monecel
Also known as morphcel
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I've been thinking about my own behavior and interests and it's not hard to see that I am neurodivergent. I don't go out, I have only a few friends, I'm not interested in drinking or going out at all. On the other hand I'm very creative in my interests, I am interested in philosophy, high arts or forms of arts, neuroscience, enhancing the human body etc. Basically all of my interests are either niche or too complex to try to explain to someone not exposed to it before. It is really to the level where when I have a consversation with someone I'm not sure what to discuss that is not too far away from what they can relate to but maybe it's just not possible unless I changed my hobbies or interests. But then I don't want to be fake. I am for sure more intelligent than most in my specific interests but in other ways I'm retarded.
Maybe my saving grace will be a ND foid but a real ND foid that hasn't changed her gender 50 times or who isn't faking it for attention is difficult. I will still improve my looks and will mog as I fix my jaw etc. but I will always have the aspect of being divergent so that will always be there. I'm also slightly schizo so there's that.
Probably some people that can relate here. When guys mog enough, women ignore some traits as quirks and maybe that is the strat. Anyhow I'll keep on chudding along.
Maybe my saving grace will be a ND foid but a real ND foid that hasn't changed her gender 50 times or who isn't faking it for attention is difficult. I will still improve my looks and will mog as I fix my jaw etc. but I will always have the aspect of being divergent so that will always be there. I'm also slightly schizo so there's that.
Probably some people that can relate here. When guys mog enough, women ignore some traits as quirks and maybe that is the strat. Anyhow I'll keep on chudding along.
