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ForeverAloneLoser
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I’m currently 15 years old
I’m a 5’9 high LTN with 5 current rejections from girls.
My whole life has been a joke.. I have always been the one whos been picked on throughout school, I used to have a friend group and I was always the one who got picked on for no reason, I was the joke of the friend group, I was an absolute jester oofy doofy. They always looked down at me and never ever showed me any kind of respect. I was always the one who got picked last, I was never in group photos, they were embarrassed by me, usually didn’t get invited to special things they did. I remember one time we had a school basketball team, so they made an instagram account for it. They took pictures of all of us with our names on the side. And yeah, of course they put me last, tried to just ignore me and not take my picture, I had to remind them to take my photo.
When we all became a little older (12 - 14) I became a social outcast, that’s when they started partying and slaying. They all kind of just forgot about me and stopped inviting me to things, so I became sad and lonely, I started escaping reality by playing video games everyday. And it has been eating me alive ever since. I never knew it was about my looks even though girls would get disgusted when they saw my face. How could I’ve not have known. I’ve made so many cringe moments man.. Not a single girl has shown interest in me.
My parents and grandparents expect me to have a girlfriend and to be out at parties. It’s really brutal ropefuel when they ask me “How’s it going with the girls”. Idk what to say to them.
I’ve tried telling my parents that I’m very undesirable, and that I won’t make it far because of my looks. I also tell them that I want surgeries jfl . But of course they disagree. My dad is a short oofy doofy who keeps telling me that I need confidence. My dad told me stories from his teenage life and it was kinda like mine. He never became blackpilled like me though.
Now I’m 15, I have no friends, I avoid going to school because I’ll just sit in a corner by myself and probably get made fun off, I have extreme social anxiety and I have bad social skills.
I am really worried about the future
I forgot to mention that Im also low iq and I have really bad grades. I’m probably gonna spend my 20s LDARing.
i fucking hate my life.
I’m a 5’9 high LTN with 5 current rejections from girls.
My whole life has been a joke.. I have always been the one whos been picked on throughout school, I used to have a friend group and I was always the one who got picked on for no reason, I was the joke of the friend group, I was an absolute jester oofy doofy. They always looked down at me and never ever showed me any kind of respect. I was always the one who got picked last, I was never in group photos, they were embarrassed by me, usually didn’t get invited to special things they did. I remember one time we had a school basketball team, so they made an instagram account for it. They took pictures of all of us with our names on the side. And yeah, of course they put me last, tried to just ignore me and not take my picture, I had to remind them to take my photo.
When we all became a little older (12 - 14) I became a social outcast, that’s when they started partying and slaying. They all kind of just forgot about me and stopped inviting me to things, so I became sad and lonely, I started escaping reality by playing video games everyday. And it has been eating me alive ever since. I never knew it was about my looks even though girls would get disgusted when they saw my face. How could I’ve not have known. I’ve made so many cringe moments man.. Not a single girl has shown interest in me.
My parents and grandparents expect me to have a girlfriend and to be out at parties. It’s really brutal ropefuel when they ask me “How’s it going with the girls”. Idk what to say to them.
I’ve tried telling my parents that I’m very undesirable, and that I won’t make it far because of my looks. I also tell them that I want surgeries jfl . But of course they disagree. My dad is a short oofy doofy who keeps telling me that I need confidence. My dad told me stories from his teenage life and it was kinda like mine. He never became blackpilled like me though.
Now I’m 15, I have no friends, I avoid going to school because I’ll just sit in a corner by myself and probably get made fun off, I have extreme social anxiety and I have bad social skills.
I am really worried about the future
I forgot to mention that Im also low iq and I have really bad grades. I’m probably gonna spend my 20s LDARing.
i fucking hate my life.
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