recessedinfras1
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i always thought i was highly attractive, i was getting attention for my looks and was generaly a good looking guy. But that build up my ego. Recently i have been noticing that im not getting that much attention anymore and that i dont think i look as good as i used to, and when you live your whole life thinking youre good looking and suddenly realize the truth its like a stab in the heart. I just cant bare the memories where i used to talk with girls get called attractive and so on. I remember i had this really good female friend. We started talking because our teacher sat us together. We used to talk all day in school and laugh, have inside jokes atc. (mind you she was introvert). We sst together for the whole semester. At the end of the semester we started talking less and less and our relationship slowly faded. I do not know if this in particular was to do with my looks or my personality changing. Well back to my point. People in my school always called me egoistic. I remember there was this ig. page where people would spread things they wanted to say anonymously about other people. One time i was mentioned in one of those posts, someone said i was egotistic and said how much i think im think im attractive even though i was not. That lowkey crushed me. But i guess thats my fault for thinking too much of myself. Well thats it i guess maybe in another life.