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Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
 
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Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
This was meant for tiktok but it got too dark so I brought it here
 
Dnr but i think have the same problem like you, js being slightly above average doesnt satisfy my, i wish I am a hhtn and above 6‘1.
 
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Dnr but i think have the same problem like you, js being slightly above average doesnt satisfy my, i wish I am a hhtn and above 6‘1.
Im really not even above avg I don’t think so. Unfrauded I’m mtn most daysb
 
Im really not even above avg I don’t think so. Unfrauded I’m mtn most daysb
I feel you man i got rated mtn/ hmtn and like friends say i look good but i still think i am average or js slightly above. Got my ascension planned tho, good chance of ending up htn/hhtn.
 
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I feel you man i got rated mtn/ hmtn and like friends say i look good but i still think i am average or js slightly above. Got my ascension planned tho, good chance of ending up htn/hhtn.
Id need surgery to reach htn but good for you mate
 
Id need surgery to reach htn but good for you mate
I could do it without if hgh does me right and I can cover up my philtrum with a beard. If i dont reach htn like this i‘ll get surgeries and ascend to hhtn.
 
I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous.
So this was your sexual awakening then?
 
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Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
Dnr moment I saw 6’1 try being 5’9:lul:
 
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Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
Dnr nigger 😂😂
 
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holy dnr nigga
 
I'm the same but with an actual subhuman frame and highest grades in maths in my year group(11 going to sixth form)
 
Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
quit reading when i saw 6'1 tbh
 
Read this all I hate being slight above average ,Ive always felt a deep shame when it comes to myself and only when I mog somone I feel content honestly I hate going outside because 9/10 I still gonna be mogged by some abnormally tall guy or iq mogged to death and I just feel so insignificant and meaningless.

Its just never enough
 
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jack of all trades
if you want to feel good about something, go down one road, follow it but you cannot go back or it would mean restarting another journey
if you feel yourself falling to insanity on this ladder of "looksmaxxing" climb up it go down another, find a hobby to immerse yourself in, focus on your bjj and muay thai ; distract yourself
dont compare yourself to others, compare yourself to yourself, be more than yesterday, less than tomorrow
(skimmed over your text didn't read all)

Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
 
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i Actually relate to this a little bit

I dont think I have an ED tho, but i am leanmaxxing pretty hard

But I am also willing to bulk, which is what im going to do once im lean enough with roids prolly
 
Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
Meanwhile me at 5ft6 due to a 5'0 ManletFactory low IQ Whoring mother with everything else also below average : :feelswhy:
 
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Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
same
 
the rope awaits you
 
Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
Dnr
 
Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
I completely understand you. Because something similar happens to me. And I think it's a good thing to be in that position where you're better than average. Because it means you have adaptive skills.

You need to challenge yourself more in what you want to put your heart into. First, you must choose and find what you want to do for the rest of your life (that's the hardest part), and then just dedicate yourself to doing what you want to do until you die, and I can assure you that you will find success.
 
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I completely understand you. Because something similar happens to me. And I think it's a good thing to be in that position where you're better than average. Because it means you have adaptive skills.

You need to challenge yourself more in what you want to put your heart into. First, you must choose and find what you want to do for the rest of your life (that's the hardest part), and then just dedicate yourself to doing what you want to do until you die, and I can assure you that you will find success.
Good ass advice
 
Good ass advice
Thank you!

Another thing, if you can't find what feeds your heart, don't stop searching. Because tomorrow, when you're about to die and you still can't find it, you'll be able to say to yourself, “I did everything I could to find it. I didn't find it, but I tried my hardest.”
 
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Thank you!

Another thing, if you can't find what feeds your heart, don't stop searching. Because tomorrow, when you're about to die and you still can't find it, you'll be able to say to yourself, “I did everything I could to find it. I didn't find it, but I tried my hardest.”
That's the purpose of life, of your life.
 
Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
DNR I am 5'10 and it hurts i Will never find a girlfriend who is LRB or higher
 
Well, at least you have a good human being height.
 
Dnr but i think have the same problem like you, js being slightly above average doesnt satisfy my, i wish I am a hhtn and above 6‘1.
we’ll ascend bro… we’ll ascend
 
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Listen, the truth is I’m unhappy with my genetics my Face Is slightly above avg. but not truly handsome, I’m 6’1 and that’s slightly above avg (nothing crazy like 6’3-6’4. My Iq is also above average but not genius. My grades in school are above average but never enough to make the deans list. My talent in Muay Thai and Bjj Were above avg but I was never able to progress further. My socializing skills are above avg but never excellent (probably cause my face isn’t excellent.) anyways where do people like me belong? I’m no genius mogger I’m also not a normie or npc: do any of you relate to me? I really wish my facial genetics were better. I wish I didn’t have to starve myself to feel okay when I looked in the mirror. I wish I didn’t have to take lexapro every time I left my house. I wish I didn’t have the pressure from my family to do so well in school. All of the girls with ED out there who struggle socially I feel you. I mean even before I got into looksmaxxing I had an eating disorder just from a bad relationship of food. But looksmaxxing didn’t help at all obv. I know I’m lucky and I understand that. But there is only so much time I can separate my views from my own perspective. Sure I can temporarily look at my life from outside my bubble and feel thankful for what I have. But then I am pulled back in to my perspective and can’t help feeling down. This is not asking for sympathy. I guess I’m just bored on this airplane. Bored and frustrated.
I want surgery but I know I most likely won’t get it. Besides otoplasty for my ears. My mom and gf insist I don’t need it(other surg not oto). That my eyes and nose are fine. I woundnt get an eye area surgery-too expensive and risky. But sometimes I want rhino. The size of my nose should be smaller. I don’t want to look like a girl, but it should be smaller. Fucking shit I used to be such a pretty kid. Oh btw guys. Something horrible happened to me at the store in the airport. I was With my mom and I made eye contact with a white guy, 5’6 and fat. Sub 5 face. I smiled at him at the same time he smiled at me. I felt superior for a fleeting second and then I felt sick and dizzy. All the voices around me went numb and I felt nauseous. I got out of There asap. I want to look good. Sometimes I crave that feeling of superiority, but not like this. It wasn’t fair to him. It just isn’t fair. Fuck I can’t understand this anymore. I’m mentally sane as much as a bp’ed looksmaxxer Can be. It was so great this morning I got to look in the mirror and looked handsome. Of course only with makeup up-what did you think this was Jfl.
So many carbs in Italy. I’m glad I get to go but I hope I don’t get mogged too hard. I don’t want to get Mogged at all please don’t mog me please be kind to me and don’t record me please don’t make me take pictures I don’t want to look at myself anymore. Fuck am all I’m good for is my height? Brutal. All my gfs friends have tall bfs but not as tall as me that’s not what I’m getting at. Brutal reality. And one of them made fun of their ex for being short and wearing a hat that wasn’t pressed all the way down on his head to make himself taller. So bad. If you have ever been around women you’ll know there is no way to be spared from their harsh words unless you are chad face and height and frame. Htn. Low Htn?? Get the Fuck out of here who am I kidding. I’m high Mtn on my best days FUCKC
IM PISSED. that means most days I’m facially Mtn what the Fuck I should just delete all my BP edits and shit since they count as self humiliation. I have an absolute skull tho in size it’s good. I’m like an animal I’m subhuman for my skull size. With my skull size I should be chad with nice orbital bones and maxilla projection.
I’ve been low htn facially irl before. I know it. But the worst part is it’s only happened a few days. When my acne is gone and I’m well rested with no bloat. Also I keep seeing people say bloat is cope. I’m the skinniest guy around due to my ED and when I’m bloated it’s over for me. The worst thing is when I look back at my camera roll and look at the old photos of mine that I thought I looked good in. Only to see the worst low Mtn even tho it was just 1 month ago and i thought I was low htn. I’m such a liar online. Using retouch and angling my face so my nose and eyes don’t look subhuman. Im a fraud and it’s nothing to be proud of.
Mentally I believe I’ve become insane when it comes to my appearance. My brain understands that it might actually die if I consider my face to be bad so it lies to me and makes me feel like I look good.
Ungrateful mtn bruh so over fo society
 

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