Improving makes me hate myself even more

[Itnax]

I’ve been obsessing over improving my looks like that would somehow change anything. I saw a post from my old crush and just felt sick disgusted with how I look and feel. It hit me how far I’ve fallen down this rabbit hole chasing unreachable ideal. I know the brutal reality most people ignore just to cope but knowing doesn’t help it just makes everything worse.

 

[romanstock]

Same experience. Take it from me, it never gets better.

 

[stck6]

I’ve been obsessing over improving my looks like that would somehow change anything. I saw a post from my old crush and just felt sick disgusted with how I look and feel. It hit me how far I’ve fallen down this rabbit hole chasing unreachable ideal. I know the brutal reality most people ignore just to cope but knowing doesn’t help it just makes everything worse.

Same up w me I do look better and better but whenever i see myself on mirror i notice a flaw and it ruins my fucking mindset

 

[CorinthianLOX]

i can relate

 

[Deleted member 140899]

Boo hoo im not chad

 

[psl.cris]

I’ve been obsessing over improving my looks like that would somehow change anything. I saw a post from my old crush and just felt sick disgusted with how I look and feel. It hit me how far I’ve fallen down this rabbit hole chasing unreachable ideal. I know the brutal reality most people ignore just to cope but knowing doesn’t help it just makes everything worse.

I agree fully man. I’ve made a similar post like this