g4rlic
manlets should rope
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life will always be unsatisfying. i simultaneously hate my love for oneitis but miss the purpose it gave me.
nothing in my life has ever felt enough. i think my mood is just fucked on dut. but even before that it was difficult to feel tethered to anything. friendship, life, talking to ppl meant nothing to me.
idk what i want out of life. i dont know why im here. now that im almost certain any chance of her wanting to be around me is gone im just in a state of grief. and she prolly had 12 kids out of wedlock by now with 5 other dudes, and im stuck here in circles, with everyone gone and laughing at me, with ugly skin.
its never felt more over, what would ascension even give me if i cant go back to her. i dont even like women anymore outside of sexual fantasies
nothing in my life has ever felt enough. i think my mood is just fucked on dut. but even before that it was difficult to feel tethered to anything. friendship, life, talking to ppl meant nothing to me.
idk what i want out of life. i dont know why im here. now that im almost certain any chance of her wanting to be around me is gone im just in a state of grief. and she prolly had 12 kids out of wedlock by now with 5 other dudes, and im stuck here in circles, with everyone gone and laughing at me, with ugly skin.
its never felt more over, what would ascension even give me if i cant go back to her. i dont even like women anymore outside of sexual fantasies
