In all honesty

[DarknLost]

While staring at the ceiling
I was overwhelmed by the feeling
I am certain that I am alone
And I thought about how vast
This universe must be, and why
There's so much suffering in this world
And the only thing I have
Is a pen and this broken voice to scream
Into the nothing of this night
And I asked myself the question
Do you ever think that you'll be saved? And I
I answered back:
"No
Who the fuck do you think
Is going to save you now?
When you can't love anything
Especially yourself"

Then suddenly an indifference to this world
And everything
Took over me
Because I thought that this would change
Over time, but as usual
I was wrong
And maybe this is why
I can't breathe at night
And maybe this is why
People cry
Because we're all a vast mistake
That the universe made
When it unwillingly entered life
And if by chance
You're one of the lucky ones
Save yourself
Because the rest of us
Are doomed
To a life of solitude

There is nothing left in this world for me
There is nothing left in this world for me
There is nothing left in this world for me
There is nothing left in this world for me
There is nothing left in this world for me

 

[Roping Subhuman]

Good Goy.

 

[Marw]