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Sanasa16
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A little background information: Im not a manlet, probably nt, sophomore in highschool, and in america. I need to get things off my head. Im currently in bed and have an ear infection from a sport I don’t even like. I’d much rather gymcel my life away. The pain kills me constantly and when im at school, all I hear is muffled talking. It scares me that Im losing hearing. I can’t listen to hardtekk audios if im deaf. Then school itself is kicking my ass, Ive had a project where I have to submit a video of me “selling” a colony. Then in class they pester about me procrastinating the assignment, (its a group project) but im actually trying to do it despite everything. Yet each time I record a video, I mess up, and when I look back at the video. Im reminded on why my life is so miserable, my disgusting eye area and my lips the exact width of my nose. To add on to my looks, I have an underbite and my maxilla is crazy recessed. Ive asked my parents to get me braces so it can hopefully help my recession but they say I don’t need it. It’s not like we can’t afford it, it’s that my family is recessed as well. Plus they told me the other day that my mothers side is a tad Asian, which just adds on to my ethnic nerfs. To sum it up the voices of kids at school irritate me and anger me to a point where I want to get rid of them. But I believe I don’t somewhere inside me, because I ultimately in life just want to have a girlfriend. So the reason I haven’t gone done the obvious is because I crave the teenage romance. The highschool lifes you see in media where they sneak out, kiss behind the bleachers, and love each other. Ive watched plenty of romance anime and it feels good in the moment, but it’s clear to me that I can’t have it no matter how much I try.
