AllMyExsLiveInTexas
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thats a serious post no matter how will react the major part of those who would read this i suppose some will have a pinch of constructive wise words on the possible resolution of what ill describe now.
since september i started to notice some strange things in my mind eg loss of considerable spectre of emotions, some autistic nd shit in micromanaging the motions or basic behavior.
one day its relatively ok the other day its amplified and i feel the urge to be alone more and more
generally i can summarize that thing as involuntary destruction of my lively joyful soul and what ive been before, with that sense of humor and charisma.
this year i also finished the school and entered the uni if its somehow useful and i don’t experience serious problems in studying but nevertheless feel the increasing apathy
since september i started to notice some strange things in my mind eg loss of considerable spectre of emotions, some autistic nd shit in micromanaging the motions or basic behavior.
one day its relatively ok the other day its amplified and i feel the urge to be alone more and more
generally i can summarize that thing as involuntary destruction of my lively joyful soul and what ive been before, with that sense of humor and charisma.
this year i also finished the school and entered the uni if its somehow useful and i don’t experience serious problems in studying but nevertheless feel the increasing apathy
