In urgent need of help to ascend

[Kalslayer123]

I need help in ascending facially, im already 18 but look like im a bloated femcell, I've been gymcelling since 9th grade but physique is still subpar, acne is crazy especially on right cheek and forehead, eyebrows are thinning, eyebags, bloated jawline, thin eyebrows and eyelashes, chappy lips etc, very round face and generally subhuman aperance im too insecure to post yet but would really appreciate some help.
Been actively into the looksmaxing space since 2023 and have had an so called mini ascension but it was from a morbidly obese subhuman to a ltn at best, my parents are fat and recessed and my genetics are beyond unsavable.


What im doing to ascend:
Started cutting (im around 25%-27% bf and 84 kg ,183cm tall. Probably going to cut to 70 or less depending on results)

Going to get my hands on tretinoin for acne and ghcku

Planning on hopping on a steroid cycle for the first time this summer consisting of
250-300 test propionate
30mg anavar per day
3 ui of HGH if I can get my hands on it
And possibly 80 tren if I dont pussy out.

Big problems for roidmaxxing are parents money and infertility side effects.

Need some help yall gonna post progress once I look better and if I get tips here

 

[fataholic]

At least 10iu hgh tf u doing and ct with hcg to stay fertile while using roids and reta would help for leaning out

 

[Kalslayer123]

At least 10iu hgh tf u doing and ct with hcg to stay fertile while using roids and reta would help for leaning out

Yeah your right but wouldn't that make bloating worse while im not lean enough, and family has a history of diabetes and high dose of hgh rlly can fuck me up

 

[fataholic]

Yeah your right but wouldn't that make bloating worse while im not lean enough, and family has a history of diabetes and high dose of hgh rlly can fuck me up

Just eat zero carb raw or cooked carnivore diet diabetes is near biologically impossible to get if you dont eat carbs and youre obese so minor bloating won't do much

 

[correction]

all these problems u noted will not be fixed by roids lmao, matter fact they will make it worse, your acne will worsen and your face will be even more bloated due to water retention, save up for surgery instead

 

[fataholic]

Shi actually add like 20mg iso at least n do a raw pd it seems like most of your issues are just fucked up health indicators

 

[Kalslayer123]

all these problems u noted will not be fixed by roids lmao, matter fact they will make it worse, your acne will worsen and your face will be even more bloated due to water retention, save up for surgery instead

Yeah im going to try to fix what I can in terms of health indicators and acne before the summer so I can fullsend the cycle but the tren and hgh is probably not going to happen until second cycle or next winter.
What can I do to help health indicators. Right now im trying to improve gut health.

 

[Kalslayer123]

Shi actually add like 20mg iso at least n do a raw pd it seems like most of your issues are just fucked up health indicators

Yeah im going to get a tret prescription as soon as possible

 

[fataholic]

Yeah im going to get a tret prescription as soon as possible

Grey market it its like 20x cheaper

 

[Kalslayer123]

Grey market it its like 20x cheaper

How can I find a reliable source, im really unexperienced in this and also live in Europe

 

[correction]

Yeah im going to try to fix what I can in terms of health indicators and acne before the summer so I can fullsend the cycle but the tren and hgh is probably not going to happen until second cycle or next winter.
What can I do to help health indicators. Right now im trying to improve gut health.

gut health is most important tbh so good that u are trying to fix that, for the acne u could also use isotret if u want but the purging phase is horrible, try to reduce inflammation overall aswell

 

[correction]

How can I find a reliable source, im really unexperienced in this and also live in Europe

where in europe?

 

[Kalslayer123]

gut health is most important tbh so good that u are trying to fix that, for the acne u could also use isotret if u want but the purging phase is horrible, try to reduce inflammation overall aswell

Yeah gonna try, hopefully I can calm the acne down and get leaner from cutting

 

[Kalslayer123]

where in europe?

Bulgaria

 

[correction]

Bulgaria

u can order from grey then or indiamart