
sarmatian
Working on myself
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I’m attached to people; I can’t leave them. I don’t want them to abandon me. I want them to stay, love me, and like me.
And when it happens, I avoid the problem completely. I don’t let the pain settle. I don’t want to move on—I avoid moving on, and I avoid realizing that there is a problem.
I just want things to go back to how they were. I don’t want to depend on myself. I need to depend on other people. I need people.
I need their love. I need their attention. I need them to like me and be with me.
I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to be abandoned by those I crave love, affection, and attention from.
I’m weak.
And when it happens, I avoid the problem completely. I don’t let the pain settle. I don’t want to move on—I avoid moving on, and I avoid realizing that there is a problem.
I just want things to go back to how they were. I don’t want to depend on myself. I need to depend on other people. I need people.
I need their love. I need their attention. I need them to like me and be with me.
I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to be abandoned by those I crave love, affection, and attention from.
I’m weak.