sørenyuko
erudite dissident
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i would rather be in poverty doing grueling hard labor but with the social traffic
in fact it'd be exactly what i want, this situation im in rn doesnt give me anything, doesnt strenghten my resilience in my mind and body nor give me socialization, everything is being atrophied
my fantasy of a carefully constructed, specialized nurturing timeline is too unrealistic for this world where everyone's just trying to get by, its so demoralising it makes me not wanna participate in this at all
it means this is a system fundamentally incompatible with my values so it doesn't merit participation from me.
i'd wanna be shoved into the thick of it and be taken in by everyone, no need to initiate anything, just a instant hot enveloping circle forged from the proximity like a pack of simple passionate animals acting out on their needs in their immediate surroundings
in fact it'd be exactly what i want, this situation im in rn doesnt give me anything, doesnt strenghten my resilience in my mind and body nor give me socialization, everything is being atrophied
my fantasy of a carefully constructed, specialized nurturing timeline is too unrealistic for this world where everyone's just trying to get by, its so demoralising it makes me not wanna participate in this at all
it means this is a system fundamentally incompatible with my values so it doesn't merit participation from me.
i'd wanna be shoved into the thick of it and be taken in by everyone, no need to initiate anything, just a instant hot enveloping circle forged from the proximity like a pack of simple passionate animals acting out on their needs in their immediate surroundings
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