In 2 weeks gonna do a giveaway of 70 bucks to any random user tbh

[davidlaidisme67]

Already sent @horseman. $15 for the giveaway I did 2 days. I’m giving all my money away over the next year to users then kms

 

[Noriju]

ANTI - SUICIDE MEGATHREAD - THE TRUTH ABOUT SUICIDE & METHODS + HUNDREDS OF REASONS TO LIVE ITS NEVER OVER (LIFEMAXXING GTFIH)

The topic of suicide is one of the disgustingly romanticized pieces shown in media in the world, overtime this has made it so suicide is viewed as a global "exit" button, a way out when you have nowhere to go. However this is very far from the truth, filmmakers themselves often depict suicide...

looksmax.org

Greedmaxx misermaxx your money never give them to undeserving infidels

 

[davidlaidisme67]

ANTI - SUICIDE MEGATHREAD - THE TRUTH ABOUT SUICIDE & METHODS + HUNDREDS OF REASONS TO LIVE ITS NEVER OVER (LIFEMAXXING GTFIH)

The topic of suicide is one of the disgustingly romanticized pieces shown in media in the world, overtime this has made it so suicide is viewed as a global "exit" button, a way out when you have nowhere to go. However this is very far from the truth, filmmakers themselves often depict suicide...

looksmax.org

Greedmaxx misermaxx your money never give them to undeserving infidels

I’ve read the thread before and I’ve had @illusion before dissuade me from committing originally but now I’ve been disowned form my family, I’ve been doing terrible in uni due to depression and I’ve just decided now to irl stream, give money to this community and just kms. My father is right I’m a loser that has no right to live and just is a waste of space. I want to at least do something virtous and boom I’m gone. Nothing can dissuade anymore I’m genuinely done mentally

 

[Noriju]

I’ve read the thread before and I’ve had @illusion before dissuade me from committing originally but now I’ve been disowned form my family, I’ve been doing terrible in uni due to depression and I’ve just decided now to irl stream, give money to this community and just kms. My father is right I’m a loser that has no right to live and just is a waste of space. I want to at least do something virtous and boom I’m gone. Nothing can dissuade anymore I’m genuinely done mentally

How can you not be angry?

 

[davidlaidisme67]

How can you not be angry?

I used to be angry all the time when I was younger especially when rotting in this space and on bp YouTube but now I’m just at peace knowing I’m going to die.

 

[edwin getting bette]

Already sent @horseman. $15 for the giveaway I did 2 days. I’m giving all my money away over the next year to users then kms

Don’t kill yourself food be too good for u to do dat

 

[arx]

Already sent @horseman. $15 for the giveaway I did 2 days. I’m giving all my money away over the next year to users then kms

Nooooo don’t kys

Check DMs

 

[fajitapocketpxsyy]

Kek when did you get so Sad and pissy

 

[duebaora]

If i get ur money i be personal therapist for free even if i dont get money bro im her fory

 

[edwin getting bette]

I’ve read the thread before and I’ve had @illusion before dissuade me from committing originally but now I’ve been disowned form my family, I’ve been doing terrible in uni due to depression and I’ve just decided now to irl stream, give money to this community and just kms. My father is right I’m a loser that has no right to live and just is a waste of space. I want to at least do something virtous and boom I’m gone. Nothing can dissuade anymore I’m genuinely done mentally

Don’t quit life bro

 

[Noriju]

I used to be angry all the time when I was younger especially when rotting in this space and on bp YouTube but now I’m just at peace knowing I’m going to die.

You have this goal to suicide which is obviously a bad goal.
I used to have the goal of becomming a finance guy. Now i want to go into medicine. My goals are commonly perceived as “good goals”.
But whether it’s a bad goal or a good goal doesn’t matter because with time your brain figures out that it might want to do something else.

i also thought i wouldn’t give a shit about playing that extra game of soccer with my dad - which he told me that i would regret. I hate to say it but he was 100% right.

What i mean to say is that, In my experience, goals and your perception on life changes.
Some things can only be truly experienced and realised oneself by getting old and reflecting.
The things you do and don’t do will be scrutinzed and criticised by your future self.

Let me also ask you this. Do you truly, really, actually even know why you’re depressed?
Have you ever sat down, pen and paper in hand and listed every cause of your misery? Have you ever gotten to the root?

When i was 13 i figured out that i didn’t have any friends and that this was the cause of my depression. Suddenly i had a goal and something to focus towards. Before that i was just a mindless dog doing whatever my parents suggested but at that point my ego was born.

So seriously, figure out why you’re depressed and fix it.
Nothing else is more important than your problem and suicide will naturally take second, third, last priority and finally dissappear, because there’s nothing worse than not completing your goal.

 

[Prøphet]

I can’t really say anything that will make you feel better but just remember there’s many different ways of seeing the same thing

I remember 6 months ago looking at my life I felt so much pain and death in my heart

Now I feel hope

And I never thought I ever would feel if, but here it is right now

Nothing is really as guaranteed or permanent as it seems, that’s an illusion our brains make up