im very self sabotaging

[fr0st]

Im talking to the girl of my dreams pretty much htb listens to the same music as me she likes movies and video games and is alt. (yes a real htb not one of those overrated incel rates) and she keeps on giving me extremely obvious ioi (calling me cute saying she loves talking to me and calling me handsome and funny) she also gets me to drive her home all the time and denying rides from people so she can drive home with me. but i keep on friendzoning and denying her because i dont want a relationship and i dont want a girlfriend. i spent so much time on incel forums and being alone that the concept of a girlfriend goes against my entire way of living. the entire reason i ascended was to get women but that i have access to them i dont want them. ive literally rotted my brain into looking at foids as monsters and that if i get with a foid then im betraying everyone i know on here and everywhere else.

this shi so tragic my life is DONE for im gonna die a virgin

 

[goatisfansv3rige099]

 

[goatisfansv3rige099]

i did not read this btw

 

[fr0st]

Im talking to the girl of my dreams pretty much htb listens to the same music as me she likes movies and video games and is alt. (yes a real htb not one of those overrated incel rates) and she keeps on giving me extremely obvious ioi (calling me cute saying she loves talking to me and calling me handsome and funny) she also gets me to drive her home all the time and denying rides from people so she can drive home with me. but i keep on friendzoning and denying her because i dont want a relationship and i dont want a girlfriend. i spent so much time on incel forums and being alone that the concept of a girlfriend goes against my entire way of living. the entire reason i ascended was to get women but that i have access to them i dont want them. ive literally rotted my brain into looking at foids as monsters and that if i get with a foid then im betraying everyone i know on here and everywhere else.

this shi so tragic my life is DONE for im gonna die a virgin

i thought that ascending would make me happy but im becoming even more lonely and sad. everybody likes me but nobody really cares about me. they think they care for me and they do things that look like they care for me but deep down im not even a person im just a likable entity that is around the area that they are.

 

[nsk4ll]

Im talking to the girl of my dreams pretty much htb listens to the same music as me she likes movies and video games and is alt. (yes a real htb not one of those overrated incel rates) and she keeps on giving me extremely obvious ioi (calling me cute saying she loves talking to me and calling me handsome and funny) she also gets me to drive her home all the time and denying rides from people so she can drive home with me. but i keep on friendzoning and denying her because i dont want a relationship and i dont want a girlfriend. i spent so much time on incel forums and being alone that the concept of a girlfriend goes against my entire way of living. the entire reason i ascended was to get women but that i have access to them i dont want them. ive literally rotted my brain into looking at foids as monsters and that if i get with a foid then im betraying everyone i know on here and everywhere else.

this shi so tragic my life is DONE for im gonna die a virgin

nigga why r u alive then

 

[fr0st]

nigga why r u alive then

I dont know

 

[unstable]

you are right, relationship are a net negative to happiness.

 

[taai]

you are right, relationship are a net negative to happiness.

True but could be worth regardless

 

[taai]

Im talking to the girl of my dreams pretty much htb listens to the same music as me she likes movies and video games and is alt. (yes a real htb not one of those overrated incel rates) and she keeps on giving me extremely obvious ioi (calling me cute saying she loves talking to me and calling me handsome and funny) she also gets me to drive her home all the time and denying rides from people so she can drive home with me. but i keep on friendzoning and denying her because i dont want a relationship and i dont want a girlfriend. i spent so much time on incel forums and being alone that the concept of a girlfriend goes against my entire way of living. the entire reason i ascended was to get women but that i have access to them i dont want them. ive literally rotted my brain into looking at foids as monsters and that if i get with a foid then im betraying everyone i know on here and everywhere else.

this shi so tragic my life is DONE for im gonna die a virgin

OP you are not betraying anyone. Try enjoying your chances. I still regret not being just a bit more forward when a teenager. if it's a regret, regret doing it since you are not losing anything from trying.

 

[Ish]

foids are indeed evil tho.This situation might be a big thing for you but its fleeting for her,onto the next gl guy she'll move onto in a bit