bumble's internal data showed men who list heights below 5'9" get 45% fewer matches (Business Insider, 2018)

3. Research published in Social Science & Medicine (2016) confirmed height as a significant predictor of matching success for men

4. A 2019 study by dating app The League found men under 5'8" must earn an additional $175,000 annually to get the same number of matches as men 6'0"+

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A significant study on racial preferences in online dating is Lin and Lundquist's 2013 analysis in the "American Journal of Sociology" titled "Partner Choices in a Stratified Dating Market." Using data from a major dating site with over 6 million users, they found:

1. White men received the highest response rates from women of all racial groups
2. Minority men faced significant disadvantages, especially when contacting white women
3. Asian and Black men faced particularly strong disadvantages

A 2014 OkCupid study also documented that white men received more responses than Asian, Black, and Hispanic men across the platform, even when controlling for profile quality factors.
 
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lol i have these in my notes

1. A 2013 study in Archives of Sexual Behavior found men 5'9" and under received 40% fewer matches than men 6'0"+

2. Dating app Bumble's internal data showed men who list heights below 5'9" get 45% fewer matches (Business Insider, 2018)

3. Research published in Social Science & Medicine (2016) confirmed height as a significant predictor of matching success for men

4. A 2019 study by dating app The League found men under 5'8" must earn an additional $175,000 annually to get the same number of matches as men 6'0"+

and


A significant study on racial preferences in online dating is Lin and Lundquist's 2013 analysis in the "American Journal of Sociology" titled "Partner Choices in a Stratified Dating Market." Using data from a major dating site with over 6 million users, they found:

1. White men received the highest response rates from women of all racial groups
2. Minority men faced significant disadvantages, especially when contacting white women
3. Asian and Black men faced particularly strong disadvantages

A 2014 OkCupid study also documented that white men received more responses than Asian, Black, and Hispanic men across the platform, even when controlling for profile quality factors.
Life isn't fair:blackpill:
 
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lol i have these in my notes

1. A 2013 study in Archives of Sexual Behavior found men 5'9" and under received 40% fewer matches than men 6'0"+

2. Dating app Bumble's internal data showed men who list heights below 5'9" get 45% fewer matches (Business Insider, 2018)

3. Research published in Social Science & Medicine (2016) confirmed height as a significant predictor of matching success for men

4. A 2019 study by dating app The League found men under 5'8" must earn an additional $175,000 annually to get the same number of matches as men 6'0"+

and


A significant study on racial preferences in online dating is Lin and Lundquist's 2013 analysis in the "American Journal of Sociology" titled "Partner Choices in a Stratified Dating Market." Using data from a major dating site with over 6 million users, they found:

1. White men received the highest response rates from women of all racial groups
2. Minority men faced significant disadvantages, especially when contacting white women
3. Asian and Black men faced particularly strong disadvantages

A 2014 OkCupid study also documented that white men received more responses than Asian, Black, and Hispanic men across the platform, even when controlling for profile quality factors.
Yes ethnicity plays a minor role, but were the white guys and ethnic guys same psl in the study ?
And you are not below 5'9, you are 5'9 barefoor, why would you worry
Plus, you are higher PSL than 70% of the white guys you walk past.
 
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stress also is horrible for memory but im sure u know that , i also have a pretty good-ish memory when it comes to anything thats not school related but in school i just daydream like a fucking retard and im not able to comprehend anything. most brutal part is i have no idea how the fuck im gonna get in my dream university , i wanna go to medicine university and planning on transfering from my shitty highschool next semester(11th grade) to go on a highschool with bio-chemistry , i know jack shit about chemistry ,bio or maths im fucking done for
honestly, stay at ur current school. if you can go talk to a doctor for adhd meds just so you can get some good study habits, thats why i would do.
 
Yes ethnicity plays a minor role, but were the white guys and ethnic guys same psl in the study ?
And you are not below 5'9, you are 5'9 barefoor, why would you worry
Plus, you are higher PSL than 70% of the white guys you walk past.
im like 5’8 w out shoes. and you are right ab me mogging like just the average nga i guess. lets not forget that its never enough for them tho
 
im like 5’8 w out shoes. and you are right ab me mogging like just the average nga i guess. lets not forget that its never enough for them tho
you can pull a stacylite or a htb im telling you. Never lose hope
 
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honestly, stay at ur current school. if you can go talk to a doctor for adhd meds just so you can get some good study habits, thats why i would do.
got tested like 3 times by psychologysts and i never got diagnosed with adhd , since i got in highschool i havent learnt anything and forgot almost the entire math i studied from 5-8th class and now im hella behind. and i cant stay in my current highschool because if i stay here i will give my 12th grade exam on math , romanian(language i speak) and either history or geography , which will NOT get me in med university. so i need to move highschools and do the 12th grade exam in math , romanian and biology to make sure i get in university. even then i still have to complete an entrence exam at university so its not even 100% guaranteed id even get in. fucking stressful
 
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Back story: 17m 5’9 130. i want to change my life. ive been mediocre most of my life. up until the last two years (grade 11 and 12) i had seen an emergence of above average performance in everything (basketball, school, looks, height). i dont know where to start. i feel like i had fallen off when i had completely indulged my self into the bp. i started smoking weed and drinking to cope, im out of shape, im so bad at my classes, all i do is study, i have no social life. what the fuck do i do. im genuinely worried im going to lose my university acceptances.

i have the next two weeks to change my life:

why two weeks? - its spring break, i finally
have time

what i need to accomplish:

1. happiness - i just want to feel better and be happier everyday, ive noticed i havent had a truly positive thought in a minute.

2. an understanding of vectors, equilibrium, energy and momentum - this class is my main stressor. i currently have a 50% in physics i have to retake those tests for me to bring my grade up (for uni). i try so hard in this class, hours of studying, tutoring, outside of school help from teachers. but i dont seem to understand.

3. health - i barely sleep, i barely eat, i smoke weed (less and less, this is what i thought the problem was first. unfortunately even after cutting it out, it really made no difference), i tried to quit vaping but ive been vaping since i was 11 so thats been a challenge for me (im using nicotine mouth pouches more, vaping less). also, i’ve genuinely never been to the gym consistently other than for basketball season. now that i am in grade 12 and the basketball season has been over for a month and a half im completely out of shape.

4. a better mindset - prior to me being blackpilled, i was very confident with girls, very confident before tests, i was very decisive. i always knew what to do, when to do it and how to do it.

5. money - i work with my mom and she pays me jack shit. i dont blame her id definitely be using money for weed, nic, liqour and looksmaxxing. i want to learn to be better with my money and not use it on dumb shit like weed and nic and liqour. plus i wna
hop on gh asap cuz growth plates open, i need money for that.


Honestly any and all help would be appreciated. i am desperate. i want to change. if you read it thank you, if you dont all good.

dropped a couple pictures of me so yall at least see the progress (in looks) that i have had. first pic was september 2nd the second pic was last week, i grew from 5’7 to 5’9.
went from a 4 to a 9 in 6 months wtf. how did you fix ur acne and forward growth? and ur eyes are a lot more piercing too
 
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got tested like 3 times by psychologysts and i never got diagnosed with adhd , since i got in highschool i havent learnt anything and forgot almost the entire math i studied from 5-8th class and now im hella behind. and i cant stay in my current highschool because if i stay here i will give my 12th grade exam on math , romanian(language i speak) and either history or geography , which will NOT get me in med university. so i need to move highschools and do the 12th grade exam in math , romanian and biology to make sure i get in university. even then i still have to complete an entrence exam at university so its not even 100% guaranteed id even get in. fucking stressful
im not too sure about the european education system. but here its pretty bad too. i wanted to get into med school but i said fuck it and now im doing engineering. even so, ts is such a hassle and so confusing and its quite literally picking those who arent “meant for it” out. our lives are based on genetic determinism and it affects us everyday. do you know how offen i hear people say “if your bad at something its just not for you”.
 
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went from a 4 to a 9 in 6 months wtf. how did you fix ur acne and forward growth? and ur eyes are a lot more piercing too
thank you, im def not a 9 closer to a 6 maybe but honestly genetics. all i rly did was mew HARD AS FUCK ALL DAY, tape mouth when sleeping, thumbpulling, and bonesmashing. i havent bonesmashed in months, i found that it took too long for mediocre "results'. also my diet throughout november to february was fucking mint, it def added to my dimorphism (specifically my browridge) making my eyes appear more deepset.

thats just the begining though:

growth plates still open so im gonna try to hop on gh with a doctor ( someone in my family is already doing this btw ) if a doctor tried to perscribe me too little/deny my request. i have a trusted source to my country ( canada).

I also just finished getting fillers in my teeth meaning im able to get a palate expander now. i have a refferal, now im just waiting on a call.

other than that some other things i plan on doing is softmaxxing my eye area ( neutral tilt + brown eyes kills me) so ill def try to grow my eyelashes just for that halo. i gotta start hittin the gym (ive been like twice in the past year) all that good stuff.

for now thats my plan
 
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Yea but if you were a tall white Chad I’m sure they would be loyal, even if you were homeless. It’s sad but it’s just reality
i complrtely agree with you my dumb ass ex cheated on me.
 
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im not too sure about the european education system. but here its pretty bad too. i wanted to get into med school but i said fuck it and now im doing engineering. even so, ts is such a hassle and so confusing and its quite literally picking those who arent “meant for it” out. our lives are based on genetic determinism and it affects us everyday. do you know how offen i hear people say “if your bad at something its just not for you”.
yeah i already got the textbooks recommended to get in the university a while ago and i studied for like a week max and i can still remember pieces of what i studied but i ran out of motivation , i will try studying hard this summer. anyways what matters the most to get in my specific university is that u get enough points in the entry exam to get in , its very competitive so u have to get around 90/100 points to have a chance. from what i know what grades u get in the final 12th grade exam doesnt matter too much. wish u the best bro , engineering is at least less miserable then medicine. gotta study like 5 years with a schedule of 8am-8pm , practice 4 more years then do another exam. hell on earth:feelswah:
 
yeah i already got the textbooks recommended to get in the university a while ago and i studied for like a week max and i can still remember pieces of what i studied but i ran out of motivation , i will try studying hard this summer. anyways what matters the most to get in my specific university is that u get enough points in the entry exam to get in , its very competitive so u have to get around 90/100 points to have a chance. from what i know what grades u get in the final 12th grade exam doesnt matter too much. wish u the best bro , engineering is at least less miserable then medicine. gotta study like 5 years with a schedule of 8am-8pm , practice 4 more years then do another exam. hell on earth:feelswah:
man good luck. my back up career is in medicine ( either pharmacy, mom owns one, ive been working and running it since i was 14, low income household and i have to help mom) and i also have personal interest in endicronology and orthodontics so if my computer engineering degree cant get me a job ( will probably happen), id def go to med school n get some pape. i rly wish you luck as this journey of life can be extremely difficult.
 
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im not going to report you I AGREE WITH YOU. dense ass nigga read.
I said rep me as in give me reputation as in like my post as in agree with me. Rep does not mean report :lul:
 
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man good luck. my back up career is in medicine ( either pharmacy, mom owns one, ive been working and running it since i was 14, low income household and i have to help mom) and i also have personal interest in endicronology and orthodontics so if my computer engineering degree cant get me a job ( will probably happen), id def go to med school n get some pape. i rly wish you luck as this journey of life can be extremely difficult.
preciate u bro , i wish u the best as well. we will make it bhai:heart:
 
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