Im Tired

[Qanki_]

I am tired, I just can't take it anymore. Waking up every day and spending EVERY single day within four walls, from morning till evening I am either on my PC or phone and it's no fun Im trying to cope but there is nothing I want to do I dont want to watch some shows or films either play games i dont have the energy or joy for it , it pisses me off so hard to spend my whole youth like this, or rather I have spent it like this too, I just have nothing left to do, just nothing, I have no friends, in the last few months I've only gone out to go to the store, I have a lot of thoughts about suicide, I wish with all my heart that one day after spending it rotting in my room, I go to sleep and don't wake up anymore, I just want to end it, I hate my life, I really can't take it anymore.

 

[averagetotaluser]

I am tired, I just can't take it anymore. Waking up every day and spending EVERY single day within four walls, from morning till evening I am either on my PC or phone and it's no fun Im trying to cope but there is nothing I want to do I dont want to watch some shows or films either play games i dont have the energy or joy for it , it pisses me off so hard to spend my whole youth like this, or rather I have spent it like this too, I just have nothing left to do, just nothing, I have no friends, in the last few months I've only gone out to go to the store, I have a lot of thoughts about suicide, I wish with all my heart that one day after spending it rotting in my room, I go to sleep and don't wake up anymore, I just want to end it, I hate my life, I really can't take it anymore.

Make friends on this forum bro

 

[thodian]

normie finds out about LDARing
Welcome to .org brother

 

[Lexapro]

 

[Qanki_]

normie finds out about LDARing
Welcome to .org brother

Bro ive been in this shit since 3 years

 

[thodian]

Bro ive been in this shit since 3 years

get to off topic rotting its fun it makes my days better

 

[Qanki_]

Make friends on this forum bro

Ive lived in a differrent country as an kid and spent my life there till i was 14.5 i was fat and ugly but happy so it didnt bother me, then i moped in another country in my homeland and since 5 years there is hate my life so hard

 

[averagetotaluser]

Ive lived in a differrent country as an kid and spent my life there till i was 14.5 i was fat and ugly but happy so it didnt bother me, then i moped in another country in my homeland and since 5 years there is hate my life so hard

there is a lot of people like that, go on discord and make online friendss

 

[Qanki_]

get to off topic rotting its fun it makes my days better

I hate it, i want to be a normals Person go out and chill, i hate being in my room and rot

 

[thodian]

I hate it, i want to be a normals Person go out and chill, i hate being in my room and rot

then do that. the only thing stopping u is urself once u get past that roadblock u can do whatever u want

 

[Qanki_]

then do that. the only thing stopping u is urself once u get past that roadblock u can do whatever u want

I understand it, but i cant do it here in this country, we were supposed to move out soon but that diddnt work and all my hope to change my life were crushed