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GoldKiller
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This cannot go on any longer. Going out for 2 pints with friends (who go home) then driving home and buying a bottle of vodka and coke and drinking for days. I've realized most people I socialize with don't even message me if it doesn't involve booze. It will be a boring life but this is costing me about a grand per month and I've started doing it by myself now and I'm enjoying it. I've been paying a therapist recently because my mum told me to get help. When I told him how my normal night looks like, he just leaned back in his chair and said jesus you've got a serious issue have you thought about rehab. I went Christmas day without boozing and all my mind was telling me was to go out and drink since. I've been running, gym, played Xbox, there is just no escape like it. I've even started turning up to dates with coke and 4 drinks down lol its ridiculous. I remember being catfished by a fatty on hinge who looked nothing like her pictures and i openly said to her at the table I'm going to order a bag. I rarely get invited to parties anymore because of my behavior
The hangovers are too bad now as well
The hangovers are too bad now as well
