SecularIslamist
𝕯𝖝𝕯 intersectional feminist and Islamist jihadi
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I only tried it last year once first time ever at 28 years old. I couldn't stand the idea of hundreds of foids looking at me and judging me. In fact I never even shared my pic online before I did with some people here. Bottom line is I'm a pussy. I've always been shy but can act NTmaxxed for certain situations (but deep down it's all fake bullshit), I'm still a socially awkward retard.
I'm scared of rejection on OLD. I treat it like real life. Even though I've not been formally rejected. Being skipped by LTBs feels like a rejection already, not to mention drains your confidence. I know OLD is hard for average guys even attractive guys sometimes, but I'm willing to roastiemaxxx at this point.
I've only got my mother who is the only person who cares about me. I don't wanna die alone
It's so fucking over.
I'm scared of rejection on OLD. I treat it like real life. Even though I've not been formally rejected. Being skipped by LTBs feels like a rejection already, not to mention drains your confidence. I know OLD is hard for average guys even attractive guys sometimes, but I'm willing to roastiemaxxx at this point.
I've only got my mother who is the only person who cares about me. I don't wanna die alone

It's so fucking over.