kana
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i’m so FUCKING bored of life, nothing I do
i’m just so seldom entertained by anything, for instance.
I can’t just watch a movie, I can already guesstimate the ending with 90% accuracy, as well as the entire sequence of events that will unfold throughout the movie. Regardless, there is no purpose to watch a movie in the first place unless you’re a 100 IQ normie who somehow can be genuinely invested in a preplanned sequence of cinematic events.
I can’t just play a video game, there is no end product, you’re just stimming your braincels as there is nothing else to do. That’s why I enjoy music production so much, whether it’s producing, “engineering”, vocals, and etc. There is an end product.
I can’t just get a girlfriend, I am aware that the relationship is only temporary, I am aware that I can’t truly be myself around her with subconsciously making her view me as less of a human, I can’t even converse about anything I truly want to converse with her about, which would mainly just be …
#1 my hatred of non-sentient normies, the “elites”, and how drones truly believe in politics and modern work culture.
#2 quantum physics
#3 music, but girls don’t really posses any talents besides smoking and thristing over other men on tiktok, or talking about themselves, you get the idea. Good luck gettint with a women who actually has a hobby with an resulting product.
#4 non-sentient drones again
Im embodying a vessel with no purpose, I met one girl my entire life that was as sentient as I was, and being an immature 15 year old, I destroyed that relationship, now, I don’t know who to even share my problems with.
Definitely not my abusive drone family that does nothing but induce stress upon my mind.
i’m just so seldom entertained by anything, for instance.
I can’t just watch a movie, I can already guesstimate the ending with 90% accuracy, as well as the entire sequence of events that will unfold throughout the movie. Regardless, there is no purpose to watch a movie in the first place unless you’re a 100 IQ normie who somehow can be genuinely invested in a preplanned sequence of cinematic events.
I can’t just play a video game, there is no end product, you’re just stimming your braincels as there is nothing else to do. That’s why I enjoy music production so much, whether it’s producing, “engineering”, vocals, and etc. There is an end product.
I can’t just get a girlfriend, I am aware that the relationship is only temporary, I am aware that I can’t truly be myself around her with subconsciously making her view me as less of a human, I can’t even converse about anything I truly want to converse with her about, which would mainly just be …
#1 my hatred of non-sentient normies, the “elites”, and how drones truly believe in politics and modern work culture.
#2 quantum physics
#3 music, but girls don’t really posses any talents besides smoking and thristing over other men on tiktok, or talking about themselves, you get the idea. Good luck gettint with a women who actually has a hobby with an resulting product.
#4 non-sentient drones again
Im embodying a vessel with no purpose, I met one girl my entire life that was as sentient as I was, and being an immature 15 year old, I destroyed that relationship, now, I don’t know who to even share my problems with.
Definitely not my abusive drone family that does nothing but induce stress upon my mind.
