I’m tired of it all

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I just can’t anymore, everyday is the same, every passing second is a constant reminder of what I could have been and can be. I lack motivation and will power to do anything anymore, it feels like nothing matters at all. In a way it’s liberating but this is not what I want out of life.

I can barely even type or think right now, but what I’m feeling is really strong and it’s getting to me.

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No bro
Chill don’t do it
 
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I just can’t anymore, everyday is the same, every passing second is a constant reminder of what I could have been and can be. I lack motivation and will power to do anything anymore, it feels like nothing matters at all. In a way it’s liberating but this is not what I want out of life.

I can barely even type or think right now, but what I’m feeling is really strong and it’s getting to me.

I Want To Die Kill Me GIF by Film Riot
Good
 
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Are you gonna kys
 
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id reccomend getting some fresh air
 
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Go back online let’s talk bro
 
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No I will not. I would if no one would be affected by it but the truth is I will be killing my parents alongside myself. I can’t do that.
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I just can’t anymore, everyday is the same, every passing second is a constant reminder of what I could have been and can be. I lack motivation and will power to do anything anymore, it feels like nothing matters at all. In a way it’s liberating but this is not what I want out of life.

I can barely even type or think right now, but what I’m feeling is really strong and it’s getting to me.

I Want To Die Kill Me GIF by Film Riot
Same
 
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No I will not. I would if no one would be affected by it but the truth is I will be killing my parents alongside myself. I can’t do that.
Why did you make this thread bhai
What’s going on?
 
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The final blackpill is the realization that this was your fate all along—no escape, no way out, just a predetermined destiny of endless suffering.
 
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The final blackpill is the realization that this was your fate all along—no escape, no way out, just a predetermined path of endless suffering.
Its not a path
 
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Why did you make this thread bhai
What’s going on?
I just think a lot I guess and got hit with this sudden sadness
 
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No I will not. I would if no one would be affected by it but the truth is I will be killing my parents alongside myself. I can’t do that.
super based no matter how mad you low t cucks are at your parents cuz "muh genetics" be grateful for them always
 
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Do you wanna talk about it bhai?
I’m feeling better now, thanks though man and I surely will if I need to in the future
 
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I’m feeling better now, thanks though man and I surely will if I need to in the future
Alright man
I’m glad ur feeling better
If you need to talk I’m here(for the time being)
 
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I just think a lot I guess and got hit with this sudden sadness
There is no way out, the more you try to resist, it will cause more suffering, your fate was all determined the moment you were born
 
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super based no matter how mad you low t cucks are at your parents cuz "muh genetics" be grateful for them always
Yes I am grateful for them despite our differences, hell I don’t even think I’m incel because of my genetics (I actually have arguably above average genes) it’s just they are super strict on me and don’t let me go anywhere or hang out with people.

Despite that, I’m able to understand that they think it’s for the best and are doing everything they can out of love.

I’m their only child and their last hope for everything and I can’t let them down.
 
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Yes I am grateful for them despite our differences, hell I don’t even think I’m incel because of my genetics (I actually have arguably above average genes) it’s just they are super strict on me and don’t let me go anywhere or hang out with people.

Despite that, I’m able to understand that they think it’s for the best and are doing everything they can out of love.

I’m their only child and their last hope for everything and I can’t let them down.
countinue the auramaxxing bloodline for me bhai
 
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you probably get used to it after some time

i am yet to
 
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I just can’t anymore, everyday is the same, every passing second is a constant reminder of what I could have been and can be. I lack motivation and will power to do anything anymore, it feels like nothing matters at all. In a way it’s liberating but this is not what I want out of life.

I can barely even type or think right now, but what I’m feeling is really strong and it’s getting to me.

I Want To Die Kill Me GIF by Film Riot
motivation is meaningless and always has been. Even for those who have it, it doesn't stay, it comes and goes and is finite. Drive is the only thing that gets you any where. Drive and discipline. Roping is not the answer. Those who have drive in discipline are not exactly people who enjoy it, they just have the ability to go through with it. Embrace the ugly to obtain the good.
 
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motivation is meaningless and always has been. Even for those who have it, it doesn't stay, it comes and goes and is finite. Drive is the only thing that gets you any where. Drive and discipline. Roping is not the answer. Those who have drive in discipline are not exactly people who enjoy it, they just have the ability to go through with it. Embrace the ugly to obtain the good.
I just feel so apathetic yet ambitious at the same time, I have dreams and I even have actionable steps as to how I can achieve them but it’s like my brain doesn’t wanna get up, guess life just isn’t bad enough to the point where I can be driven.

I know that’s not the answer though and I’ll have to force myself eventually to make something out of myself but sometimes that feels near impossible.
 
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I just feel so apathetic yet ambitious at the same time, I have dreams and I even have actionable steps as to how I can achieve them but it’s like my brain doesn’t wanna get up, guess life just isn’t bad enough to the point where I can be driven.

I know that’s not the answer though and I’ll have to force myself eventually to make something out of myself but sometimes that feels near impossible.
A journey is never a real journey without a low point. Are you an adult and/or unemployed? What exactly is your current situation in life?
 
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motivation is meaningless and always has been. Even for those who have it, it doesn't stay, it comes and goes and is finite. Drive is the only thing that gets you any where. Drive and discipline. Roping is not the answer. Those who have drive in discipline are not exactly people who enjoy it, they just have the ability to go through with it. Embrace the ugly to obtain the good.
Incoherent
 
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A journey is never a real journey without a low point. Are you an adult and/or unemployed? What exactly is your current situation in life?
Adult and in university, unemployed as of right now though
 
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average response from a low iq hater. I'm trying to help while you're being a troll nigga.
?

Ur advice is contradictory
 
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Replaces one word with another of the same purpose: linearity
drive and discipline is different from motivation. Motivation is just the sudden burst of want to work on something. Drive is the ability to go through something despite the difficulties, relating to discipline, not motivation.
 
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what is your goal for uni, like what are you trying/want to be?
I’m in comp sci and my goal right now is to just build projects and eventually get hired as a programmer
 
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drive and discipline is different from motivation. Motivation is just the sudden burst of want to work on something. Drive is the ability to go through something despite the difficulties, relating to discipline, not motivation.
My point still holds
 
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drive and discipline is different from motivation. Motivation is just the sudden burst of want to work on something. Drive is the ability to go through something despite the difficulties, relating to discipline, not motivation.
but ig it depends on your interpretation. Either way, you know what my point is.
 
I feel the same way. It's impossible to be motivated to do anything without deluding myself and ignoring the bp, which never works anyway.
 
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I’m in comp sci and my goal right now is to just build projects and eventually get hired as a programmer
do you want to do more than just be a programmer?
 
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I’m in comp sci and my goal right now is to just build projects and eventually get hired as a programmer
Was the same as well switched to EE but still doing coding and stuff cos its fun.
 
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do you want to do more than just be a programmer?
Tbh as of right now I haven’t thought much about it, most jobs are remote which is what I want (and they pay is 6 figures+) so I wanna stay in the field for a few years and help my parents out with their mortgage and then spend some money on actually getting surgeries. Thats the short term goal for now.
 
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Both are directed forward and with efficiency, no?
Yes, but motivation is just a feeling and won't be enough to get you anywhere. Either way, you missed the point and discipline is the most important thing.
 
Yes, but motivation is just a feeling and won't be enough to get you anywhere. Either way, you missed the point and discipline is the most important thing.
Jfl there is no point to be missed
Both are directional, the trajectory is more real than its successor in the outcome
 
Tbh as of right now I haven’t thought much about it, most jobs are remote which is what I want (and they pay is 6 figures+) so I wanna stay in the field for a few years and help my parents out with their mortgage and then spend some money on actually getting surgeries. Thats the short term goal for now.
then keep working at it, at some point along that journey before it ends, you can maybe go find out if there's is more that you aspire to be. Your foundation appears to already be set.
 
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