fm30366
Recessed ltn
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Holy I can’t even fathom how most the people around me are js fine they don’t have a constant loop of overthinking they literally can never stop, one small thing happens my mood for almost the whole day is ruined and if it comes back I will just bring myself down by remembering that bad thing, it’s just crazy man, like I hear constant rumbling cuz my anxiety causes tinnitus, i got severe depression and severe derealization and visual snow from all my shroom trips which were terrible, like it’s so insane, these people have no experience with my mental conditions, pair all my shitty mental illness with my bad adhd like the combo is fucking brutal, and the fact I have realized so much and have gained alot of knowledge which I can never reverse , that with my conditions js fucks my brain, like I js constantly overthink I literally cannot shut it off at all, even copes don’t work as much anymore as my dopamine baseline is extremely low , and my high anxiety baseline it’s a nightmare, like what can I even do at this point, no interaction with woman so that cope is gone, like what I just have to repeat my cycle of ldaring for the entire day,I wish I was neurotypical , they have none of these problems man, sure they can always have some bad mental health here and there as every human does, but it isn’t constant and persisting, I genuinely still think of bad scenarios or things that happened to me months and months ago just randomly and it still fucks my mood, while these nt niggas won’t even remember what they have done to me after 1 hour, they dont even care.
Dnr this if you want as it is super long, but I just needed somewhere to post my thoughts, also need any methods of help if it’s even possible, I’ve been in this loop for a few hours since I’ve gotten home.also if yall niggas relate u can tell me some experiences in replies.
Dnr this if you want as it is super long, but I just needed somewhere to post my thoughts, also need any methods of help if it’s even possible, I’ve been in this loop for a few hours since I’ve gotten home.also if yall niggas relate u can tell me some experiences in replies.
