In hospital after trying to kill myself

[Deleted member 685]

I found some early 2018 pics of myself just today. Just some time after I was addicted to Phenibut and OD'd hard. Was 70-80 pounds heavier, face looked completely different. Looked 10-15 years older 2 years ago than I am now. Bloated, shittest skin in every way, wrinkles, double chin, dry skin, always looked sad and depressed because I actually really was. Learned a did so many things since then and am so happy about it. I honestly looked a lot worse than OP. I don't want to show my pics on here ever, for obvious reasons. But maybe next summer I'll show a few people on here who I'm cool with and know won't dox me or do some shit like that. Hit me really hard. Shocked I ever looked like that; I really never knew I looked so bad but only found a few pictures on my phones %appdata% style storage. Needless to say, my quality of life and EVERYTHING has improved since those times. It's completely different. And I know a lot of people think I'm a bit crazy or stupid saying "mindset is so important; it's everything", and all my posts that sound so damn cliche and cringy. But it's just the truth. Couldn't see a single bone in my face.

Well spoken.

 

[x30001]

how many of you were messaged by him ?

he kept asking me if it was over multiple times

He messaged me out of the blue a few days ago saying something like:

him: "Hey, can you rate me?"

me: "No, why are you asking me this?"

him: "Just thought you're a good rater that's all"

Then I said something along the lines of "no I don't rate people or give a fuck about ratings and shit"

and then the convo ended

 

[6'4 looksmaxxxer]

What's the story behind this cursed image lol ?

 

[Deleted member 1942]

What's the story behind this cursed image lol ?

which one?

 

[Deleted member 2634]

what did you say to him?

the truth

that hes white , tall, urogenitally gifted and that he should lose weight
and that he is not revolting if girls slept with him

 

[6'4 looksmaxxxer]

which one?

The titbot one while he's crying the fuck is that

 

[Deleted member 1942]

the truth

that hes white , tall, urogenitally gifted and that he should lose weight
and that he is not revolting if girls slept with him

I see for some reason he doesn't want to lose weight.

 

[Pietrosiek]

TBH stop calling me and other people gl, just stope be bluepilled and i will not hate you

 

[x30001]

But fo real tho , ultra low T for sui by sleeps pills jfl

die in a shootout with cops while wearin a looksmax.me shirt or life

I can only think he OD'd on Quetiapine or something like that. He said he took 80 pills. I was on atypical anti-psychotics before and they keep you fat and make you gain a lot of weight through interfering with CYP1a2 metabolism. Once I got off them I lost a ton of drug induced weight and felt a lot better after discontinuing them. @OP if you're reading this, talk to your doctor about getting off that class of medication because they're really of no benefit. Also it's pretty much impossible to OD on Quetiapine. Olanzapine (Remeron), Quetiapine (Seroquel) and all these AAPsychotics will work against you more and more. Anything that ends in -pine really.

TBH stop calling me and other people gl, just stope be bluepilled and i will not hate you

No one needs to call you anything. We don't control your life so no one really cares about what they call you except you yourself, so you need to get that into your head.

 

[rockndogs]

i think he found a stronger rope

 

[Deleted member 1942]

i think he found a stronger rope

I highly doubt a rope that strong exists

 

[poonkiller9000]

lose fat, fatty and join boxing club so you can fight bullies.

 

[rockndogs]

I highly doubt a rope that strong exists

sad shit

 

[je3oe]

I highly doubt a rope that strong exists

how fucking sad can you be, go bully your fucking mom or dad

 

[Deleted member 1942]

how fucking sad can you be, go bully your fucking mom or dad

he left this forum you should leave too.

 

[Deleted member 1560]

Oh shit

 

[SikKunt]

if OP actually was successful with his attempt, you’d all be respectful and pay respects.

No...

 

[je3oe]

he left this forum you should leave too.

Fuck u gringo in my country u would be fucked to death on streets

 

[SikKunt]

I would fuck every guy here apart but i have mercy. The knowledge I have about psl and flaws is incredbly high. My EQ is keeping me away from bullying you mentally weak 18 yo kids rhat have nothing to do here but shitposting and making people feel bad.

Stay strong london bud

bro I'm shaking rn damn, what a badass

 

[Alexanderr]

 

[Deleted member 1942]

Fuck u gringo in my country u would be fucked to death on streets

fortunately I don't live in a beaner shithole you subhuman

 

[je3oe]

fortunately I don't live in a beaner shithole you subhuman

the chaderlands.............. The netherlands is a shithole? JFL

 

[Deleted member 1942]

the chaderlands.............. The netherlands is a shithole? JFL

why are using 'gringo' then retard also we both know you won't do shit.

 

[Deleted member 685]

You're a good man, respect bro.

@SikKunt whats so funny?

 

[je3oe]

why are using 'gringo' then retard also we both know you won't do shit.

JFL do you think that im a gringo, im turkish

 

[SikKunt]

Couldn't see a single bone in my face.

No shit you were a fat slob, I'm anorexic style and I still see no bones, because I DON'T have any. Fatcels are volcels

 

[je3oe]

why are using 'gringo' then retard also we both know you won't do shit.

erdogan in jouw kont lan

 

[Deleted member 1942]

JFL do you think that im a gringo, im turkish

how fitting only a turk could be this retarded

 

[je3oe]

how fitting only a turk could be this retarded

shut the fuck up eh superhero behind your pc

 

[SikKunt]

@SikKunt whats so funny?

this thread

 

[Deleted member 1942]

shut the fuck up eh superhero behind your pc

lol,you are such a faggot.I don't know what you are trying to get out of this conversation.

erdogan in jouw kont lan

I don't speak your language,roach.

 

[SikKunt]

I don't speak your language,roach.

He said"Erdogan in your ass, man"

 

[Deleted member 1553]

I took 80 sleeping tablets and woke up in hospital

Should've jumped if you want to end it, but then we wouldn't get more of these threads. Stream it if you do.

 

[Deleted member 1942]

He said"Erdogan in your ass, man"

lol, what's that supposed to mean.

 

[SikKunt]

lol, what's that supposed to mean.

Erdogan is the president of turkey

 

[Deleted member 1942]

Erdogan is the president of turkey

Lmao,I know just ridiculous what he said.

 

[Over]

ascended with nurse probably

OP has like 6 lays or so on his account, he posted threads before bragging about raw fucking some girls (pic with a girl if I remember right). Unless that was frauded, or he took pics with a hooker, then I dont know why would he attempt suicide - from what I read he's 6'2 irl and even as obese class 2 he manages to not be KHHV like me.

CocaineCowboy called him out on his bullshit before, he was fishing for compliments and humble bragging but covering it with self loathing.

Unban Cowboy and ban this idiot so he spends more time in a gym instead browsing this mental asylum which fucks him up even further

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[needsolution]

OP has like 6 lays or so on his account, he posted threads before bragging about raw fucking some girls (pic with a girl if I remember right). Unless that was frauded, or he took pics with a hooker, then I dont know why would he attempt suicide - from what I read he's 6'2 irl and even as obese class 2 he manages to not be KHHV like me.

CocaineCowboy called him out on his bullshit before, he was fishing for compliments and humble bragging but covering it with self loathing.

Unban Cowboy and ban this idiot so he spends more time in a gym instead browsing this mental asylum which fucks him up even further

damn this guy is like 3.5 needsolutions and still manages to fuck girls

 

[MD_Hopeful69]

did you chicken out while trying to do it ?

Fuck off

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[ZyzzReincarnate]

　

 

[SayNoToRotting]

There’s your fucking proof

ohhh so that's you?

The guy who has been morbidly obese since the dawn of time and who randomly messaged me on lookism.net to rate him?

 

[Titbot]

At his height imagine if he lost weight he would be a mogging machine

 

[poonkiller9000]

OP has like 6 lays or so on his account, he posted threads before bragging about raw fucking some girls (pic with a girl if I remember right). Unless that was frauded, or he took pics with a hooker, then I dont know why would he attempt suicide - from what I read he's 6'2 irl and even as obese class 2 he manages to not be KHHV like me.

CocaineCowboy called him out on his bullshit before, he was fishing for compliments and humble bragging but covering it with self loathing.

Unban Cowboy and ban this idiot so he spends more time in a gym instead browsing this mental asylum which fucks him up even further

High iq mod him

 

[Ritalincel]

i think he found a stronger rope

 

[ChoSeungHui]

king...

 

[Ritalincel]

Huh?

 

[lookismfugee]

low inhib gigachad

 

[Ritalincel]