im too ugly to go outside or socialize

[Deleted member 5815]

dont even want to talk or be seen by family

 

[Deleted member 5815]

I must have a parasite or severe sleep apnea or some undiagnosed cancer there is no way I became this ugly and sicky looking out or nowhere im done its over

 

[Deleted member 29786]

same

i always try to cover my face as much as i can and i avoid places with a lot of people

 

[HarrierDuBois]

same

i always try to cover my face as much as i can and i avoid places with a lot of people

Insane name and AVI halo I expected you to mog.

 

[Deleted member 31457]

Samesies.

 

[incel194012940]

when im in a bad mood I don’t want to socialize and when I’m in a good mood I just fantasize about socializing which I have found better than doing it because I get to say what I want to say and are rewarded with dopamine by interesting characters

rather than feeling effects of low social status, others talking about boring subjects, random people who mildly dislike you, mogging, awkward pauses and interludes, spending money, power games, unpleasant looking/smelling/vibes people, ect

 

[Deleted member 5815]

when im in a bad mood I don’t want to socialize and when I’m in a good mood I just fantasize about socializing which I have found better than doing it because I get to say what I want to say and are rewarded with dopamine by interesting characters

I was somehwat cute looking when I was 17-18 now at 23 I aged and became an ugly schizo ogre so in the past I experienced some feelings that I will never get to feel again in my fantasies I think about those times like a girl coming over to my place we're both sitting in the bed chatting I put my hand on her thighs our shoulders are touching then she leans in for the kiss in these day dreams I still look like I used to before it feels kind of good

 

[Deleted member 31457]

I was somehwat cute looking when I was 17-18 now at 23 I aged and became an ugly schizo ogre so in the past I experienced some feelings that I will never get to feel again in my fantasies I think about those times like a girl coming over to my place we're both sitting in the bed chatting I put my hand on her thighs our shoulders are touching then she leans in for the kiss in these day dreams I still look like I used to before it feels kind of good

People look at me in fear like I'm a serial killer terrorist and even recently two guys walking past me one of them said "that guy looks so scary"

It's dehumanising. I wonder if society treating me like a serial killer terrorist will turn me into one

Only a year ago I was ugly but had youth on my side. After a year of terrible health and immense stress I look like I came out of the trenches and I also had this colleague who was asking me if I had any kids and I asked him why he asked me this and then he asked me how old I was and I told him and he went "jesus"


Only two years ago I had youth on my side I mean. Time goes by like it's nothing and all the years blend together. Not sure if that's normal being only 21 but every year since leaving school at 16 has been the exact same pretty much and nothing whatsoever has happened.

 

[Deleted member 23115]

im your basic average incel and i dont have any heartbreaking stories because im invisible and no one cares about mocking me

 

[Deleted member 5815]

People look at me in fear like I'm a serial killer terrorist and even recently two guys walking past me one of them said "that guy looks so scary"

It's dehumanising. I wonder if society treating me like a serial killer terrorist will turn me into one

Only a year ago I was ugly but had youth on my side. After a year of terrible health and immense stress I look like I came out of the trenches and I also had this colleague who was asking me if I had any kids and I asked him why he asked me this and then he asked me how old I was and I told him and he went "jesus"


Only two years ago I had youth on my side I mean. Time goes by like it's nothing and all the years blend together. Not sure if that's normal being only 21 but every year since leaving school at 16 has been the exact same pretty much and nothing whatsoever has happened.

I know that feeling and when you're with someone like at the cash register the employee (who is healthy looking too like 95% of the people our age, even obese ppl) will interact with the more human looking one and completely ignore you because you look creepy and don't have good health indicators we're like a different specie

my face is pale despite tanning I have a recessed maxilla nasolabial folds dark eye circles I cant smile using my teeth im too retarded to understand how to use a manual shaver so I can only use electric which leaves me with a bunch of dark dots and unshaven hair all over my face and neck hair im the ugliest man alive

 

[Deleted member 31457]

im your basic average incel and i dont have any heartbreaking stories because im invisible and no one cares about mocking me

 

[Deleted member 31457]

I know that feeling and when you're with someone like at the cash register the employee (who is healthy looking too like 95% of the people our age, even obese ppl) will interact with the more human looking one and completely ignore you because you look creepy and don't have good health indicators we're like a different specie

my face is pale despite tanning I have a recessed maxilla nasolabial folds dark eye circles I cant smile using my teeth im too retarded to understand how to use a manual shaver so I can only use electric which leaves me with a bunch of dark dots and unshaven hair all over my face and neck hair im the ugliest man alive

I literally can't express any emotion visibly or verbally anymore and I don't have the energy to be able to fake it even when it's awkward not to. And I've been told my smile looks weird too.

every social interaction as an ugly man is unbearable because you know that the person you're interacting with wants you dead and at the same time you want them dead for wanting you dead. It's demoralising.

 

[Daqirius]

How tall are you

 

[Deleted member 5815]

How tall are you

185cm im an og heightmaxxer and took every compound possible my 19yo brother is 170cm

I think it has something to do with my poor health I must have taken laced stuff at some point I took very sus mk677 pills

 

[Daqirius]

185cm im an og heightmaxxer and took every compound possible my 19yo brother is 170cm

I think it has something to do with my poor health I must have taken laced stuff at some point I took very sus mk677 pills

Since what age JFL

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Since what age JFL

started pinning cjc 1295 then hgh with aromasin mk etc at 17 175cm

 

[Deleted member 23115]

View attachment 2324187

how tall r u

 

[Deleted member 31457]

how tall r u

Normal height

 

[Deleted member 23115]

Normal height

i mog u then. Im 5’8.75 so im quite literally invisible in a crowd bc no one can see my face.

 

[StuntmanMike]

I truly hate this society.

 

[Deleted member 31457]

I truly hate this society.

We live in a society

 

[incel194012940]

im your basic average incel and i dont have any heartbreaking stories because im invisible and no one cares about mocking me

6’2 is the same tbh as 5’8 because in a crowd I find my self only looking at 6’4+, I’ve tested this at multiple locations walking up to them and having picture taken to confirm their height, probably at least 1/20 young white/black zoomers this height I would not go outside below this, it was years ago but it still in my memory giving brutal cortisol attack

 

[Deleted member 23115]

6’2 is the same tbh as 5’8 because in a crowd I find my self only looking at 6’4+, I’ve tested this at multiple locations walking up to them and having picture taken to confirm their height, probably at least 1/20 young white/black zoomers this height I would not go outside below this, it was years ago but it still in my memory giving brutal cortisol attack

im 5'8.75

 

[incel194012940]

im 5'8.75

5’6-6’3 (average height) is all the same